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2008 resolution-
1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
bonus- if i can get love,
7)change heck care attitude, explain to people who misunderstood me.
8)dont be afraid of losing face.
9)be more confident!

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tomorrow it will be a brand new year.

you know, many times people just misinterpret my meaning, my mood.
like what i said or how i look, but things are more than that.


maybe i should change my this habit of heck care, perhaps in the near future when i know people misunderstood me i will explain myself in case things get worse. hahaa


yeah, i agree im very weird. many people just dont understand me, because i dont tell! hahaa but i expect one who really know me will understand what i wanna say, just like how people know what i wanna say before i speak. cool lah this kind!


and im kinda back on track with my works, im starting to do bits by bits. but when school start im still going to find someone to help me with coping the time, like the counsellor. yeah, abit shameful but no choice...



life will be better, yeah?


also, i need to change my face conscious this habit. im too bothered by of losing face *shrug* its something passed down by my parents...


and my unconfident for people, due to my parents incident. well...


i got to do these changes fast, like tomorrow? hiakhiak!



YEAH, off to my works now!!!


//


cool lah coo lah!

pig sponser red wine, and tibits.
tina coming over with leon.
granny over here.
dad next day gambling, well we can go over too.

what else can i ask for to start a brand new year like this, when all along i didnt celebrate this.


somehow, something is lacking...

yesterday night lijing came over, talked to me. and i felt like really release you know? that trapped feeling then suddenly it all dawn on me.
i know whats the real thing now.

thanks her alot and now she's in the room talking on phone.


at the same night, my granny came too! in fact later on i dunno should i go out with them anot. hehee...

and she helped with some washing clothes, so damn nice!!!

then after doing some stuffs we went 888 for supper. hahaa, think im going to slim down loh!

last night while sleeping i have had a terrible dream, making me get so angry after waking up. hahaa, but what for man its just a dream...


last but not least, i shall not do anything regret. ;)


the feeling is sooooooooo...


//


im so excited over later...


later tina and peanut might come over with jas too, then we can play poker or mahjong together with my granny and dad...


YEAH!!! its fun its fun, start a brand new year! cool lah~


but if only he's here too... i cant believe im here listening to songs using my com, and i can watch videos!


big thanks to jeff who came and helped me to solve all my com's problem.


this can make me happy enough for the time being. hahaa


brb!

//

its time to plan my 2008 resolution.

1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
bonus- if i can get love, i dont mind.
afterall i still wish i can get married by 21. hahaa
yesterday night i was wasted.

somehow yesterday make everything from the past few months come back haunting me.
i dont know its the alcohol that make my chest terrible or its something else.

but i know now im fine, its really scary when you are down and with alcohol. it make people think foolishly.


i got to accept this fact- everythings over...


but one thing i regret is, why at the starting i didnt give myself months to understand each other first then dive into the relationship. if i did that maybe that moment, those were infatuation.



what should i do now? life have been upside down. school starting, and im still adjusting. i do things not knowing what im doing...


i'll find one way to solve all these.

o baby...
关上桌面电视机
终于能关掉世界的声音
我说好吗
晚点回去
多么的不可思议
当我们眼神交际
困在这前所未有的星际
如果可以
我要拥抱你
爱情太痛楚
天亮就结束
幸福太清楚
但我握不住
不要哭
醒来还得面对着残酷
手写着礼物多少人羡慕
骄傲的宣布今晚不孤独
来跳舞跳我们的舞
tonight 我们都忘了回家的路
为你献上我最完美的一种舞
不管怎样快步来着连起来
慢点再离开
不管怎样要你记住这一晚
我为你存在
happy valentines

把爱收进心里
请小心不要破坏这记忆
带上面具
各自离去
有些话说不来就伤了你
我们都应该要懂这规矩
再见爱情再见到你

i know it should be sort of relieve to me but i still felt trapped.


i dont know, perhaps i'll escape like how i used to.


i need a drink, a night out to breathe in fresh night air.


i just hope i wont repeat what i've done during february.

//


i dont want this ending too, i just wanted to be heard, i just wanna prove there's nothing wrong between us, i just wanna solve this peacefully in the first place...


but time and again, you keep mentioning the 2 words which i least wanna hear.


and it seem like you no longer love me from your words, i got no choice but to go your way.
if thats wrong, then tell me whats the correct way?


im a human too, i'll get hurt too but what else can i do? if you dont seem the least wanna fix our relationship what else can i do to bring you back? it was 6plus am, the heavy rain outside woke me up.

i wake up finding pig to cook some food and i went into the studyroom.

everything was the same except the room was a little colder and darker.

this time gary's song fit in so nice, the whole lot of the lyrics.

