2008 resolution-
1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
bonus- if i can get love,
7)change heck care attitude, explain to people who misunderstood me.
8)dont be afraid of losing face.
9)be more confident!
3 more hours and I will be leaving Singapore, before I go I have to blog! In case you guys miss me too much, HAHAHAA~!
Yesterday night Bunny came over and find me for chat and without myself knowing, we from 1AM++ chat till 5AM. Which mean I didn't get to sleep and I have to get prepared and fetch the bride!
After preparing dad and I went off to AhMa's house. Then head to different area, picutes do the talking okay?
My handsome uncle trying to bribe those jiemeis!
In case you wonder why the picute is taken inside the house instead of outside because my uncle nieces(AKA us) decided to abadon our beloved uncle and stay inside the house! HAHAHAA
The overview!
Look at their sexy backside and what's my uncle doing!
Saying those mushy words to the bride and asking for permission to get in.
TADAH!
Blissful faces!
The betrayers of our uncle! (my face look soper weird, this is how you look when you didn't sleep!)
Acting romantic in this kind of weather.
My best wishes to them!
Now I know why the couple have to record those happy moments. Once in awhile you take a look at those scene you'll feel so happy and the more you guys will cherish each other, instead of divorce I guess couple after watching their videos they will remember how they fall in love and all those moments.
Looking at them how I hope I'll get to do all those stuffs :)
Anyway after all those, I slept at my ahma house from 10AM++ till 3PM++ then got back to Woodlands by cab.
My mum's doing last minute packing while I'm here rest and relax, never do last minutes stuffs!
Tonight someone might go send me off, oh well... :S See me when I'm back alright? I know you guys will pray for my safety and miss me, I'm starting to miss you guys! Shall meet up when I'm back provided I can get you guys stuffs. LOVES!
It seem like history repeating, but I know if this is a mistake I have to stop it. I'm not going to let it happen for the second time. Yet... :/
Thursday, June 26, 2008
628. (Updated) typed at 12:43 AM
Northpoint really like turn haven already! Met sort of like new colleague because first day working with him, damn funny guy. BTH! Yesterday all of us like damn good mood and joked around, damn fun day! Funny words like zouk(zoo), pub(park) and those making fun of people. OMG!
I hope July will still be that fun :)
Rusty came and pass me some stuffs, thanks man! The retro dress, now gonna change the old china look to ah-go-go liao lah because oversize.
After working, Alvin and me went to find Dage and settle down at 300+ coffeeshop for awhile.
Later around 10AM might be meeting up Dage to Ikea! Hahaa :) Then night time will be packing of bag and might go over aunt house to stayover.
27th June morning still need to fetch bride, night time catch train. Damn tired.
I haven't sleep for the whole night you know? And I went working after ironing the clothes at the morning...
Will you guys miss me when I'm at KL? Please pray for me though, might update later on! PEACE! :D
Whatever you are doing, I hope you're fine. You really scare the hell out of me.
12:43 AM ---
Met up 大哥 at 12plus then took 168 to Ikea!
Reached first thing makan! Had nasi padang and chicken wings!!! See liao feel hungry anot? See the 帅帅 picute of my 大哥, girls see liao also wanna woo right? Because the picute is taken by me. LOL!
And me, going botak liao...
After makan then walk around there until 6plus sia! Really walk until forget time one~ Bought the soper nice chocolate and ate the icecream because Haining say nice, I must remember 大哥 don't eat milky stuff. His expression make me guilty sia :X
Then took bus back to Woodlands.
Wah I tell you all hor, there's this aunty in the bus damn kiampa sia! First she took 2 seats, 1 for herself another for her PLASTIC BAG! Nevermind, then this ahma aboard then ask her sit inside(mean remove her plastic bag from the seat) then when the ahma sit down the aunty say :"Nowadays youngster won't give up seat to elderly one, tsktsk..." TMD damn dulan one loh! The ahma also bo chap her. Then she know we or perhaps me abit buaysong so whenever we talk she will open her eye to peek when she's dozing off or act sleep. YOU TELL ME KIAMPA ANOT!
Alright then reached CWP, wanna buy bubble tea then we go cold storage buy because sweettalk alot of people.I ordered passion greentea and 大哥's is green apple greentea, in the end my greentea no passion flavour because 大哥's got green apple and passion flavour. So you know what it mean? LOL
And now I'm back home, packed my clothes still thinking what else I need to bring. Waiting for pig to come home then can pack all in, and prepare some food for tomorrow when taking train because Wansia reminded me sia! HAHAA
Please pray for my safety okay? If I'm back home safely sure alot of picutes as well as I wanna take 9 picutes with my hubby so my background will be our picutes!!! :X
Alright before I go shall "threaten" someone because of the consistent kena hitted. I'm being nice to mosaic the picute leh! WOOHOO~ Lemon me somemore lah! :P
p/s: 10th of July to Zouk for lesbian party, anyone?! :)
Okay lah GTG see got chance to update anot, remember to miss me okay?! :D Loves! XOXO
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Cutie pie! (Updated&Edited) typed at 11:58 PM
Just now I was watching 娱乐百分百 and I saw 萧敬腾! Omg, he's still as cute as usual. Especially his "YEAH!", HAHAA! His song wasn't that bad too! He sang lots of Gary's songs in the show! Remember to catch the repeat at Channel U!
Going out now!
How suprise, we've got the same song :)
7:27 PM ---
Yo yo I'm back!
Shyt, I've just spent $20 on this... Don't know can bring to KL and ask caocao to sign anot :X
Anyway I think I'm really potential housewife, went to cold storage and bought toilet paper. Feel so weird, 18year old buying this kind of stuffs... HAHAA!
Oh yeah you guys remember the 果冻有泡泡 drinks? That my GF's favourite drink thats why I've got the idea, then me go D.I.Y my jelly with lemon soda and it really taste like the 果冻有泡泡! I'm so creative!!!
Yeah I've collected my lens and jeans! Changed my SGD to RM, so damn happy to settle those stuff!
Woohoo~ Happy happy, and I'm now doing mask! Shall go watch my karaoke loh!
Buaibuai~ LOL
p/s: I've got work at NP tomorrow, and my July schedule nearly 80% at NP!!! Kill me please... HAHAHAA!
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Here is the analysis: You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
It's all quite true, especially the love part.
