2008 resolution-
1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
bonus- if i can get love,
7)change heck care attitude, explain to people who misunderstood me.
8)dont be afraid of losing face.
9)be more confident!
Sometimes I have some thoughts but english couldn't fit in so I have to write in chinese so it will always in my pixnet. It's true that I wrote for myself but sometimes certain things I wanna show. Guess you call that attention seeking bah, I won't deny I need certain attention. :(
习惯过着一个人的生活可是有时候会想起莫个人，莫些事，莫些日子。
回忆就好像旧伤在莫些时候突然出现。
有时候很想念。。。
与他吵架的时候，有时他让步的撒娇，我装傻的让步。 晚上靠着彼此然后说了一大堆的八卦。 牵着手去吃宵夜。 一起跳着那椰子舞。 看到阿奶就骗对方为了捏他。 一起熬通宵看节目。 给对方外号。 去酒吧后醉醉的说了一些话。 一起带阿狗去散步。 一起煮那怪怪的晚餐。 那些如意摩，按摩摩。 还有好多好多哦,多得我有点写不下。。。 可能对你们是每什么了不起可是毕竟是我的 first love 阿！
可是。。。
有些想念真的只可以放在心里。。。
You call that missing or reminisce? I don't know but it's just some random thoughts.
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I just realised I don't like drinking, I don't like the taste but I just like the after drinking effect.
Uh-huh... :)
I didn't know it feel so good using com while lying on the bed. Shiok! But I'm a little tired now :(
Anyway Cupid.Loves up again. The new character's name is I name one 司徒湘优(SiTuXiangYou), nice name isn't it? And does it ring a bell to some of you? HAHAA I'm sure lessy and GF sure find it familiar! HAHAA!
东家不打，打西家。Giordano don't want me I go work as promoter again liao! Within 3 months I might earn $3000plus sia! But is sell bedsheet or undergarment again and from 10am till 10pm --, Nevermind loh can know more friends or more guys, LOL pig say those promoter handsome sia! HAHAA! Flower eat again =S
Sian, so fast June coming liao... I really don't know what to do for this year birthday but I think I'll make it simple maybe dinner with parents then go out with GFs. As for Jaysea I might open a party for her at a dog cafe at Mohamad Sultan, I forgot the cafe's name =X
For Jaysea's party, those stuffs I'm going to do(tattoo, driving license, etc...), new school start material. I really need to earn more money because I don't think I'll rely on my dad anymore, I'm sure after their divorce things will turn different. I MUST ADD FUEL!
Pig strike 4D today again, she bought the price of the Guess? wallet I bought for her. Pig say stingy people buy de gifts hor sure will strike one, why don't she say I give people luck? HAHAA
I really not thinking good recently. 烦, I thinking of impossible. Let's hope this period go over soon, damn me for drawing those lots. ARGH! I think I'm one crap and loser sia. WTH!
BRB!
Granny bought from Japan one!
Saturday, April 26, 2008
WHAT?! typed at 11:17 PM
24 April 2008-
I went for the interview finally! Took MRT to Paya Lebar then took cab there, cost me $6.40. I think I flunk the interview because I stummer and I talk rubbish. They say need 3 working days to inform me. After that took cab to PayaLebar MRT again, cost me $3.00 ONLY LOH! SEE CHEATERBUG CABBY!
Back to Woodlands.
Before I go out: It's like so rare you see lizard passing by then killed by the door! HAHAA that time I was watching 百家乐 then got one got the same fate I was saying strike 4D also not so 准 now this fat liazard become flat lizard.
AND I RISK MY LIFE TO TAKE THIS PHOTO LOH(stretch hand damn far), you guys got no idea how much I'm scare of dead stuffs. Even my hamsters die also is my dad 收尸 now I don't know still will need how many days then this dead lizard will be gone.
LaSalle's letter, tmd sibei niao loh! I must faster spend finish the $$ inside!
Jaysea and me on the day I went interview.
25 April 2008-
To Outram till 9PM, rush back to Woodlands to buy 家公's birthday cake.
