2008 resolution-
1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
bonus- if i can get love,
7)change heck care attitude, explain to people who misunderstood me.
8)dont be afraid of losing face.
9)be more confident!
Woke up at 8, bathe and prepared. Call GF but she didn't pick up until 9am then she pick up. Then reach airport at 11plus near to 12.
Saw those club's people there, sat down with them. Friendly people! Hahaa.
And we waited and waited...
FINALLY!!!
Didn't manage to take any picture with him... When I hear that he have got a GF, my heartbroken sia! LOL
Sad两下...
Nevermind, tomorrow shall see him again... Maybe, if possible I wanna send him off~ Hehee =x
Back home then to outram...
Stay back awhile to sing somemore, my singing sucks.
And now, I'm very tired... But I'll try to finish up the essay, hope I don't doze off...
BRB!
//
Finally, at 3:30am I submitted my essay of 1300plus words(includsive of quotation).
I'm freakin tired now and I wanna sleep already, tomorrow still got the autograph session...
I think I'm going to quit or kick out of school damn soon. I've not touch any of my works, good luck to me eh...
I really lost all passion toward anything, can say I really 活着但不存在. I can't sing, I can't get motivated, I can't do just anything.
No special reason for me being like that, just... Tired.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
600plus. typed at 10:20 PM
After staying in front of the computer for the whole day... I managed to write about 600plus words for the essay and I got to sleep now, firstly because my dad wanna use the computer, secondly because I've got to sleep early as tomorrow I'm waking up damn early.
Shall continues the essay tomorrow, now I'm like no Gary will die. I'm very relying on his music and his cute face!
Alright, I need to bathe and shit now.
Bye!
See me tomorrow with updates or perhaps in the midnight I might wake up and continues my essay... 2000words leh! WTF
Wondering. typed at 12:20 AM
(Updated)
I was wondering why the friendclub didn't say there's any meetup to fetch Gary or what until just now...
To GFC peeps, Gary is coming to Singapore to promote his new album, SUPER SUNSHINE.
#1. Flight Arrival: 29/2/08: BR225 12pm
NOTE: If you wish to go fetch Gary Cao Ge, Do meet us at Terminal 1, Burger King at around 11.15AM. Dress Code: GFC white teeshirt / any white colored teeshirt.
#2. Gary 曹格《Super Sunshine》簽唱會 Autograph Session Date: 1st March 2008, Saturday Time: 6pm Venue: Bugis Junction Level 1, Bugis Square * Will sign SG & TW version of Super Sunshine, be it 1st or 2nd Version for SG version * Strictly no China Import to be signed!!
NOTE: If you wish to attend the autograph session together with GFC, Meet outside Bugis Junction's Macdonald, 2PM - 230PM Dress Code: GFC white teeshirt / any white colored teeshirt
Late-comers will not be entertained. (you are free to queue on your own or with outside friends if you don't want to queue together with GFC)
YEAH-NESS!!!
I'm freaking happy now!
If anyone wanna go also, please please tell me!
But I've to skip the tuition to go for the autograph, hope there won't be any reporter there in case my suay face kena caught by the camera and I think the parents of the tuition kids will burst into anger.
WOOLALA~ Going pompom now. I stinked after bringing Jaysea out.
Anyway thanks to Da-ge sia! Shall treat you good food A.K.A plain mee next time!
//
Woke up by GF's call, ask me go see shuaiges. And I haven't start on my 1000 words essay loh!
Going to start now...
Damn tired sia... So many homeworks still haven't do and school's starting soon, really have to kena kick out liao. But nevermind, I like it.
AND TOMORROW IS THE DAY! WOOOOO~
小心动到胎气！
Bye~
//
Freak, I'm freaking pissed off now. That damn essay, I start writing from 1plus till now and I freaking have 167 words only.
I'm really not good with words moreover that unknown character I'm writing about.
Whenever I'm writing halfway the thought of quiting school come and go, it's like I've given up on school why am I still doing those works?