Actually I'm not that really keen to be in a relationship. I would rather find one really nice one and just settle down instead of rushing into one because I'm lonely... I'm more like finding a hubby than a boyfriend, yeah baby! :D
Monday, June 23, 2008
More than 100... typed at 10:19 PM
Off to CWP again! Once again, I spent more than $100...
Bought Giordano's jeans and tees but I can only collect my jeans tomorrow because need to alter the length, blame my short leg loh. Those are my preparation for my new school term, more clothes for schooling mah! :D
Chioness hor those tees?
Shared something with GF, so another $10++ gone. Had pasta for my 3-in-1 meal. Yummy~ Yup that's how and where my money gone to.
Tomorrow gonna go back CWP to collect my lens and jeans!
Wondering if I should cut my hair??? Both Jaysea and I look so shag! : Saw my red kok kok slipper inside the coffee table? I'm going to wear that for the retro party! :O
I wanna shop for more tees and jeans, oh yeah plus new shoes! For schooling purpose hor~ LOL My bank account have been going downward... So, MORE WORKING = MORE PAY! I think my first pay already gone but yeah my shopping list had completed!
Shall update when I songsong :D WOOOHOOO! *Zoom*
I finally get my hand on the jelly I keep wanting to eat! Woots make me think of bananas in pyjamas! HAHAA~
I've to stop it, it's getting nowhere...
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Or pi sai. typed at 11:15 PM
(Updated)
p/s: Don't know what's wrong with my internet, it's like freaking lag! That's why yesterday I'm using my notepad to type this entry first!
21 June-
Was working at IMM today, totally crazy lah the people there. Was laughing the whole day loh, so there wasn't that bad as I thought mah!
There's this guy, he really my idol sia I really very 佩服 him. He can really dig his nose so openly and still not shy about it when we caught him doing and laughing at him. I really admire this kind of character loh! My idol~!
But very childish sia him keep playing with the sensor, he stick on me and I revenge back. It's like very stress, you'll keep thinking your back got sensor anot or anywhere on you. LOL make me keep ask them I got sensor anot, got anot?! So practically I was laughing at this guy and the in-charge there, their conversation is like some kind of joke sia. LMAO
Walk back to the MRT with them to take train back. Reached Woodlands then go pasar malam buy food to bring home eat while waiting for Dage and Alvin.
After awhile Dage and Alvin reached and we chatted awhile at the voiddeck. Hahaa, but very sian because they gonna go back early if not can talk more sia! :( More meetup like this pleaseeeeee! :D
Yeahness! Because I bought my 2GB XD card liao, can go KL take alot of picutes loh! Testing if my camera still functionable: Apparently still working very fine leh.
22 June-
My dad finally buy lens for me! But very sad to say my degree from 300 increase to 325... Because of studying and work thus I got all brown and black.
*Notice there's bar behind the first photo and not on the second photo? I accidently pull down the bar, HAHAHAA!
Hmm, gonna surf the webbies! Shall update later! :D
4:15 PM ---
Hullo babyy!
Went gaigai with Pig at CWP, bought things to keep me 年年十八! Spent more than $100 on below: And I saw this pretty sweet:
And I wanna catch this movie called "与狗狗的十个承诺" or something like that, out on the 23 of June which is tomorrow! Sure is damn sweet and touching, somehow I think it should organise a preview that allow the owner to bring their dog along to watch that show mah, hor?
Gonna wash my face and do 保养 liao, it's on my computer desk so when I nothing to do I can apply because it's very reachable. HAHAHAA!
I've revamped my makeup pouch too! Omg the new unstoppable mascara is better than the previous one, in term of brush. :D
I'm thinking of getting a purple PSP, you guys think should I? Because everyday look at the GTA game I really feel like playing loh...
And I really in love with my camera, I promise when I'm at KL I wanna take as many picutes as possible!!!
Look at what you've done, sigh... Given what you wanted, that's what I'm getting back?
:O
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Random post! typed at 12:20 AM
This post is totally out because of my boredom! Was home the whole day, really make me sian until I go revamp my friendster.
Lots of stuffs haven't get, haven't go the places I wanna go. I don't like this kind of feeling loh, damn sian one. I think I need more self-motivation and time to plan outing for myself to get those stuffs done.
Anyway I wanna go Ikea again lah, I want the chicken wings and this : Is a MUST get if you are there especially the red pack one, SOPER nice!!!
Tagged by Boanna! :D
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? : Sort of expected? A break up is a MUST.
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? : I can get whatever I want. :D
#3 What will your dream wedding be like? : It'll be purple and artisitc!
#4 Are you hungry? : Abit eh :X
#5 What’s your ideal lover like? : Sing like Gary, look like Chen-I, got a nice heart and character like me and got good temper.
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? : Being loved :)
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? : If the person is worth my time, I'll wait for him till I met someone who can replace him. Hahaa!
#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? : Bless him on the outside, curse them like shit in the inside. LOL!
#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? : Unable to spend my time wisely.
#10 Is being attached fun? : Only when it's being with the right person.
#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time? : By then I should be married and working with 2 kids.
#12 Who are currently the most important people to you? : Everyone that are around me except some that I don't think they deserve it.
#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? : A very 38 girl. :O
#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? : Single and rich. $.$
#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning? : Open my eyes.
#16 Would you give all in a relationship? : It's certainly a YES.
#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? : The one who love me more.
#19 What are your friends usually like? : Sometimes you'll love them alot, sometimes you'll go unhappy with them. HAHAA
#20 What type of friends do you dislike? : Always alot of pattern one.
The eight people that I have drag down together to do the quiz are: 1. Euodia 2. Hweesian 3. Michelle(s) 4. Wansia 5. Wenn 6. People who stumble upon here!
p/s: I Just changed my blog song from 复刻回忆 to 不值得. :)
Alright later on I still got full day work shift at IMM! Shall update when I really feel like! ^^J
*p/s: Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday to Teeneh! :D
Friday, June 20, 2008
Revamp! typed at 6:21 PM
(Edited)
Yesterday was supposed to go tanning but when I woke up and call GF she didn't pick up so I was lying on my bed and cry until I fall asleep, by then GF then wake up. Wasted loh, because I sleep for quite long.
Don't know where else to go and I don't wanna waste my time at home so we went out! Guess where we go?