Had mac and GF ate beef! OMG!!!
GF and I have a hard to trying to trick him that he thought we bought him birthday cake but actually that's mine. And I hide his actual cake inside the bag, complicated? It is, somehow it's just 偷龙转凤!
Giordano haven't call me loh, I think hopeless liao. Really go sell backside liao lah!
Changed my blog song to Angela's 真的, it's true that I don't like her because of certain reason. But remember starting of 2007 I still blog that I like her plus her 梦里花 loh. Somehow some of her songs are pretty good. I like 真的's lyrics plus melody.
If monday nothing crash then I might go out with GF then go to her place to make sushi! YEAH BABY!
Mint tea chocolate cake, I think tomorrow faster finish up lah it occupied alot of space in the fridge loh.
I guess this time you''re really leaving I heard your suitcase say goodbye And as my broken heart lies bleeding You say true love in suicide You say you''re cried a thousand rivers And now you''re swimming for the shore You left me drowning in my tears And you won''t save me anymore Now I''m praying to God you''ll give me one more chance, girl I''ll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I''ll be there for you I''d live and I''d die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can''t say what a love can do I''ll be there for you I know you know we''re had some good times How they have their own hiding place I can promise you tomorrow But I can''t buy back yesterday And Baby you know my hands are dirty But I wanted to be your valentine I''ll be the water when you get thirsty, baby When you get drink, I''ll be the wine I''ll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I''ll be there for you I''d live and I''d die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can''t say what a love can do I''ll be there for you
And I wan''t there when you were happy I wasn''t there when you were down I didn''t mean to miss your birthday, baby I wish I''d seen you blow those candles out I''ll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I''ll be there for you I''d live and I''d die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can''t say what a love can do I''ll be there for you
Aiyo, nowadays keep got 暧昧关系!!! Nevermind lah, wait and see what will happen next! ^^J
OH MY HOLY COW, I JUST SAW ANOTHER LIZARD CRAWLING AT MY ROOM! MUST BE FINDING IT'S DEAD MATE! DAMNIT!!!
Today while taking MRT to outram a guy got into the MRT at YCK with a group of NYP students. Then turn out the guy was abit sotsot one keep doing funny action and shout, so the group of NYP guys like stunned. Very funny sia everyone's reactions, make me laugh loh. Then the sotsot guy still do the dig nose action, if the group of guys wasn't there or they aren't good looking I'm very sure I'll play back with the sotsot guy. AHAHAA dig nose!!!
*Faint, ah pig wanna intro guys to me! -0-
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
What's wrong huh? typed at 11:00 PM
Brought Jaysea for her haircut then I saw a young couple there with a baby girl, the mother seem like 19 but the guy's look CMI lah and I guess that's beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. :)
I don't know why but whenever I see young parents like age of 18-25 I feel VERY envy, it's my wish to be a parents young. I know it will be hard to be a parents young but when you think of going through those hardships with your loves and see your kids grow, I think it's worth going through.
And look at my mother and my age, 38 and 18! The gap is like sooo small!!! Though we always quarrel lah but that's genes lah I guess.
Wait for me to settle down then talk about those future then.
This few days I felt weird, as in people around me. I can't believe that a person whom I'm not even close with can message me at night because of boredom. It's not that I don't like but I'm not even close with her and it scare me a little, though I may like girls but...... Yeah, you know...
Wanted to go interview on the 23rd but I overslept, thus to CWP for dinner with lessy. That stupid mac people give me so little for my milo mcflurry loh! Always bully cute people like me one!
And on the same day, YEAH I got my wireless router already~ WOOO!!! But I've got a hard time configuring it...
At the same time received LaSalle letter ask me to reurn my ID card within 1 week, damn sian... SOPER SIAN... Means no more student meal for me.(Being aunty here --,)
I've got a bad news, good news and a surprise today.
I just random mention it then.
I withdrawn from school already and will be going for August intake 2008. I'm like so lost, really I felt sian. I don't know if what I do was wrong or not. Or shouldn't like withdrawn earlier instead of wasting time here?