雨不停落下来
花怎麽都不开
紧管我细心灌溉你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在
紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快

wanting to blog this lyrics in a new post.


suddenly i heard jaysea wailing...



there i am awoke...
then i realised all the above was just a dream except some fact still remain...




someone told me, when someone leave you its because they had already found someone better and confirm that person can be with him/her. maybe you can say its so untrue but its coming out from a guy's mouth. so how about it?



why of all time, it all happen at the same timing?

maybe she's the one for you, can share your problem, wont trouble you, you enjoy her presence, she know all about you, mature enough, not childish and its just so opposite of me.

this time round, i think i cant be blame for having this thinking.
you know you are not alone because you always have her with you.


i wanted to refuse believing all...
//


if i've know it, 10 months ago i shouldnt have tell myself "its worth a try".

and if i realise earlier that thingswasnt going smooth, i should have hop off early than dragging until now...

things get worse only and yes, those suffering shouldnt have exist.

i dont know what im thinking, shouldnt i be happy that all this while my guessing was confirm and i should be relieve? but why, there's just this sour feeling...


i know this feeling gonna end in some days, and i gonna get on with my life as usual.

both you and i can live without each other. or perhaps if only things remain like how it just started.

perhaps this is the last time im going to whine about it, i hope. the longer we drag, the more miserable i felt.

let it end soon so it wont be so pain.


yeah, i know i wasnt a good girlfriend, wasnt what you wanted.


we all should have know long ago, this relationship shouldnt even start.


i'll move on like how i was before.

and i hope you will change your point of love, its all history repeating. 我只能低着头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外
但内心还想不开
因为我明白其实你都还在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来

我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖因为你一直在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有

越是没用力越是心痛
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候 alright, sleep at 3plus wake up at 2.


yesterday chatted with honey and yeah...


guess what?
i added gary's MSN!!!

omg


omg!!!!


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


okay, i shall wait for him to online liao...



HAHAHAAA!!!


//

除非会冬眠思念才会停歇
像只蝴蝶
最怕转换季节
爱你的每一天盼你有点怀念
黑了眼圈圈不住你心愿
不能忘记又不想放弃
我爱你终究不愿失去你
静下情绪让呼吸有点秩序
说服自己尽力改变结局
在你和我之间其实只差那一点
在心和心之间的距离不会太远
在你和我之间就让点连成一线
愿你能感觉到爱你的每一天
wo...你我之间

2007 new year resolution-

1) get to 50kg
2) save up to 1k
3) no more slacking
4) pray/hope/force or by all means i want to have a boyfriend~!!!
5) i want no F9 in my progress card


lets see what i've got...
done-
(2)
(4)
(5)

undone-
(1)
perhaps (3) too =x



well, for 2008...

im thinking so hard now. what i need to complete? hahaa 18 years old, second year of lasalle... what can i hope for?

im quite hopeless for 2008 sia.



sigh.



im so freaking pekcek now, sometimes i just hate human.

BAHS! catched warlords with my both parents, long time since we stepped into the cinema together.

movie end at 12plus and here i am.


and i cant wait for jan2008!
because...
SUPER SUNSHINE! coming soon!!!



you know how i hope that you were still the sweet when i first know you. who am i to you? additional or priority? 2008 coming soon, im going to chop my hair soon, school starting soon, chinese new year coming soon, 1 year anniversary coming soon...


2007 have been quite a bad year for me, perhaps.


yet i learned quite some stuffs in this year.
sour, bitter, sweet, salty.



this year new year as usual, this year valentines as usual, this year birthday had bbq, this year x'mas no spraying, and this year going to end in 4 days time.


i hope 2008 will be a better year, within these few days i'll try to think of my 2008 resolution.


sometimes, how i hope things remain the same as how it started.



where's my honey? [CLICK]
look at the video! see the part where the animal skin off alive and going to die yet still alive but look so painful.


off to hell, those bastards. im so in a dilemma...


does anyone know what i want? does anyone know what m thinking? does anyone really understand me?


what should i do?


my presence felt so useless...

how many of you hated me? wanna left me? i dont know...


i know, how you wanna people to treat you first of all must see how you treat people. but what have i gotten?


yeah, joyful days... today went for xmas present buying session, total cost me $100! OMG, lucky my dad mood was good, give me enough money.

in return i bought him the perfume and he quite like it.

today pig was broke as in totally broke, so i paid for her lunch today :D
and during dinner timei told pig quite alot of stuffs. hahaa!


well, tomorrow will be my clothes buying session liao. hehee
and i hope there wont be a crowd, i hate many people pushing here and there. sucksss


okay, gonna edit pics again!


BYE!!!

//

ever realise?



he love to point at people, ME TOO!!! yeah, check out my new blogskin!


i spent like 2-3 hours to modify it. HAHAHAA!!!


so in love with it now~

okay, gonna do things now.


brb!