Picutes will tell!
Look at my eyes, LOL! After a year the bed is still there, hahahaa! The result after the massive fight between my wallet and my mind. I know girls taking pics at toilet is so common and kinda irritating, so here I go... Unique hor? Don't look like toilet right?Photoshopped by GF, soper funny lah! Look at our face~
Beware: Below are picutes of my face because GF make me wait until I go berserk sia!
So after the Ikea trip, GF came over and we went for supper at around 1AM. I still wanna go Ikea because the chicken wings is soper good! No lah, also need to get some new stuffs when I'm moving.
YEAH BABY, Finally I can go to sleep already! After 2 night of battling with photoshop, my new blogskin is finally out~ Honestly, chio anot? Yeah, I know it's still Gary and Gary~ Personally I like it leh! Comments pleaseeeeee! :D Next will be editing of my friendster profile~!
I've also changed abit of blogging style, if you can notice.
Later on still gonna go out early, now I need my beauty sleep! :( I was coughing through last night and pig scolded me because I ate lychees...
Bye darlings, update later! :D
7:08 AM ---
I woke up at around 1PM++ then see GF no call or SMS then I fall asleep back! HAHAA until 5PM++ then I wake up AGAIN! So decided to give Outram a miss but later on I still wanna go out.
Received an E-mail, it's about this : Stomp Hmm, on the 17 June I was there leh. But seriously not much impression of the guy who bought it but I know that we sold a PS3 that day.
I read through all those comments and seem like most of them agreed that the staffs got bad attitude. LOL so it's not me the only one who said so ar! I remembered that day I just asked the manager that anyone got complained for their service attitude LOL, though working there but really some of them the attitude toward customers wasn't that good.
Now after this I guess I need to buck up more in case some guailan customers are out to disiao us then suay suay I kena, sibei jialat one...
p/s: Not trying to 落井下石 at the company but just my point of feel nah!
Yeah, gonna decide where to go! :D
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Meaningful:
A student asks his teacher, "what is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer the your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn that you see and come back to me. but there's a catch! you can only go through them once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field and goes to the first row, where he saw a big corn, but he wonders to himself... maybe there is a bigger one ahead.. walking forward and true to his thoughts he saw a bigger one. however, he did not pick it, but thought to himself again , "maybe there will be an even bigger one waiting for him."
Later when he walked through more than half of the corn field, he started to realise that the corn was not as big as the previous ones he saw , he knows he had missed the biggest one and he regretted it!
So, he ended up going back to the teacher with empty hands. the teacher then told him, " ... this is love.. you keep looking for the better one, but when later you realised it, you had already missed the person..."
Put a unedited pic of this as my MSN's DP and many are asking me to change! WHY?! SO cute loh, my hubby~ :D
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
WTH face. typed at 12:12 AM
(Updated)
Cough have been better lah at least not so jialat.
Sigh, geksim...
Today half day at CP, hmm not that bad because Alvin was there! That cockster, LOL. Time pass very fast loh, really nothing much to blog also. Gonna checkup new games on Xbox, PS3 and PC. ^^J
BTW, changed my blog song from 那就这样吧 to 復刻回憶 :)
Up coming to do list! 1) Tanning! 2) Shopping for gifts 3) IKEA! 4) R & R liao~ Too many things to do but got too little time...
This time round really must get my list done sia, no more overslept!!! And it's freaking 4AM and I'm still here blogging... If I manage to get up on time but my partner aren't or anything cropped up then I still must kick off my laziness and go ahead! :P
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11:10PM-
I was there for work early, had my breakfast and start work! Seriously I really love J8, the people were so fun and nice to talk with. I don't know whether those good are just for front but to me it's really nice.
The guy there even ask when I'm going back, the girl there still buy agaragar back knowing that I feel like eating jelly. Working there make me cheeeeerful, and time pass really fast~
I hope July I'll have schedule there?
I was release earlier than them, and on the way back I saw Jenny an ex-woodgrover. She have become a mother of 2 kids and got married this year,yeah she's off my age. She said studying in LaSalle was her dream while I told her giving birth young was my wish. Hahaa, sometime when we don't have certain thing it's always our wish.
It was quite pleasant to see so many familiar face when you are like missing something in your life.
And yeah by this weekend gonna submit schedule, so people wanna jio me out quick hor. Don't later I no off then kpkb me ar~ Hahaa also nobody wanna go out with me lah :(
Hmm... Think I shall update later bah, gonna get some catch up! :D And tanning tomorrow~ WOOOHOOO~ YEEEEEEHEEEEE~ WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO~
Monday, June 16, 2008
Green face. typed at 3:02 AM
(Updated)
This is how I look now.
First is nose running, then turn into block nose. Now nose okay. Second is sorethroat then cough, now sorethroat turn better but my cough never stop.
I had occasionally headache so I took panadol in turn to hope for better throat too.
When cough syrups have never been considered into my list of medicine, I took it because I wanted myself to recover. Now I feel like puking out the syrups.
Since young whenever I took syrups I puked out, I know it's a kind of pyschologic and yeah I wanna overcome it and I think I did it.
When it's time for me to sleep I still staying awake here.
WTH lah there are many things I wanna do but how often I overslept or either too lazy to go out because I always sleep late, or worse is can't find anyone to go/do with.
I've work later on at 11AM and now I barely have more than 8 hours of sleep, think have to rely on my mint green tea again.
While I'm sick, my beloved baby Jaysea laosai-ed and didn't eat much.
After working for 3 straight days from tomorrow onward then I got my off days again! Looking forward to enjoy those off days, perhaps if I really can't find anyone to go Ikea I'll go there myself to get Jaysea's and new home stuffs. I'm quite used to travelling and shopping alone! :D
And yeah, I hate my mum opening my wallet and took those money without informing me and only confessed to me after I discover. It's like 家贼难防 and making me very uncomfortable to leave my stuffs around, maybe I should buy a safebox like my dad. But as time go by, I guess I'll really open one eye and close one eye liao. Just hope she won't 变本加厉... :)
Shall update after working eh?
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I'm having this like almost everyday... :S
I'm back from work.
Today time pass REALLY very fast because my colleague and me were like talking all the way. She told me alot about HK, and yeah I'm going to save up for HK trip! WOOHOO~ Now then I know that 雪蛤 is actually frog or toad's sperm, KNS sia really 恶心到极点!