But nevermind, I'm going to make my life even better then. And now I can finally get myself a job without any worries.
Today I went to draw lots again. This time round it said that the first half of the year wasn't good for me and I have to avoid funeral, red eggs and beef(heng, I don't eat beef). But the second half of the year will be better so means my school life will be good. It said my life is tough --,
Here come the important one...
Did I mention I draw lots the previous 2 times it said about marriage and being together back with the person I asked. Today I asked again, it said 前世姻缘今生续 the broken relationship will be mend because it's sort of fated. And it also ask me don't anyhow accept relationship.
Problem is I doubt it can be mend. Its the same person I asked all the 3 times, you guys should know who it is.
It's very weird how all 3 times I asked and I got the same answer when it seem so impossible, when I can do nothing. *Shrug*
Those are just the main points, I sort of forget some. GF remind me please if I forget any part...
Anyway I spent over $100 to get pig's things for Mothers' Day.
AND I DIDN'T SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT AGAIN!
I'm very depress today, just like losing my soul. Write also can write wrongly. Mixed up day, and now my life's like shits.
I shouldn't went to school today, right?
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Sleeping from 9+PM till 4+AM, doesn't seem to be enough but yet I couldn't sleep back.
I think I'm undergoing some kind of depression mood sia, I kept thinking about the school stuffs.
I think I won't take back fashion design, it's not my interest but because my mum think it's good thats why I choose it.
Just now when I was filling up the form I don't know why but I felt like I'm close to tears loh. Like so 舍不得 afterall I've been going through school for more than half a year.
My attendance for the first month of semester 2 is 70% loh, which is like big different from 48% isn't it?
I always keep scare of this scare of that, thats why I couldn't make up my mind. Now really cannot 三分钟热度 again, I have to keep constantly remind myself sia.
I'm tired again... Well, as long as I'm still alive nothing is impossible. Right?
:(
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Late night. typed at 11:25 PM
(Edited)
I think I'm 神! Yeah, I got photoshop myself~ WOOO~ So proud of myself!!! :D Next will be getting the show : 我的儿子是老大！
I really hate late night, I couldn't sleep and my mind was wandering wild(not in any dirty sense --,)
Out of sudden I'm missing so many people, perhaps I should delicate this entry to those. I'm so afraid of dying anytime because I always jaywalk and always not on my mind or discover I've what illness that gonna kill me without any notice because of my unhealthy lifestyle.
It's those girls I miss sia. Remember when I first saw Emilia at the interview I was like, this girl sure is hard to befriend because she look abit aloof lah. Hahaa who knows we are in the same class somemore, counted as my first friend in the class! Then start to notice Haining the babe, I was thinking can friend a pretty girl wah lau eh damn shiok! Hahaa, but little did I know she's the material for good mother and good wife kind. Hard to get sia! Zel and Raudah was the later part but with them around life's more lively loh!
When I'm giving up on myself they didn't. Thanks alot of I really can't take it when it wasn't perfect as I wanted it to be, I would rather make it best if I can restart everything.
I really miss school like how I just started, going to school feeling excited saying it's tmd good to study in this school which I yearned for. If only I don't keep pon school, I don't delay things will sure be wonderful. I just cannot learn my lesson, damnit.
As for GFs they were standing by my side when I'm down though lessy's mouth really feel like whacking lah but I know lah she's just attitude problem(LOL JK LAH!), just stop mentioning at the certain place I sat on the 29dec2007. DON'T KIAMPA HOR! And GF's jokes will everytime crack me up, being herself can make me laugh because she's really like 萧敬腾! LOL
Not forgetting boanna who used to talk sense into about relationship problem. It's really helpful but I'm still very guilty over those relationships she had, it's like I'm partly at fault.
My da-ge like god like that, everytime when I'm down or what be it those funny sms or msn chat just make me go LOL. His humour hor, tsktsk... I LIKE! Hahaa as well as sometimes talking some sense and helping with me about those problems about com.