Life's a struggle...
I'm going mad lah! Cheesebun...
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Cannot take it. typed at 2:03 PM
Seriously, I really cannot take it anymore. It keep haunting me and making me miserable!
I got no choice but to complain here.
Why I keep laosai?!
And the worse is lao some out liao then some still inside then want come out yet don't want come out.
CANNOT TAKE IT LAH! 来，看招！
Sigh, BRB!
//
I hate staying at home, doing nothing but listening to those depressing songs.
It's not that I've got nothing to do, I've got LOTS of homeworks undone yet I find no energy to do it. Freak.
I think I'm much happier outside. When I take picture I don't know why every picture I look so sad/suay. They said I look more pale even when I got put on make-up.
WTH, please make this period of time go faster. I'm going mad soon.
Cool~ typed at 12:52 AM
(Updated)
Differences between Nokia and Sony phone. I guess I'm going to buy the SE purple phone! Hehee =x Today went out with GFs.
First to NYP then to Raffles, wanna go to the museum but too late loh. No choice, other day then.
Then went over Esplanade to slack, sing, chatted. FUN SIA!!!
And GF promised to go to fetch Gary with me! Double yeah because she's going with me to the autograph session!
On the way home pig messaged me asking me to buy food. I bought her favourite yam ring, then she got so touched until I say she's dying soon. Reason is I don't do such thing one, as in being so 细心 toward her.
Hehee...
A picture of Jaydee yandao.
Shall update later!
//
And it's amazing how a friend whom you didn't contact for near to 3 years are contacting you now and know what feelings you have all those. Damn touched!
And a good Da-ge to help you with computer stuffs and those funny craps.
And good GFs to accompany you when you are freaking crazy, go or do those stupid stuffs together.
And good schoolmates to keep nagging you to go school.
And good primary school friends asking me out for K-Box or movies.
Just now a friend of mine misinterpret my PM: "29th,1st or both?", thinking I'm talking about my boyfriend(when I don't have one). Why ar? Why people often misinterpret/misunderstood me? And I find it all amusing...
Thinking about boyfriend issue. I doubt I'll have any boyfriend so soon or maybe I'll be single till old and become old maid?! OMG! Seriously I got no suitor, REALLY DON'T HAVE!(Don't talk about those who ask you out at night or those who want flings.)
And it's not my standard high too! How to be high standard when no one woo you, right? Or want me to woo people?! Hell no, hahaa!
Right now, enjoy being single and no restrictions(though I like to be kept =x ). And I find out after being single more friends are in contact sia, why huh? LOL weird right?
Okay, shall see how's my luck this year. Hopefully by 2011 you can see me pressing number at ROM, hehee =X
Damn tired, got to sleep now!
BYE!
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Stupid. typed at 1:26 PM
That stupid Teeneh supposed to meet at 2pm but she couldn't make it at that time thus she asked me to use computer first. So, I'm using this chance to rant at her. :)
You freaking treat me my vodka orange hor! Lazy pig, mushroom head, cabbage. LOL!
From 2pm to 2.30pm then still I'm at home. BORED TO TEARS, I TELL YOU!!! SIAN SIAN SIAN! Can't blame me for cam-whore. :D
Jaysea's lying on my lap while I'm typing this entry, I think my legs are going numb~
This morning I woke up with heavy running nose plus a little fever but strange enough after I bathe then all subside sia! Amazing...
And tomorrow might be going pool-ing with Da-ge, wah lau say so long liao finally got chance to go! Wooo~ Don't my skill got go more worse anot, hahaa!
Every night I couldn't sleep and it's like till morning 3-5plus then I'm about to close my eyes but my mind still keep wandering about. Hell~
I think I need to get some sleeping pills too. Hahaa!
And the thought of those projects are making me berserk, seriously LaSalle wasn't that bad. If you were to ask me whether I'll come if I know how it works, I'll still reply a yes. So I hope those who are coming LaSalle work hard on your portfolio then maybe we can be classmate because I got a hunch I'll repeat foundation year~ Given up hope liao lah :(
Damnit, it's still 1.36pm only. One more hour to go...