And I'm going to take care of myself liao, must make 美美 after hearing what she say and I find it true. Must eat vitamin E and C alot, must really take good care of myself so when I'm 30 I still look 年年十八! I guess lesser tanning for me because will have 黑斑! Maybe once a year? LOL
Today I bought chicken rice from the foodcourt the aunty charge me 40cents cheaper leh, make me happy happy~
But very sian when I cough some customer give me that disgusting face but got customer ask me go see doctor nah~ :D
I though that my throat was better but seriously no loh, only that I talk no offtune so many times but then today I cough like mad dog. I really hate to fall sick lah!
And yeah, that soper good Rusty bought my 花花衬衫! He say orbiang but his mum say nice and I'm very curious how it look sia! I wanna be as cheena as possible! He should be back by today eh?
I REALLY WANNA GO HK!!!
Alright and I guess I shouldn't be so "natural" liao, time to act 淑女 abit because the more you show ur uglier side the more worse ur boyfriend/husband will have of you. So I shall stop burping out and farting so openly... 我要变美美~ LMAO! 丑人多作怪, I know...
YEAH MY LAO BA BOUGHT LYCHEES!!! WOOOHOOO~ Though but I can 牺牲 myself and ate it up! :X
And yeah, I love my eyes! :P
p/s: AND, heard that FCUK no longer produce perfume ar? I'm not too sure but I guess if you guys have the bottle or what maybe can turn it into collection who knows it might cost alot in the near future? LOL!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Used to be. typed at 9:09 PM
Alright I think that post was for me and I really LMAO when I see that that's why I'm spending some time here trying to see what I can say.
Since when I said anything or wrote anything that saying you're writing for me? I know my limit and I never go assume or anything. All along I know it's never me, it's always other. Be it when we are together or after breaking up.
It's always you who thought that I'm writing about you whether it's good or bad stuffs. I'm sure some entries I wrote a few months ago make you thought that I'm shooting you or what, that's why you say that I'm writing those 尖酸刻薄 thingy.
My life revolved around many people so whatever I wrote would mean anyone that's around me.
I admit I USED TO write for you, about you in some entries. But seriously till early June I've already rise white flag~~~ :D
Perhaps it's my way of writing that make you think I'm writing about you, then I apologise because I'm not lah.
As for why this time I think that post was for me perhaps is my hunch, if I'm wrong then too bad loh. Oh well, I can also use this chance to explain my entries.
Anyway, there's something I wanna say but I don't know how to express out leh, aiya nevermind forget it. Hahaa.
I don't mean to make this ugly but when I got thing I wanna say I must really point it out if not I really going kisiao one. WAHAHAA~
Woah, I can't believe that this time when I'm writing entry like this I'm as calm as clam chowder! If last time I sure upset or dulan but now maybe feeling abit different thats why different reaction! :O
p/s: But then again, people please don't ask me who I'm writing about because it would mean moreeee explaination. I think only certain people know what I meant. Eh even you ask doesn't mean I'll tell you loh! :P
Yeah, world peace! Y(^0^)Y
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And why everyone say I 激动 when I never!!! LOL
Anyway tomorrow Rusty will be back from HK and he say all those blouse very orbiang so he didn't buy, WAH LAU the more orbiang then I want what!!!
Tomorrow will be working at J8, suddenly very slack don't feel like working sia. Really cannot rest one loh, once slacked = lazy liao.
Everytime people ask where I'm working I'll say the place liao then add in "Why? Wanna come visit me ar?" and they will be very honest and say no. WAH LAU, add some color to my workplace mah~ I really very happy whenever got people visit me or got people whom I know came in loh though I can't give discount =X
And I think my throat got recover a little sia! AND countdown 13 more days to see my hubby! WOOHOOO~
Suddenly I felt very disgusted :S
Earth Cafe typed at 1:08 AM
(Edited)
Woke up around 3plus, so the swimming plan was cancel off.
Wanted to go Ikea but in the end GF and me change to settle for Earth Cafe instead.
So cake cutting session before we went off!
Alright Pig got Jaysea'a name wrong even after 2 years of living together --,
I remembered when I was kindergarten Pig don't even know how to write my chinese name when I asked her to teach me, sometimes I wonder am I her daughter. LOL
Took cab there and it took us $18 because the cabby got the wrong address thinking that I wanted to go to Bishan MRT... Alright if you guys wanna go should say it's Upper Thomson road near SIN MING there.
Upon reaching there I got more dulan because this place I went before loh! I was there last year with my ex-boyfriend and his friend for the roti prata but that time this cafe haven't open yet nah!
Stood outside for a moment because our dogs very kiampa keep barking and barking! Somemore no place for us because suddenly full... Next time MUST reserve first!!!
This poodle keep finding Jaysea sia, and keep por me A.K.A potential mother-in-law. R21 scene.
There are many dogs sia, too bad Jaysea'a abit anti-dogcial.
I really love the place there sia, food is nice and cheap and really lah the service there is SOPER GOOD!!! Whats more, there's no GST nor service charge loh.
The shop have been open for 3 months bah so I guess it will turn better and better! ^^J
Dad came and fetch us home. Wanna treat him eat for father day's but he have eaten.
On the way back he say that the guy there very patience and ask he work very long liao ar, then ask me he got dog and got girlfriend anot because he think he's not bad. Like WTH, I think both of my parents very scare nobody want me sia keep wanna matchmake me...
Overall GF and me really love the place, next time we will go again but we will leave JD out of the picture. LOL he really very humsup keep wanna hump the female dog loh, nearly got R21 happen there sia!
So peeps, wanna go there anot?! If wanna go ask me along!!! Link : Earth Cafe
And Rusty sms me from HK! Hahaa, gonna internet reply him liao. MY CHINA BLOUSE!!! LMAO!
Today screaming at those dogs I offtune again! CMI LAH, I want my voice back!!! I really cannot live without voice sia, I can't sing I can't talk properly. When I'm someone who talk more than anyone...
Tomorrow will be going Ikea! :D Gonna make everyone around me happy and yeah I hardly got rest day so must make full use loh...