//


godness of beauty says (11:52 AM):
y no go sleep
❥TIANTIAN says (11:53 AM):
wake up liao why still go sleep
❥TIANTIAN says (11:53 AM):
and that stupid dog now sleeping
godness of beauty says (11:54 AM):
hahah
godness of beauty says (11:54 AM):
then u go and bite her and kiss her like wat she do to us lor
godness of beauty says (11:54 AM):
make her wake up, lol
godness of beauty says (11:54 AM):
later wear nice nice hah
godness of beauty says (11:54 AM):
don look like auntie hor


nowadays my mother keep ask me not to dress aunty-ly when im going out. LOL back home.

had dinner at holiday inn, my granduncle's 60th birthday. granny say she wanna celebrate 70th's birthday also! hahaa


today was pretty okay, heard quite alot of news.


and yeah, i decided to buy myself a laptop.
since next year my income will be more and im going to spend less too.

my com already started to show 往生 sydrome.


tomorrow will be present buying day at plaza singapura.


gonna deal with things first, brb!


//



things im going to do soon...
complete my works!!!
1) buy xmas present
2) chop off my hair
3) buy the lappy(hope so)


going to doctor soon, im feeling sick for these few days. sigh...
心病 HAHAA!

LOL..Today is the day i waited super long 4 my Lim's family outing.. =) 1st meet up wif Hwee Sian, her sis & Tian Tian..Gees..found out tat we missed e 12.05pm de show..So we watch 1.55pm de..Bought e tix then went 2 had our lunch..LOL..After lunch, went 2 arcade play Basketball.. LOL..Hwee sian is e top scorer..After tat, walk ard, decided 2 play a dunno wat game..LOL..And tis girl gotten e jackpot! she super luckily lo..LOL..Wif the tickets won, we exchange our 1st friendship remembrance.. A rubber.. =) Since Hwee Sian got so many tickets, she helped Meng Xiu 2 get 1 of e rubber too.. =)

After tat, we went 2 watch Alvin & the Chipmunks..Cute! =) After e show, we went 2 meet up wif Meng xiu, then went 2 Civil StarBuck..

We chatted abt lots of pri sch stuffs..Had a great laugh..LOL..After tat, we went 2 CWP 2 take pics.. =)

After tat, we went 2 take neoprints..LOL..( sorry, i dun have a scanner cant upload here e neoprints..) HAHA..After taking neoprints, we went 2 a shop & bought our friendship ring! =)

After tat, went 2 had our dinner at Civil Mac.. =)

Sit dere, chat awhile..Went back CWP..They acc me ard 2 buy plain necklace 2 chain up my friendship ring, cause they all already gotten a plain necklace at hm le..After tat, we went 2 take pics at the Christmas Tree at lvl 1..

Then, went 2 develop those pic..After tat, went 2 Mini Toon, bought a photo album.. =) At ard 9.55pm, we said we wanted 2 go off bt end up still chatted until 10pm..Like dun wan 2 spilt up.. Hwee Sian & Tian Tian keep singing a song "yi ran shi peng you" e 1st sentence 2 Mengxiu..I at dere laugh till like dunno wat..LOL..Then as promise, i uploaded tat song in my blog.. =) B4 we split our way, we planned e next trip which is a day b4 e Valentine day 4 a Gift exchange & then we 4 hugged tgt then went hm.. =)

> 11 years of friendship..Though we didnt meet out tat often..bt today, we are still as close as we are in e olden days..Today was great..I enjoy alot today..Thanks guys, u all make my day.. =) Jokes, laughters & fun was wif us e whole of today.. =) i'm praying tat 2008 Valentine day 2 approach faster..Then we can all go out again! =) oh ya, guys, dun forget 2 wear e necklace on tat day when we met! =)

--> Ok..Shall go slp le..Tml have 2 work..LOL..I'm super happy today.. =) It's always great 2 meet up wif old friends.. =)

KOP-ED from noisy fly aka lim lijing.


lmao, tomorrow i got work also hor! mai siao siao~

Meet TianTian, Lijing and MengXiu today.
FINALLY after 5 years~
Watched Alvin and Chipmunk..

They are so darn cute!!

Anyway.. we went gaming for a while~
That so called pro Lijing claim tt she can play tt basketball machine very well, So TT and i decide to play wif her.

And end up.. A beginner like me score 36 while a pro lk her score 12!!.. hahaahs.

And ya.. we go ard searching for game which cost onli 90 cents cos tt bb game cost $1.10 but end up.. there is NONE!!..

Well, so we decide to play a very idiot game.
And noe wat.. I get the jackpot and get 100 tickets! hahas..

I only get to redemn these.. With more ticket left in the card!!.. Shall change another time!

Z HL Milk

And we went starbuck~~

Have a nice time chatting!!!..

v.Childish us

We chatted till evening and decide to have our dinner @ mac.

Kiasu Lijing and Kiasu Tiantian. SO many packets of chilli ketcup and tissue.