Maybe I should go for a little shopping at CWP first?
Now my nerves are getting tense up because friday are coming!!!
OMG!!!
Monday, February 25, 2008
Damn high. typed at 11:20 PM
曹格新加坡宣傳
Hi peeps,
am here to update all of u the details for Gary's sg schedule
Event: 曹格《Super Sunshine》簽唱會 Date: 1st March 2008, Saturday Time: 6pm Venue: Bugis Junction Level 1, Bugis Square * We will sign SG & TW version of Super Sunshine, be it 1st or 2nd Version for SG version * Strictly no China Import to be signed!!
Flight Arrival: 29/2/08: BR225 12pm
SEE, MY WISH COME TRUE!!!
I don't know wanna go for the flight arrival anot, if go fetch him then I won't go to Bugis on 1st March 2008. Just wanna take a look how he real person look like then 默默 support him liao.
But I've got all the 3 albums sia, no sign like very wasted leh! Somehow I hate to squeeze with people, those who know me should know... That time Chen-I come I also never go loh!
AND! This week's I-Weekly got feature GARY!!!
Cool lah, mad about him. (Da-ge say he saw someone look like him around his house area, OMFG!)
Enough.
Today went to school, had the fashion specialism talk then to IT class. It wasn't that bad after all. Just very sian need to use the stupid programme which I don't have.
Well... See how I die okay?
Anyway, chiong back Woodlands then go see that handsome Jaydee cut hair. That horny boy turn handsome after wearing clothes.
Yeah that's all...
Tomorrow going NYP with Teeneh, hehee...
Couldn't help. typed at 12:40 AM
Seriously, I couldn't help but I really feel like complaining!
After a few weeks of normal bowel nowadays it came back haunting me, I keep thinking whether it's my irregular of meals or was it something I ate?
The medicine polyclinic gave wasn't of any help because I keep giving it a miss not by purposely but being forgetful(it's taken before meals and I have irregular meals.)
Guess, I need to find out the problem myself.
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21) The Bottom Line Your health goals will be met faster if you approach them analytically and locally.
In Detail In order to make any real progress today (especially in terms of your health), you need to evaluate your goals and put together a list of your top priorities. Do you want to lose weight or get toned? Do you want to do it by increasing your exercise or by decreasing your calorie intake? Do you have a specific deadline in mind (a wedding, a party)? Or is this an overall lifestyle change? No matter what your goals, this type of analytic approach will help you get to the finish line faster.
Just now I was about to eat my dinner when I got into the kitchen to get myself a spoon, that stupid Jaysea got up the coffee table and sip at my soup and ate my carrot! SEE HOW NAUGHTY!!!
But I still love her. Look at how cute she is.
Sometimes I felt hurt when I cane her but after seeing she being good, it's all worth. Perhaps that's motherly love~
The 1 of the course I applied for NP is still processing when 2 others are being rejected. Damnit, people have gotten their result of posting and I'm still here dangling.
Oh yeah, I'm back into books again. I'm currently reading the "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus." which I bought it like last year? Hope to gain more insight.
And finally I know what to fight back if anybody said that "Yeah we don't match; There are so much differences between us." Hullo, you are a guy while I'm a girl which already is the main different of course there prone to be differences!!! So it doesn't give any excuses. Well, I really need to know more about men.
I gotta love myself first, before I can love anyone. I'm trying to get myself back slowly, in order not to get anymore heavy setback.
Sucha long post! C'mon, love me for who I am. Don't leave me hanging, thanks.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Look. typed at 3:12 AM
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21) The Bottom Line More than ever before, letting things go today will make you feel good and proud.
In Detail More than on any other single day in your recent past, letting things go today will make you feel oh-so-good. This is a great day to lighten your emotional load and say farewell to grudges, anger and control issues. Step back from all the decision-making responsibilities you have held onto for so long -- let someone else make the plans and do the worrying! While you're at it, forgive that friend who keeps messing things up. They're doing their best, and they'll be coming around soon enough.