Are you happy with your freedom? If yes, I really won't interfer anymore... I'm very tired of seeing/hearing the same thing, repeating my words and getting the same old thing. You get what I mean?
p/s: It's a week before we said that outing, we let you choose a celebration together or your gathering. Find out the meanings of that 2 words. Talk about last minute, a few hours ago or a week ago. Which one is your definition of last minute? Childish, okay thank you very much, I'm indeed childish. So what for telling you we got meet up when you also not coming, also I've said I'll meet her since you 2 not going also. If you wanna compare, look at the different between how you treat us and them. If what you done is fair for what shyt will I have anything to say? How many times you choose them instead of us? Ask yourself then. Aiya whatever shyt I say also childish thought so might as well forget it. You are tired, so am I.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Sometimes you know. typed at 12:46 AM
(Edited)
13 June-
Meet up with HS at around 3.20pm when we supposed to meet at 3pm, damn sorry man!
Then went to Civic centre to bank in while she return her book. After that went to buy 4D, her first time give to me liao. And bought some scratch and win thing, 米田共 lah win 屎 loh!
Then went over to Swensen to have our late lunch. Whatever I order today really not so nice loh! ARGH!
Went over to PS and we only bought stuffs at Cotton On loh, wanna buy my stuffs in the end buy something out of the list.
Then really hopeless liao so we hope over to FEP! Bought my shoes there~
Really CMI sia then go to Cineleisure, and we even ask the security guard how to walk to Cineleisure because we sort of don't know which direction to go. Are we Singaporean?
Went to Heeren and walk 3 rounds then off to Cineleisure liao. Pooling again! We really ganjiong spider sia, because we scare to miss the last train. And there got play Gary's songs!!!
I got so paiseh when I wanted to enter the lift and the door nearly close so as my usual pattern I "AHHH" then my sorethroat still with me so I really sound awful but somehow the lift door open again and I enter loh HOWEVER those people inside the lift keep laughing at me OPENLY, most suay is I saw my ex-schoolmate and she's laughing at me...
SIGH...
While walking out of the place HS saw LinJunJie and she got all crazy over keep :ahh JJ ahh JJ ahh JJ~ LMAO I think I'll be like that also when I saw my GeGe... Ahh Gary AHH GARY! LOL
Reached Woodlands wanna buy some food in the end most of the stalls in the PasarMalam closed! Heck, bought my Ramly burger and shall eat it later!
Thats what I bought at the end of the day and I spent around $80!
Look at the birthday girl! Tomorrow she'll be having her little party and might go for her swimming session~ Dog's thing really more expensive than human one sia, one small cake cost me $20 --,
I think after her swimming session I might go Ikea to shop around and buy her new bed! I wanna buy big softtoy for her also! :D
I really hate my sorethroat, it's making me damn paiseh sia :( And those china look blouse is either very expensive or not china enough. SIAN LAH, hope Rusty will buy for me when he's in HK. Sigh...
I like my pixnet's quote : 生活的点点滴滴，让昨天变过去，明天变成谜。 Copyright hor because I think of it myself one. Sometimes I don't like pixnet's format, like at main page show abit only loh then my whole entry most exciting part is to the end then people lazy to click and see. SIGH... LOL
I feel like changing my blog song again, maybe to 记得 or 对的人 eh because 当你离开的时候 and 几分 really cannot upload lah... I still got a few song to standby. Shall put as my mood fit :D
See those highlight part and think about it bah, different highlight different meanings eh! :)
Update about my 14 June when I got back ^^J
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I sort of understand what you mean. I won't hold on to you like holding the kite and I'll let you go. Go and find your beloved freedom. This is what you wanted, isn't it?
Friday, June 13, 2008
Problem. typed at 12:24 AM
Jialat lah, I think there's some problem with my lappy! My screen keep flicking whenever I scroll up and down through webbies. Acer, BWG... I think I wanna go get the IBM lappy lah then can drop the lappy on the floor with my colleague. LMAO!
Hmm, anyway it's 13th of June liao which also mean it's BABY JAYSEA'S BIRTHDAY! I don't know her cake should put 1 big candle with 4 small one or should put 2 big candles leh? And I just hoot her on her birthday because she's chewing on those shoes again. :(
My home payday been delayed again, now stay together can delay imagine next time I'm living with pig then I think I really need to work and study same time liao. I know since I'm relying on my dad for income when I'm like big enough to earn myself I shouldn't make a big fuss, I did my part to work ar but soon school gonna start for me leh. Sigh, okay me and my complain again. Nowadays kids are like this work a little bit and complain alot, I KNOW I KNOW!
Oh yeah reminder again: 27th June morning 6AM gonna fetch my uncle's wife (heard that got angpao take sia!) then night time gonna go take train liao.
& I'm going to learn how to sing nicely on 当你离开的时候, next time I'll go pub and sing this instead of 倒带 to open my throat. WAHAHAHAA!
Feel like changing my blog song, which song should I put leh?!
Alright I've changed my blog song to 天使嫉妒的生活, firstly I actually wanna put either 几分 or 当你离开的时候 but then sad to say I can't upload those 2 songs. Nevermind I still love this song's lyrics, listen carefully bah! :D
Gonna meet up HS and go for a little shopping! And tomorrow will be Jaysea's little party might bring those doggies for a swim! Oh well~
Thursday, June 12, 2008
HAPPY DAY? typed at 2:00 AM
(Edited)
Take it that it's already 12 June- It's already 12 June liao!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY HWEESIAN, gonna go pubbing with you guys tomorrow! So excited, like real. LOL
And that bloody Rusty gonna left for HK on 6AM flight, why don't go like 4 hours later? Later I overslept sia, LOL! And he's gonna help me look out for cheap flowery blouse! Hope got lah, if not the retro party I cannot enter leh! HOW?! Anyway 一路顺风，半路失踪。 HAHAA JUSTKIDDING! Even you missing also must air-mail back my clothes hor!
And Jaysea's birthday coming too, don't even have time to buy her cake! Might celebrate her birthday late then. :( Plus she haven't bathe for near to 2 weeks liao!
Okay now back to realistic world, it's between 11June to 12June and I'm going to sleep now if not tomorrow work really overslept liao.
Bye, loves.
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And I really overslept, so I skipped work. Nevermind lah I shall stay at home and 养病 loh, but right now I'm soper hungry!