Not forgetting Euodia who messaged me once she see that something's wrong with me. Making me laugh with her 傻大姐 character, hahaa.
And HS plus that LJ friend(LOL!) both of them accompany me damn at alot at the starting of this year when I'm at my down-est. And those occasionally outings really crack me up lah although we always pick on LJ. HAHAA
Without those people I think I'm sure I wouldn't be here snatching the air and place with everyone. Thanks loves.
Sometimes I blame myself for having good memory, remember every little stuffs. Sometimes I blame god for not letting people restart life. Sometimes I blame myself for not stopping myself from doing some stuffs which will make me regret. Sometimes I just wanna make the best out of everything I do.
If one day I'm not around what will you guys remember me of?
And one more thing I'm very sorry about is because I'm at fault for making someone's beloved left. Because of this, I'll say if this person need my help in any way I'll try my best. Sigh.
I hope I don't make myself sound like a loser.
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Anyway tomorrow will be a better day, isn't it? :)
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damnit, I'm so damn worried about my future. Wesley say school like don't want any retainees this year. How sia, tmd that call that school no one pick up phone one loh. Think have to go down liao, every year got this kind of shits happened. Blame myself =/
READ LEH! typed at 1:39 AM
I like this song! Though I don't like one of the singer inside. :)
(Updated) Alright, another slacking day.
I'm very hungry! Ah pig go out until now haven't come back! Ownself go havoc then forget about me!
By the way, Cupid.Loves already 4 chapters liao which means it's up for a month already!!!
ALL GO AND READ LEH!!! SUPPORT LOCAL READER, LEARN CHINESE, INCREASE SOME KNOWLEDGE ABOUT LOVE!
HAHAHAA~!
And I discover chinese blog doesn't invite alot of reader, come on lah chinese don't read chinese very laokui leh! LOL 激将法~
Alright brb!
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You're welcome to my heart~ Welcome to my heart~ LOL stupid song sang by 王传一, but I like his look especially the look in 换换爱.
That pig hor come back around 1plus near to 2AM, looking emo like just break up like that. Recently I found out she like got boyfriend loh but seem like 粘过去 one. TSKTSK, I don't like.
Then she never find my dinner also no tell me, make me stupid stupid wait. Sigh, though I know I'm fat lah but diet also not like that mah!
Very sian very sian. I just got a new nick name! "Kiampah candy gamer" LOL I where look like gamer you tell me? Just played game awhile only then give me that nick --,
And LMAO just now that random BH just msn me "happy bangala day!" call me aunty somemore, I won't blame him because he lie on the puke, meesiam, smellyfeet stepped on grasspatch in my school. LALALA!
Today really so random lah...
And it's 3:24AM now I'm still wide awake. I guess I gotta go do some lesign.
BYE AND WELCOME TO MY HEART WELCOME TO MY HEART~
*some people can just kept 2 person in their heart when in a relationship. :)
Seriously I've never like art, I never really wanna get into LaSalle. It's not what I want but what I blindly follow.
Without someone to let me follow I think I really don't know what I wanted.
But nevermind, I'll learn to be a leader of my life! ^^J
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Live like a tai-tai. typed at 12:11 AM
This 2 days I have been living like a tai-tai. Had each meal that cost over $100, thanks to pig sia. OMG!
The bag that cost over $50 that I don't even thought of buying it with my own money. HAHAA!
Today to Outram then GF go with pig and I to dinner then to ahma's friend's house. We took a cab home then this cabby is very nonsense I tell you. Pig hala with him that we 3 are sisters because parents sell house that's why we move to different place. WTH lah, I don't like this kind of cabby. When I got down the cab my habit of closing door loud make him tell pig that when she close door close softly. HAHAA!
Yesterday something funny happened. Pig and I were in Action City, there's this "yeah" sign toy to massage your eyes one lah. I took it and want to poke into pig's nose(I got this habit of poking people's nostrils.) then I stopped lah of course. There come this sale assistant rushing toward us and tell us that one is to massage eyes one, I was like "yeah, I know. Hahaa". WAH LAU EH, I LOOK SO STUPID MEH! TSKTSK...