Alright, look at that.
Just now went to have the don't know what dinner at raffles there, one of my aunt(cousin) was telling me about some stuffs related to church and god. I was wondering to myself when she said that she can let go of some grudges, you know...
Since young I've got this habit, once I decided to take a liking to something it's hard for me to give up. I prone to take long time to realise if I've to give up, I really have to accept it'll be gone. Regardless toward objects, people or any feelings. Until now, this habit of mine haunt me. That's why I'll took my own sweet time to accept some new changes because I'm so afraid the changes is so temporary.
Can you believe it, even until now I haven't really think that I've lost my ye-ye even though he's gone for going 8years. Sometimes I still thought of him inside his room or sitting down on the floor reading newspaper.
All along I thought I was strong but I didn't know I'm so weak.
I think I need to get a new brain, new heart, new soul and a brand new memory. If only I'm a computer, then I'll install new chips into me.
Tuesday went to a petshop in katong and I can't believe it's the same petshop I went to 2 years ago!
So we fetched Jaydee no. 2 back. Well, he was amazing! He can listen to paw, sit, stay and no!
Uh-huh, yesterday went to school. Erzan said if I quit school I need to be reinterview, which I dread because I hate to repeat the same thing that's why I refused to retake my O's last year.
Today skipped school again but I'm going to the doctor later on. Kept wanting to vomit but only vomit in the morning and wanting to laosai-ing but also laosai-ing in the morning too. I guess it's gastric flu =(
PICS! OH YEAH OH YEAH! I bought the album! HEHEE! I love Sembawang! There really sell all sort of albums first hand! Little Japanese. Okay, thats Jaydee the ugly but smart dog.
Needa prepare and get on to the clinic, the laosai-ing feeling is back again --,
//
Back from GF's house, as well as the clinic.
I'm damn not in the mood. 活着但我不存在...
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Waiting... typed at 7:18 PM
While waiting for GF to call me and bring me out, feel like doing a short update.
Told both parents about me wanting to quit school, they said its's my choice. So tomorrow i will ask Erzan about it then will quit if I can go back next year.
BUT!
Just now went pick lot at the temple. Alright, it's my first time there alone without my parents so the first time I pick the lot is I really pick it out from the tube, and I got a good lot. So I went to ask for 2nd lot, this time Raudah keep talking to me while I'm praying and don't know if it affected or what and i got a bad lot.
First one was saying I'll get married and life will be smooth, while the second one said that no reward waiting or I'll make a bad choice.
And the question I asked was about XXX and school stuffs.
So tell me lah, WTH SIA!
Tomorrow I'm going again asking for the last time. Perhaps just listen and forget bah.
I skipped 3D and went for CCS for my presentation. I think it sucks, my english sucks.
So I'll make my next presentation rocks! And I can't believe I'm having another week-holiday(project week) next week when I'm like going to school 1 out of 5 days.
Uh-huh, now its like 7plus and GF haven't call!
p/s: I guess I won't blindly accuse people unless there's something I saw and make me think that way, yeah baby. Whatever it is, I'll be there if anyone need me. :) I used to think that 1 out of 5 guys won't behave that way...
Cool, I shall update if I got the time later. My belly pain sia =(
Monday, February 18, 2008
Don't know. typed at 12:37 PM
*Updated* Congrats to myself!
Done with my slides and i ensure you guys, it sucks. Its like how I know who guy is when I wasn't even born whatsmore the internet got sooo much different sources.
Hehee, excuses lah!
Anyway, pet lover there's an event going on at Bishan Park 2 on the 24th Feb! Anyone interested? GF and I are going!!!
Uh-huh, it's Jaysea mating season! Hiak-hiak~
//
Really feel like quitting school, rest for 1 year then restart everything again. During the 1 year I wanna go work and build up my fashion sense, hehee!