Just received a call that there's something like birthday party/openhouse on saturday at Outram, then I replied in a very low voice that I couldn't make it and tomorrow also cannot go. LOL like so 扫兴 when she say until so high. HAHAHAA!
Ordered Jaysea' birthday cake liao, gonna celebrate at home with her on saturday a belated celebration loh.
And I doubt tomorrow pubbing can go loh, one word - bias.
Just now watching news another army guy died suddenly and randomly! To all army guys : please take care of your health, drink more water and eat healthy! Don't go geylang or flirt around, drink too much alcohol and smoke alot! :)
It's like damn sudden sia, who knows I might die suddenly too? :X
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Off to hell liao. typed at 12:00 AM
(Updated)
10 May- Today working at JP, you know heaven? I feel like heaven when I'm there, very soon I'm going to the hell. I really like the girl there really sia, somemore still same birthday! :D Today work is very enjoyable and I love working there, WOOHOO! Damn stressless yet enjoying my working time. Still took train with WM and IMM outlet people, first time I really feel like one of them loh. Sigh if not I everytime off work first to go alone one.
But sad to say my sorethroat sibei jialat liao, and my nose keep running sia. :( SICK LIAO LAH! KNS, must drink more water liao. I keep off tune loh.
Gonna get my pay liao, and I think June I'm earning much more sia. HOHOHOO! But very sian, why no one inform me when to get pay one?
Today i dropped my Gary's photoframe and my lappy got a scratch, my watch got 2 scratches. Damn sia, everything so imperfect liao. :( How many time when things doesn't go according to your wishes? That kind of misses, that kind of helpless feeling... What those mean, can you explain? :(
Shall update after coming from hell. :)
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11 May-
Hullo, I'm back!
Surprisingly today is soper fun! Early in the morning alot of other outlet's staffs came and hear them chit-chat, today no black face okay!
Then today work is alright, first time sia! And I sold a PS3, got my first ever commision! Oh yeah, took my pay also!
Today hor buy 4D, I bought 1976 then open 1876. TMD if not I strike until kisiao sia! All blame that Alvin, lousy luck. Shouldn't ask him buy, BLAHS! HAHAA
After work the gf's bf send us home. Wah I think I really going strike 4D liao, got heng until like that? Suddenly hell become heaven sia!
At first don't wanna go work one because my voice CMI sia then nose still keep running, today serve customer until I offtune or my voice can't "come out" make my customers laugh at me loh!
Then when Rusty give me morning call then I can only hmm hmm hmm because my voice cannot come out sia! HAHAA he's my personalize alarm but everytime buay zhun one, always call later than the time. KNSKNS!!! LOL
Tomorrow still thinking can go anot. Sigh, wanna eat the nice 菜饭 leh!
Oh yeah today teeneh visited me! HAHAA and I let her see... :D
Alright, shall end here with my recent collection. My mint green tea's bottle. People who know me should know greentea keep me awake :D
Now very 烦 what to wear on the retro party sia, I thinking of wearing old china look which is plait hair with flowery blouse and 3/4 pants plus the kok kok shoes. I got the 3/4 pants and kok kok shoes, hair don't need say lah only lack the flowery blouse!!! HAHAA
Anyway anyone interesting in buying cheap online clothes? Wanna buy with me in bulk plus my colleague? Please tell me!!! Link here - clairewholesaler.blogspot.com
Thankyouverymuch :)
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Reminder. typed at 12:30 AM
Upcoming things to do.
Will be working at JP on the 10th then 11st to 12nd & 25th go back to the hell place A.K.A NP. 13th-15th free for the time being unless got schedule for work. 16th & 18th at J8 while 17th at CP.
YEAH end of June working schedule!
27th-30th will be going KL meeting my hubby! WOOHOO, HAHAA!
I've yet to get my shoes, speaker, XD card, go to the pawn shop, buy my purple fan and makeup pouch loh!
Also my tattoo!!! GP suggest airbrush tattoo --, But now my problem is design haven't come out, haven't find a nice tattoo place. Nevermind this one slowly.
And my driving license, that pig ask me wait for her then she at there say after divorce --, which is like July?
And moving of house!!! Then starting of school liao!!!
Now my blog seem like a reminder for myself. WTH?!
Anyway, just now pig pass to dad the letter of agreement on the divorce. They quarrel for 2 rounds then dad torn the letter up, while they were quarreling dage was on msn with me and he keep make me laugh yet I couldn't LOL loh! Damn kiampa one.
Parents ask me I won't sad meh? The truth is I'm taking thing very easy liao. I would rather they part than seeing their black face. Somehow I felt that my dad doesn't want the divorce and he keep avoiding it. Why? Is it he can't bear to part though he got no feeling or he still love my mum?
Sometimes love is very simple but people often make it complicated, isn't it? Why can't people love the person whole heartedly and try to solve every problem together? Aiya, nevermind.
And I really got the urge to give birth to baby sia! That day that little baby that pig and I saw is like SOOOOOOOOOO damn cute loh! WAH LAU~ babybaby~
I WANNA GET MARRIED LIAO LAH! HAHAA WTH.
Okay back to the realistic part.
That day to the pub pig was asking me, if one day she really bring back a boyfriend what will I do. I told her I won't talk to her, she won't have me this daughter and I'm very serious. Then she say "then I cannot bring back my boyfriend liao if not you'll kill him" But I said "nah, won't lah because it's ur taiji liao and I'll move out."
Am I very selfish? After divorce she's single again but then, I thought shouldn't one heart be devoted? I sometime don't know what I'm thinking.
Love while you can, cherish the moment cherish the person. :) If I can I will, I will not let myself regret! ^^J
听你说，听你说什么？听你说爱我。 Kia simi~
Sometimes I don't know who is good who is bad, or am I thinking too much? All along I thought that everyone is nice and good but often people say I'm naive. Am I, am I?!
Monday, June 09, 2008
3 in a row. typed at 2:36 AM
(Edited)
Yesterday(7June to 8June) near to dawn around 5plus AM was called down by Dage, Alvin and Jiajie. They got their license and start to drive car so they came over to my block ask me go down awhile. I LMAO the moment I saw dage, his haircut make him look so youthful sia! HAHAA, damn cute lah. Wanted to take their car for a bit of ride but heard those buang here or what nearly buang make me chua sai and don't dare to take the ride because I don't want 享年18岁. Hahaa
Less than half an hour and they went off, obviously is call me down to make fun of me right?!