Okay, BRB. My router haven't come and I'm sitting on the floor using my lappy, MY BACKACHE!!!
SIGH.
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Before I forget I'm going to make a list of what I'm going to do for the coming months.
1) Get a job. (Latest by May) 2) Tattoo after my birthday! 3) Driving license. 4) A trip to Malaysia with friends. 5) Gary's concert @ KL! 6) EASTCOASTPARK AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! 7) A temp pub waitress job!
Still got what ar?!
BRB!
Stupid Jaysea.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Rewind. typed at 12:46 AM
I like my blog's song 深呼吸, kena motivation from there. Gary's 妹妹要快乐 is nice, so try listening okay??!
Just now I was listening to songs and stoned for awhile. So many things reminded me back to 2007. Indeed 2007 for me, have happened alot of things.
Last year when I see those lovely-dovey drama because I was in love, very much in love at that moment that's why I didn't cry at those sad scene. Today while watching how I hope those drama come true, and I'm very looking forward to more love dramas. Maybe because I'm lack of that kind of love and I'm yearning.
Last year when I listen to those sad songs I don't feel sad but today while listening, alot of feeling just come to me thus I was reminded of the past.
I know all those unhappy is because of my 贪心 I wasn't satisfied with my life and I thought I should deserve much more better. That's why I always say "人总是等到失去后才知道" even if I know this sentence long ago I still made the same mistake.
When I'm writing this post I don't felt sad or what but just a bit of 遗憾 that I either made the wrong choice on that day or I didn't do much better than I could at that time.
In fact now I feel really very 轻松 that I managed to walk out and not that badly affected anymore. That day when I was out with Euodia, she asked me "你放得下咩？" I don't know why but I just walked out of it like that, seriously the best medicine at that time is TIME though slow but it really heal. Now it's April 2008, day pass days...
Now I learnt 看开点 so that I will be much happier.
This time round I tell myself not to fall in love so easily... :)
I got so much more feeling but maybe some other days perhaps. :) Or can go my Pixnet, sometimes I wrote there too.
大家要幸福！
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Straight A's... typed at 4:21 PM
I think if I really want to do something I'll certainly score a straight A's.
Everytime I say I wanna pia all the way no matter day or night I'm still doing the same thing, my parents know this that's why they never stop me and use that to lecture me if I failed anything.
Last time read HarryPotter I can use 3 whole days to finish up the 5/6 books, watch CD/DVD I can watch it for 24 hours, study I can study until late night because I haven't cover up what I want(until sec 2), do my arts till late night, hanging out till day 2 noon especially X'mas.
Tsktsk...
Yesterday I did a sin, I watch VCD from 2pm till 8am. And I totally forgot my homework, tmd which means I need to give up 24 hours for my works after I finish the VCD. Actually wanna complete it but I thought I'll go for a swim in the morning then I don't wanna die inside the pool so I went to took a nap. In the end...
Taiwan drama really make me go weak, I shouldn't hand itchy go find one disc to watch while eating! ARGH, anyway I still left 3 discs.
Aiya, let me finish it then the A3 pad will be full of my markings.
^^J
This coming holidays will be chionging working and trip to Malaysia! YEAHNESS!
Mad. typed at 1:04 AM
I think I'm a little mad. I nearly transfer quite a big amount of money to a person I'm not even sure of the background. Pig said I rather trust a outsider than her.
Now I think Gillian's sentence "好傻好天真" is damn true.
Is it I trust outsider than my own family? Or is it that once betray/broken promise make me this way?
I don't know. But I'm very sure it's the environment changed me.
Right now I'm very hungry and I wanna have my noodles with potatoes. Plus watch my VCD.
BRB!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Blind. typed at 12:35 AM
I think Teeneh is out to make me blind by intro-ing me this skin. Really Sao(siao) Live. Can't see a thing loh!
BRB!
Still got half-life's skin one loh!
Soper cute! I like this!!!