So how, worth it? Its better than me getting nowhere in my study, right?! But thinking twice, where can I get to with GCE O'level 29points!
And i feel that my parents will hack me up!
Love / Hate? After reading those, I don't know why but 心有一点痛 眼泪出来了.
Sometimes, some misses can only put in our heart.
I tried so hard to make myself satisfied with life but times and again I ruin myself, I just couldn't control some silly actions of mine.
It's hard for me to continues after those silly actions, but I know my life still got a long way to go.
For my own sake, I'll get on with life. Feel stupid for being depress when no one get affected over what happen and still lingering around girls with intimate words, well single what~ :)
Shit, why am I sounding like a loser? damnit.
And I swear, I'm going to deal things much more properly. Its time for me to grow up! Very soon I'm going 18 years old. Sigh.
Little botak. typed at 8:48 AM
Yesterday went to the temple to pray with my dad, hope this year will luckluck all come suaysuay all go~
Then brought Jaysea to grooming. Stayed there till 9-10plus, goodness!
Reached home, ate chicken wings! yumyum~
Today skipping school, purposely.
I'm trying to finish the presentation, hopefully by noon or evening. Tomorrow have to present it liao, CHUASAI~
Pics!
Scandal. Look at my little botak, aren't she cute? I can't imagine our family life without her.
Sometimes when you are in the situation you will think dumb, but when coming to advising people you think smart. Thats why people say outsider seem clearer, somehow not all advise are right lah.
At this situation, we outsider see its pretty funny at how those things happen. Perhaps its the past we shouldn't get bothered but yeah true lah, it depend on how you think. 过去让它过去, look forward.
Just know how to protect yourself, be mentally prepared for the worse(if there's any).
Its like I don't know whats wrong with my internet or computer. I keep on cannot go blogger, friendster or other's blogs!
I think its really time to let my computer retired, but first of all I have to transfer all songs to my mp3. HAHAA!
Plus dad have been snatching computer from me!
AND...
Today I've got angbao from the kids's parent. Cool!
I'm very shag right now...
Think I'm going for a jog tomorrow. And I haven't even do my presentation for the coming tuesday!
Oh, I forgotten what I wanna blog about. Yeah, I've been pretty lazy for these few weeks. Don't know what happen to me...
Or is it, leopard really won't change its spot? Hehee =x
Goodness!
5-1 typed at 2:14 AM
Out of 5 days, I went to school for 1 day.
Somehow...
Today supposing, I'm waking up and going to school at 12pm.
Yesterday went over to gf house with lessy, and stayed till 3am?
Then went over to NOS. Don't freaking have voice to sing...
STOMACHACHE!!! After 2 months, my BAM finally visit me with so much pain =(
Alright, those who haven't relink me PLEASE relink me and take away the previous link. And if anyone wanna look back to those past entries, welcome to SEALITWITHUNIQUE
PICTURES! (I'm pretty vain recently, no choice lah! Who ask me keep change hairstyle, hehee)
Jaysea's expression! Does my wig look nice?
Okay, time to sleep!
Gotta face those kids tomorrow...
BYE~!
//
LOL, I burst into laughter when I saw this-
1)taller than me. - taller than u 2)average lo0king. - how average 3)cannot be SO bad temper; i.e cannot shout or hit me, scold vulgar! - 0k i a fucker 4)mature yet humorous. - not abit of mature 5)decent background/past. - even 1% not decent abit 6)sing like gary - no 7)闷骚 like gary. -? 8)love me alot alot despite knowing my imperfect. - Lol? 9)care for me alot alot! - eHh? 10)accept my 'flaws' =( - err?
Cute lah, BTH sia! He thought he audition, then must sing Gary's songs leh!!!
Maybe it's all fated that I changed my link unknowingly?
Let it be a brand new start then...
To think that I opened a blog on Valentines' day.
Well, relink me!