Because of them, I overslept on the 8June at around 2-3 like that. So ended up meeting GF and teeneh at 5plus. Then VERY ANGRY LOH, we paid $60 to hear rubbish. Tmd, really curiousity kill the cat sia! What I 30 year old got what 劫 then aiya very rubbish lah, never answer my main question! KNS~
Nevermind, ARGH! Next time don't so kpo liao, at first wanna go praypray only turn out...
Then rush all the way to PS to meet up with my other GFs, they have been waiting for us the whole day sia... Damn sorry, muackmuack~ LOL
Eat awhile then walk to the LOVE there, then take last train back to Woodlands.
Tomorrow I hope can swim sia, my muscle arm let them say until flabby arm!!! Yeahness because tomorrow no work! And I can get to sleep more~ These 2 days of pubbing and not enough of sleep make me sorethroat and heaty sia.
Picutes and caption!
Out from Little India MRT station we saw those people, really majiam black forest sia. ALOT OF THEM!!! GF and me. I like my short hair, teehehee! Guess who. GFs! :) Model seh! I think I look like some yoga teacher in this pic. CUTE RIGHT?! Look at the pose! LOL, where got model of the year look like this one? Little sunshine!
Yeah, happy to see our pics? Hehee
These 3 days though not enough of sleep but I enjoy every single day. Thank to you guys, love you guys alot alot alot! Thanks everyone!
TIANTIAN is BELLY happy :)
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Don't know why I got so much feel to this song, maybe because of the drama or what else it represent? :) If gary sing this in his concert I sure burst to tears run up stage and kick him down, LOL jk!
I always like Gary sing those songs, those song he chose is really nice. E.g. Moonriver, 靠近, 信任, you're not alone, and more...
EH, I REALLY LIKE MY SHORT HAIR after it grow long!!! Don't you guys like too?
I think I discover something.
I'm attracted to guys who wear a tee inside his polo tee, I think that guys who wear like that are nice guys. LOL very stupid I know.
And still I think guy's shoulder bone is very sexy! You guys know which part anot? The part below the neck and next to the shoulder. Wah, if it's deep enough it's damn sexy one loh.
I think that army guys are very desperate, I mean even the guys say so too loh. Why will like that leh? And will the despo-ness make 1 lose it moral and principle? Hmm...
Sunday, June 08, 2008
It's over! typed at 12:44 AM
Yeah now is 8th of June and my bithday is over!
7 June- Went out with pig to IMM bought my makeup stuffs then settle down at Ajitei.
After that went to Boat Quay with her.
Wanted to go NOS but pig don't like the seating so she insist on leaving, got no choice so I went over to Rab Bar. These few pubs is the only pubs I know.
Guess what?
假曹格 came over to Rabbar and wish me happy birthday! 够义气 sia, ahahaa~ Pig say he not bad quite handsome. LMAO!!! But I lied to him that it's my 19th birthday loh. Sian, make me guilty sia. WAHAHAA~ He toast me using my drink loh, like so weird you work at other pub then you go another pub to toast people. I thought he will bring his beer from NOS sia, LOL!
Pig say she wanna go NOS again because she told 假曹格 "next time I'll go support you, but must give me nice seat ar" HAHAA and she is very dulan because he call her "AUNTY"!!! LMAO!!! she say wanna 减肥 so people won't call her aunty.
And now then I know my mum been stalking my friendster then ask who add me is who then see my sms ask who is who. KNS sia, hahaa! BTH her... Nevermind because I did the same too. :X
In the end I didn't celebrate with my dad, sigh. Nevermind...
Yeah, gonna go NOS next week again with HS they all.
Right now I'm tired and will go zZZ soon. Update if tomorrow got outing! :D
I love this year's birthday!
Saturday, June 07, 2008
18 years ago... typed at 3:19 PM
Well first of all I wanna be BHB and wish myself, happy 18 birthday! I can go pub and club officially, I can watch M18, I can go put tattoo, I can buy M18 games, I can buy ciggar, I can do alot of things lah. But eh why all sound so paikia one, okay most importantly is I can watch "Sex and the city" plus laugh at my friends whose birthday haven't pass yet! WAHAHAHAA
6th of June I woke up around 12plus then prepare and met up HS, MX and LJ. Had seoul garden with them, crapped alot. This was what I wanted, a simple meet up and had fun. Then went pooling with MX and HS. Yeah, whenever I go pool I will start to curse people. LOL
After that meeting up with GFs. Before that I was complaining to HS that this year I like haven't got any cake then who knows GFs they all let me blow candles infront of the MRT station! HAHAA, and off we took the last train to Raffles place.
Reached NO.S and discover it's full, tmd forgot to book with 假曹格 then last minute call him up to book loh in the end also never go NO.S lah. We went to Rab bar sit for awhile and listen to people suck cock all the way. What the heck lah make me need to talk damn loud to GFs they all, 斯文败类.
Then ard 2 to 3 went to 7-11 it's a store and more/mall to buy cup noodles and sat down by the quay to makan and eat the cakeeeee!
End the day by taking night rider back home, teeneh came for awhile then left when the midnight charge over.
As for me, I slept till 2plus PM today. While typing this entry pig came in with a cake.
Yeah, gonna wash up then prepare to go out liao. Out with pig in the day then out with dad in the night, why must make until like that? Sigh, nevermind as I said it gonna be a new start! :D
And yeah thanks everyone for the wishes, don't wish to mention names in case I missed out anyone. But thanks even working friends or some guys that contact back recently also wished me or even some who haven't meet out for long also wishes me. Damn touched, really.
This is more than enough already. :)
Gonna update after gaigai-ing with pig and dinner with dad. :D
p/s: my mother said I was laughing while sleeping, serious! No joke okay, but what I'm dreaming of at that point of time???
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Another day! typed at 11:58 PM
Work at IMM today, was late for like 10 minutes? Estimate the timing wrongly sia.
Anyway saw XiaoYang on the MRT and was chatting till all the way to IMM because he's working at JurongEast near IMM too. He couldn't recognise me loh, until I keep looking at him and smile then he realise it's me. He grow taller liao sia, imagine last time I still laugh at his height. Tsktsk, time pass real fast.