Suit my com right?! HAHAA
Monday, April 14, 2008
Ugly things typed at 10:20 PM
This is really one ugly family. Ugly parents that's why have ugly me.
So I won't blame anyone who say I'm attitude or fucked up.
Today is a fucked up day.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Subconscious typed at 11:36 PM
(Updated)
Dad asked me if I know Gary fall sick anot, LOL majiam I really his GF like that! HAHAA
Watch tv show throughout the day, damnit. But seriously Flightplan and L:The last name is nice =X
Yeah, pig say she sponsor me for the router because...
Alright sometimes I really have to choice but to believe in those spirits and horoscope stuffs, really too real lah!
And really lah people often speak differently from their mind. Sigh.
I actually don't wanna go to school, seriously right now I'm not different from a dropout. That's why my subconscious always ask me to overslept, it's my will to overslept and miss school. I hope tomorrow it won't happen, guess the devil will need to fight the angel again!
Normally when I say I wanna get things done I'll go do it as soon as possible but unless something stop me.
Sigh, been leeching other's network till today. Yesterday that person even wanted to get into my WMP, evil one hor?
Anyway I'll try to get a job in Giordano as soon as possible and try to earn as much as possible because very soon I need lots of cash again!
For my driving license, my tattoo and lots of stuffs I haven't decide!
Tomorrow shall KOK my mum for a mouse pad =X Pig and I still deciding on whether M1 or Starhub sia!
Okay, crap. BRB! Hehee
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Back loh!
Today I've got hell lots of craps! Currently crapping with HS, stupid sia keep shoot me.
HN say singnet good but in my impression singnet really sucks, Russell say don't put tattoo but hor he say put neck WTF sia but still I'll put at hand, okay now I shall pop at question...
Should I go cut my hair and dye it belly belly purple-black? HAHAA
Wanna take a look at my boyfriend? 不要给你看咧~ HAHAA! JustKidding lah...
What if I tell you guys I like a girl? How ar? LOL
Oh yeah GF say today she work with MX they that kpo aunty go ask about my lovelife hor then XXX walk past loh! Got so zhun anot?! JIDANGAO, I walk CWP so many rounds also didn't saw him loh. MX say he soper 帅 leh~ See I got taste hor? My 小笨笨 also not bad and my gio's shuaige! HAHAA
I'm so bored!!!
Aiyo, tomorrow still got school one loh and I'm still here at 2:20AM! TSKTSK!
AND I'M SO HUNGRY NOW! Always hungry at this timing... Now pig is scare of me liao ask me don't call MAC delivery loh!
And I wanna go Langkawi or anywhere can see the 3S(sun, sea, sand)! OVERSEA OVERSEA Genting or Cameron Highland also not bad!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Updates. typed at 4:28 AM
I WANNA EAT MILO MCFLURRY LAH! And once again I order Mac delivery... But no hab milo mcflurry loh, never orea mcflurry plus milo powder can liao! Smart me! ;D
It's 4:50AM now and I'm soper tiring after going outram and going pub with GFs. (Lessy bought us the Vodka Orleng liao!)
Just some short updates.
Brought Jaysea out on Thursday morning and packed my room because I didn't sleep the whole night after the supper and the stupid green tea! While sitting downstair an aunty approached me and ask me to help her take picute then she say she wanna take with Jaysea! OMG I become 星妈 loh! This flower don't know why appear among those treeplant. Pig say got luck got luck. My purple room, also my new study room! Hehee. I've been using other's internet access here =X Jaysea's clothes. This drink's name is soper cute "Mogu Mogu" hahaa!
Alright, I should sleep now and wake up tomorrow for my works.
Bye loves!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Great! typed at 3:19 AM
I just had my supper loh, MACdelivery. This few days I keep having supper plus eating the same thing again and again. Like having LJS for 3 times within 2 days and for every meals within today.