Happy day. typed at 2:52 AM
after 2 days of skipping school, i get my butt off the bed early today.
had drawing A then PPD.
then meet up gf, slacked around Plaza Singapura then to Fish&Co. with zel's friend.
because haining planned a surprise for the birthday girl! saved on details.
went home with gf, she came over. we had extreme makeup! well, pig got tons of idea lah! and pics~
because of my pic keep kena used by unknown people, therefore i took more pic with gary's album =x
tadah!
DrawingA- Jaysea's new clothes for $2 ONLY! played around with photoshop.
anyway, happy valentines. hope all couples i saw on the road break-up the next moment, lol JK!
every year this day it's always the same =(
nevermind, i'll wait till the day i find my mr right. like how the song 分手快乐 - "其实爱对了人情人节每天都过"
last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZEL AND EVONNE!
hope i'll go school tomorrow then i'll have my haircut again~
yeah!
bye~
//
and i missed school again.
its not that i dont like school or what, i did set my alarmS but times and again i keep couldnt wake up and WORSE is i cannot hear the alarm or phone ringing.
i dont like staying at home, really. its not that i like time alone but sometimes i do wish to be alone.
i dont like using com, i find nothing to do with it.
why am i feeling terrible now?
i guess i really needa go to the pub, yeah yeah! tomorrow~
and recently i realised my temper was SOPER terrible. okay, even gf think so when i asked her. i guess lessy also think so bah? i get pekcek at the slightest thing, really...
i hope its pms. it's been long i have my pms. hahaa
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
WHY! typed at 12:17 AM
look what i found again?
can anyone tell me why? i mean even if its the album i'm holding but... can take pic of the album what, why need use my pic! =(
//
this afternoon i nearly fall in the bathroom, lucky i balance myself. i just fall inside the bathroom, look like i cant escape my suayness...
school started yesterday and i missed it for 2 days. i couldnt sleep at the night and thus woke up late, couldnt even hear my phone ring.
pig say, maybe i should quit school and start working...
im considering that.
//
look, im not going to say much either.
like i said, its your life if you think doing that make you happy then its your choice.
different people got different point of view, its just whether its acceptable by us anot.
do what you wanna do, just dont regret. whatever it is i'll still be there for you, just a call if you need a listening ear. i think i'll not give anymore advise, since its quite useless in any case.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Lucks! typed at 1:33 AM
hey yo!
just back from my relatives house. seriously i got a group of supportive yet funny relatives!
we sang, we drank, we talked, we played. well~ nice, i love going there.
and there are 5 dogs again!
pics show!
cute isnt it? its minnie aka jaysea's sister.
who said horse this year no luck? i got TONS of lucks!
played 'ban luck' and guess what? i start from $10 and end with $30! when i earn $20 i tell them, "zao liao~" and they all laughed. cause i really run away. im a good gambler.
anyway, times i do hate CNY. when relatives start asking "got boyfriend?" i feel like telling them, "i'm lesbian."
got one even more funny, ask me to get married soon. omfg, how i wish i can sia! hahaa
alright. thats all for today, shall think about what to do tomorrow.
feel like going for doctor, damn thing.
bye!
//
some couple broke up but still meet up yet have some tiffs, dont know they still love each other or not. i think the fate have not end yet...
some couple broke up, lost contact, hate each other. i think its was a wrong to even start the relationship.
its have to depend on what kind of person you are with.
and i do hope, people cherish the 'one'. never ever regret, the right person doesnt come twice in your life.
get it?
lucks to you, if you know who im referring to!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
HAPPY! typed at 1:43 AM
catch up with loves, and watch kungfu dunk! funny lah the starting cause got jacky wu!
yeah had breeks~
details i shall save it up.
anyway...
HAPPY BIRD-DAY JOANNA TOH! CLUB TILL YOU DROP LAH!
yeah, catching up with jaysea's siblings tomorrow!
tata!