And that pub's guy the 假曹格 messaged me early in the morning, thought he sent wrongly sia but he say no. Damn weird no is soper weird, must be got something weird! Too bad I gotta work can't sms him and I told him I'll sms him in the night but as usual I won't send people message first, unless you is/are/was/were my boyfriend. HAHAA! So when I say chat next time is actually bluff you one, unless you contact me first :P *p/s: and he really messaged me in the night, omfg...*
Today IMM very fun sia, really big different from NP. And I get to learn alot of things from them, nice I like! Somehow thinking of that day make me dislike IMM leh. Somehow I'm like escaping from the hell sia. :X
Time pass damn fast and "pang gang" loh~ Lucky today got colleagues and manager to walk to the station together. Hahaa
My to-do list for this 3 days off- 1) Buy fan, speaker, shoes and XD card after getting pay. 2) Go to pawn shop to check price. 3) Go to temple and interview the $6.50 job with GF on the 6th of June 4) Pubbing with GFs on the 6th of June night. 5) Lunch/dinner with parents on the 7th of June. 6) Outing with HS they all on the 8th of June.
Thats all? Hahaa, then work again liao... Nevermind, gonna enjoy my life with them. :D
And gonna register for driving plus checking out tattoo's shop loh! WOOO~
I can't wait for the pubbing session sia on tomorrow, like damn long never go le eh!!!
AND I WANNA PLAY BOWLING LEH!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Hmm... typed at 12:53 AM
3 June-
Today work until very busy, I like. Though sometimes I don't like the people there's attitude. Customers is my best friend. LOL
No comments lah, seriously.
But 5th of June will be working IMM, I jitao sian diao. :(
Looking forward to... :)
Nothing gonna bring me down!!!
4 June-
Today whole day isolate myself like that, I think I'm some wandering ghost. Seriously I only wanna talk to customers, looking at those people I really sian diao.
But what to do? I bloody hope to work other outlet. I think the worst is here liao. They say CP but I think they better than them, who knows CP might backstab me but at least I don't have to see faces. KNS.
Anyway, nevermind lah I'm learning as I go. Now then I know you por people no matter what sala thing you do hor also won't kena scold. You never por and very straight hor sure kena tekan till die die.
What make me happy today is that 1 part-timer from WM called to ask scanner then 顺便 ask for me to listen to the phone, at least got people know my existence. :D
Firstly I saw his name, secondly songs reminded me of him, thirdly smelt his smell in the shop but I didn't know that what I saw in the last really bring me down. I saw his ex and the alien head, I keep looking at her and I wonder why is she his only love maybe she's special bah.
Why everytime like that one ar? Why such timing?
And today I finally realised if anything go wrong how blames will be pushed about. But whatever it is, I did my part to being alert. I wasn't happy today, maybe I'm used to other places to work. Perhaps I'm not used to the people or the environment?
Will be working full day these few days. And what I'm going to say is that, last minutes of planning activities how am I going to say okay? When I've already planned all ahead. Since that's how you think of me, fine. 6 June not free fine.
You guys think I'm still very happily wanna celebrate my birthday right? Now, I don't wanna celebrate anymore. Whatever you guys wanna do, go ahead. All my fault okay? Happy? My fault for being busy, my fault for not having time to suit in the last minute planning of thing. ALL MY FAULT OKAY?
And damn sian, why no one seem to understand me or my situation?
Unhappy the whole day resulting headache, gonna pop some panadol then go sleep liao.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day. Dage going in for 1 week. Nobody to use scary ghost story to scare me to sleep, no one to talk cocking with me in MSN. Gonna miss him for that 1 week only. :D
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2 June-
Okay, I know that my problem are all minor but then all came at once I really cannot take it. But now I sort it out already.
Things still go on, I don't care if anyone cannot make it or what. I know my life will still go on, life will be better if I stay stronger. Nothing can bring me down, I'll be busying with my works and all I won't have time for other things.
As for work, I will either try to avoid this outlet or might be quitting if my schedule couldn't meet.
This morning I received one email, I don't know if it's shooting me or what. But I seriously gave my best shot to this job, I'm eager to learn more I didn't slack when I'm supposed to work. I compared myself with other and I consider myself not bad already though there are many things I still don't know but if you let me work there for years you see I'll still don't know anot. Though I'm upset or angry with certain things but I never give my customers black face because I like my customers.
Anyway, shall see how as I go on. I was all fucked up but then seeing you guys concern really make me damn happy.
Thanks guys. Especially Rusty for visiting me during work today bringing some yumyum! And Dage still worrying about me though he inside, hahaa. Plus all my gfs, thanks and love you guys. I'll control myself :)
Sorry to those who I gave attitude or what. :)
While having my late dinner I took a little time to talk to my mum about everything. Now will be giving my dad some time. Seriously I'm so busy that my dad and I rarely spoke more than 10 sentences. So pathetic eh? Hahaa.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Well what else? typed at 12:00 AM
31 May-
Was supposed to be in the show but after half day I'm in the store, better than at show because at show really very boring although at show can use phone lah.
Today wasn't that bad, my colleagues all funny funny one in charge today also like happy happy. Those microsoft people also funny funny, the other company's boss or whoever also funny funny. Gonna recommand people to their co. because 1 hour $6.50 leh! KNS more than mine loh~
My colleague took this, very unique photo. Hahaa
He keep ask me "why, why you become lesbian?" LMAO lah, damn cute sia. Me, lesbian? HAHAA 我喜欢男人的咯 though I don't mind pretty pretty girls lah.
Counted my pay before I submit my time card, 1 week later pay come liao! I'm little rich girl~ Hahaa... but don't rob me because I'm not that rich either.
I gotta move on man, nothing gonna make me upset more than a day. Smiley everyday! Overall today wasn't that bad.
Tomorrow gonna work at NP full day --, For the sake of $.$ work hard bah :)
Shall update later eh?
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I'm very sian now, everything go downward for me.
You know the feeling of wanna do things yet you can't do anything and you really feel like crying?
Damn helpless when I see everyone's life so down and I couldn't go anything.
Why must all things be linked up? Why of all time must it happen now? Why must my things affect others too? Why must my past keep haunting back not to me only but to others?
You guys know what I'm talking about? You guys got any idea how terrible I felt to some?
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