肥死了！
Oh okay it's thursday already and I haven't touch my works but I swear after I wake up I'll start touching it. If not hor I forever cannot see my 格格 loh!( Though I don't believe in forever =X )
*tmd msn keep signing me out, saying what error!*
Tuesday hor heavy rain sia so I went to close the window then I saw this... Nearly pick it back thinking it's my dad's until I realised the "niamniam" doesn't look like from my house one so I leave it there loh. And the next day it's still there!
Oh yeah, lessy helped me to dye my hair and I think it look weird --, She stayed over on tuesday night, oh yeah I went to RP with her then I needa sell my backside! Yeahyeah suddenly remember. And GF was there for show one, go in swensen then go out again. HAHAA!
Today went to NYP to get cheap lappy, sucha cheapo me =X Okay THANKS RUSSELL my "cousin" for his help sia, damn paiseh to make him run up and down.
And on the same day I lied loh, freaking feel very guilty because my lies been seen through lah. On the way back I keep complaining to lessy "我很心虚咧！" I think she very 肚烂 with me loh, but thanks to her because she helped me shared the stuffs by carry the lappy for me! OMG, thanks larling, want some green tea? HAHAA
Oh yeah, 大哥 gonna help me with computer stuffs again. Everytime 麻烦 him very 不好意思 loh! When I told pig that I'm getting people help the computer stuffs guess what she say? "要就认识这样的朋友多才多艺，不要认识那些没出息的人" yada,yada,yada~ LOL
So grateful to God sia, so many nice souls around me what else can I ask for?
HAHAA!!!
I can't remember other things now. OMG!
Monday, April 07, 2008
Got any differences? typed at 9:20 PM
"Good" quality picutes hor?
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Know. typed at 6:33 PM
As I always said... I'm weird and people don't understand me, even people who know me for long won't understand me that much because I myself also understand myself.
And for those who think that I'm stupid, stuck up, attitude, or whatever you can say... Maybe you are right and yeah I know others see me this way because of how I speak and my action. But seriously if you don't really know me, shut your freaking mouth. Contradicting? Because at least I know I'm not that bad, at least I'm better than some.
I'm very dulan with how people see me and they don't understand me. From the past till now, perhaps you guys will say then reflect on myself but problem is from what I see there's nothing wrong with myself but it's just how how bring myself out is wrong thats why people misinterpret me.
Aiya... If you already hate me or think that I'm that bitchy whatever I said also turn deaf to you or whatever I wrote turn blind to you. So continues thinking I'm that bitchy or what because you aren't anybody important to me, if you are important to me you won't think this way. Suit yourself :)
p/s: I'm not pinpointing to anyone but the whole situation.
KTV?! typed at 12:21 AM
Yeah, KTV again!
Today I zaosia alot of time and I shout like mad! ahahaa
Then crap around and walk around then stay at mx's store to see my gio's shuaishuai! See until 9plus then went to MRT station to wait for my Gary look alike, TMD I think I waited for more than 20minutes also didn't saw him loh! No fate~ TOO BAD LAH!
Wah lau I felt disgusted sia! Never see still okay, see liao wanna puke. Disgusting fella! EEEEK! Once a flirt, forever a flirt :)
Okay, gonna forget those erxin's stuff if not I think I'll have nightmare~ And really don't wanna kpo anymore, kill my cells only. TMD TMD!
YEAH, tomorrow wanna start my work but in the noon I feel like going for Bishan park leh! HOW AR?! GF WANNA GO ANOT!!!
Anyway... I kena cheated :(
Pig say w910i's camera is good, LIKE SAI LAH! JIDANGAO, my N76 also better loh! Make me so regret now...
Look at the CHIO wallpaper and the CHIO thumbdrive! ALINE ENVY ANOT, RED DE LEH!!!
And my house are infest with ants, freaking dulan! Now even room also got! 见一只杀一只!
I step into the room FZH asked :"Girl阿，你的头发假的阿？" this is style leh~ Hahaa
HAHAA, I've got 70/100 the lowest in class!!!
And we sing abit in the other room, playing around only lah~ Hehee! Raise the key, lower the key, sing like opera, shout like mad! HAHAA love those girls sia!