//
WTF WTF!
take a look...
i cant believe that people used my pic --,
lucky i go the forum see sia! WTF WTF!
dont tell me i over reaction, but i cannot take it when people is using my pic or my name or what. its like, please loh!
guy + girl = X(babies)
girl x guys = -(negative remarks)
guy - girl = +(more girls)
X = multiply
Friday, February 08, 2008
Suayness... typed at 6:09 PM
both eyes swell like hell...
anyway changed email. think i've already added all of you guys in my list.
so yeah!
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Habi CNY. typed at 10:03 PM
let jaysea wish you guys happy CNY!
alright, had reunion dinner yesterday night at granny's place.
my uncle gave me this, i find it damn special.
and yeah, yesterday had swollen eyelid. pig say is come that one then my eye like that, hope so loh. always got irregular period, missed 1 month but best is dont come on CNY. hahaa
alright, gonna chick it out!
bye~
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Moment. typed at 3:21 AM
This moment im going mad another moment im fine again.
alright. now its CNY eve, i guess many of my friends is either going back to hometown or going to have reunion dinner.
alright, i do have! but i dont know to go my mum's side after going dad's side or dont go.
see, i dont very much believe in love or trust. hahaa!
alright...
now im thinking should i adopt a cat? i dont know jaysea mind anot, but i have seen a few cute cat and i serious love cat that are lovely...
omg, i shall go down to SPCA when im free!
meanwhile... i shall persuade jaysea =x yaya, like real she will agree with me...
alright, its 3plus AM and im here dreaming...
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Dumb. typed at 12:18 AM
(So Much For) So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done
for the dumbest, and i personally think is pretty childish person. i dont know what the fuck is the purpose for those doing.
i find it all amusing...
Monday, February 04, 2008
HOLS! typed at 12:29 PM
COOL BI LE! today is the first day of my 1 week holidays!
anyway, its wasnt that good for me. it have been like more than a week i havent see a pretty and long shit come out from my backside. everytime i shit its either very small and little like raisins or laosai...
whats wrong sia!
yawns...
tired tired...
so fast its going to be CNY! woohooo, angbao here i come!
brb~!
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did i mention i used to buy 4D on 3721? that day i didnt buy then the no. come out sia!
ytd pig strike 4D because she bought gf and mine no. for the competition.
and yesterday i overslept in the end i didnt go visit ye-ye. sigh. its like more than 1 year didnt visit him liao...
well... i think im going to repair the watch he gave me.
out of sudden...
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❥TIANNAIT says (1:51 PM): sigh2 ❥TIANNAIT says (1:51 PM): i so young... ❥TIANNAIT says (1:51 PM): still wanna kok my money ❥TIANNAIT says (1:51 PM): sigh2 cecilia says (1:52 PM): I SO OLD AND PRETTY U ALSO WANT TO KOK ME
LMAO! for your info, thats my mother...
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Short post. typed at 1:21 AM
jaydee look what jaysea did to me when i merely pluck out the dry shit from her backside.
sigh.
poor me, poor hand.
okay dad wanna use com AGAIN!
time to save up for good lappy!
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omg, damn sweet and cute! if i got this kind of boyfriend sure love him till death. SO CUTE LAH!!!
AWWWWWW~
oh yeah, gf show me a profile then i see the pic then i saw someone familiar inside. omg, the world is so small! teehehee, going to ask =x
omgomg, im a happy girl today again! HAHAHAHAA~
Friday, February 01, 2008
SIAN! typed at 9:40 PM
finally, we won the battle against theose porfessional! tmd, still wanna act good and talk those crap again. damnit
dulan with those kind of ppl, act and crap like hell!
lucky, we won.
jaydee have got a good house now. and we take care of him until whole night no sleep and go school next day.
freak, im totally like zombie now...
jaysea got new year clothes too!
oh well im a happy girl today!
hahaa, although i flunk my audition with those pathetic marks. and those judges say im very happy even i out. lol i comfort myself mah!
okay lah, happy girl go makan liao~ byeeeeee
and i have to stay up until 2plus to watch 娱乐百分百!!!