Then went over to Bishan for the M2, but then in the end I bought it at CWP for $50 but Sony one leh!
Back home doing those transfering until now! And I didn't eat a single meal today! Think tomorrow I 暴毙 already...
And those files inside the SE phone was like so weird loh! WAH LAU double sian!
Okay lah, I want go shyt and sleep liao. Damn sia, I 忍 the shyt for damn long liao!!!
K, BYE!
Friday, April 04, 2008
Annual. typed at 2:01 AM
The dinner was so sudden. I woke up, read newspaper, start preparing...
It's my ahma's birthday early celebration at Furama(The Square). Reached CityHall at 7plus, recently hor I've been going to CityHall so often!
Then uncle drive us there.
My cousins. Look at the bogei(No Teeth) Yihui! HAHAA sorry for the lousy picute lah, it's not the outcome of w910i lah~
I haven't use the phone yet because 1)no screen protector, 2)no 2GB above memory card yet. And the phone can receive WMA files!!! Cool lah~
Back home at 10plus. Jaysea miss me alot because I give her mango --,
AND OMG, tomorrow is the day! And I haven't choose the song not to say memorizing the song --,
DIE LIAO LOH!
I seriously can't stand my computer, cheesebun sia keep got pop-upS and those porn advertisement. (Yaya, I know Teeneh sure say I watch too much porn! LOL)
2955705 don't know why whenever I see this number I felt familiar as though it's implanted into my head already...
SIGH, I'm so sleepy now...
Bye loves!
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Rain? typed at 12:53 AM
Woke up like 2pm? Prepared and off we go to Woodlands swimming complex!
Suayness loh, swim like 30minutes then rain! When we thought of going home then stop so I quickly turn back and hop into the water!
Wah I think GF hate swimming with me because I keep telling her I wanna pee and guess what? HAHAHAA!
I got choked by my own urined water tons of time, I acted dead, I acted shark, I acted baby. HAHAA, might be there tomorrow again because I didn't tan at all loh!
Had dabao-ed LJS and back home to fill my hungry tummy because hor I didn't eat then swim leh, never die really heng liao. Stupid GF keep curse me to 溺毙 only because I urine and let her drink...
And hor I don't like the Safeguard, keep looking at our direction thinking we might drown anytime...
After so many years of missing swimming there, the place changed to much! Didn't sell my favourite drumlet liao!!!
And I think I just caught a cold =(
Sian, the SE phone like cannot accept WMA file loh! And pig's phone got Sims2 leh, COOL LAH!
BRB!
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很忙的咧我！ There are so many things I needa settle... 1)Buy screen protector at pasarmalam. 2)Buy 2/4GB's memory card at Bishan. 3)Sell my old phone at 888plaza. 4)Freaking buy the hairdye and dye with Lessy. 5)Go check out Lappy at Court on Sat. 6)SWIMMING!
And I wanna do those in 1 day, but MONEY MONEY! Really wanna sell backside liao...
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Girlfriend! typed at 10:10 AM
(Updated)
Damn it sia, my computer kena virus loh. Really sibei sian.
Just now go sing with pig and her 2 friends then GF came over my house.
Tomorrow going out with pig again.
Aiya sibei sian lah!
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Hullo everybody, today is a special day!
It's the first day of my girlfriend and me together!
And because my girlfriend is shy so I won't say out who she is. But you guys should agar-agar know lah~
HEHEE!
MUACK MUACK~!
^^
Anyway...
p/s: Those above are just a joke! HAHAA, got kena fooled by me? HAHAA! I've been thinking of what to fool for months, just waiting for today~
HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY! :)
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Say hullo to my new boyfriend! Wave goodbye to my old love in few days time =(
The K770i doesn't have purple, so bobian have to take w910i. Pig's W380 is in purple color! Hehee tomorrow swimming! Bought kiddy palace pregnant aunties corner --, And I can't wait to swim!
Those 3 things cost me over $300! WTF WTF, cannot go out with pig sia!
Hope to get a laptop by next week, then I'll go sell backside liao. LOL!