We decided to buy a ring each. HAHAS.

From the shop i broke their ring!.. hahas..

Friends Forever!!

The pri sch frenz!!

Anyway.. It is a fun day!!

Tot tt it will be weird since we haven been seeing each other for sometime.
But everything turns out fine and instead, SUPER GOOD.

Toking abt crap and wateva stuff.
Who the hell in the world will believe we nv being meeting for about 5 years?.. hahas..

Shall meet them soon on 情人节的前一天他离开你身边~~
I noe u gurls will get wat i mean.

SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!..

KOP-ed from hweesian.







im so good at kop-ing!!! just reach home...


damn happy today.

firstly i met up with my 4 beloved.

then we meet at 12 until 10pm. wtf! and we bought rings --,

and yeah, many things... and im brokeee. today i spend more than yesterday...

and i buy a photoframe and printed out my caoaiai's pic. omg, im damn gay now!!!


gonna find a place to display. for details i shall kop from the noisy fly's blog. BAHAHAHAA!


and i love alvin, damn cute!!!

dont know who alvin? then you are noob!!! hahaa


gonna enjoy the pics now.

bye~~~~


see you guys 情人节的前一天他离开你身边, you all know what i mean. yeah back!


went ps today with love2, bought quite alot of stuffs.

presents for the kids, and some naughty stuffs. LOL!!!


yeah, went out with $35 come back with $5, and im so pathetic poor now... freak~~~

and that pervertic pull my b.s in the mrt with that piak sound, stupid nnp. LOL my tummyache lah, too much laughing...


tomorrow another outing, hope i spend lesser...



cool, gonna admire those prezzie. TO: 我的甜蜜蜜

o baby...
关上桌面电视机
终于能关掉世界的声音
我说好吗
晚点回去
多么的不可思议
当我们眼神交际
困在这前所未有的星际
如果可以
我要拥抱你
爱情太痛楚
天亮就结束
幸福太清楚
但我握不住
不要哭
醒来还得面对着残酷
手写着礼物多少人羡慕
骄傲的宣布今晚不孤独
来跳舞跳我们的舞
tonight 我们都忘了回家的路
为你献上我最完美的一种舞
不管怎样快步来着连起来
慢点再离开
不管怎样要你记住这一晚
我为你存在
happy valentines

把爱收进心里
请小心不要破坏这记忆
带上面具
各自离去
有些话说不来就伤了你
我们都应该要懂这规矩
再见爱情再见到你


From: Superman/Superwoman. out of sudden while im singing gary's song in her room...

pig: you never switch on your ringtone meh?
me: got ar, why?
pig: why no ring? nobody want to find you huh?
me: yeah loh...


dont know why i got this kind of mother, always pouring cold water upon me.



无奈 *shrug shoulder*

hahaa, 笑我笨 ;)
一点半的我默默在等只等待一个人
路边没有人路边没有灯我好冷
他们都说我该回家了叫我别天真
他们都在背后笑我对爱没天份 oh
每个人都在笑我说我不知所措
每个人都说我们不会有结果
不会不能不该有结果
不会不能不该有结果
三点半啦你终於到了到你家门口
我看见你和那男孩手牵手
我的要求也不算太多只要你守承诺
为何欺骗我为何折磨我好难过
一个人一个人无聊地在等
总以为就快有奇迹的发生
才察觉自己是那麽地那麽地笨

Temperament
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests
Balanced
You are methodical, orderly and precise. You enjoy life most when it's uncluttered, predictable and certain. You have a noticeable propensity for detail and even the tiniest bit of disruption throws off your well maintained balance. In a world that can leave you feeling out of control and chaotic, you are a constant for yourself and for others. When all else seems to be changing, you tend to remain the same.

Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

Passion
Traditional
Your notions about romance are viewed as unrealistic by many, but don't let that stop you. When you think of romance, you think of huge gestures of commitment, sacrifice and love like we see in the movies. Flowers, chocolate, and wine are just some of the ways to your heart. You want to feel loved and treasured by your partner and you expect to be courted, admired and hotly pursued. You long for old fashioned dating. 女人最怕男人是一堆沙猪
男人最怕女人脑袋像浆糊
女人通常都是感情的动物
男人大半都是生活的侏儒
女人可以爱到义无反顾男人只能爱到相当程度
女人失恋容易另寻出路男人失恋可就万劫不复

男女之间永远说不清楚互相厌恶又互相追逐
彼此可以找出千万个错误却是五十步笑百步

女人对爱要求需索无度男人总是显得马马虎虎
女人好不容易决定开始男人却好像刚要结束

女人的泪可以融化冰雪
男人的哭却是山崩地裂
女人的坚强是金石不如
男人的温柔是沧海一粟
女人的胸前是男人的家
男人的肩膀是女人的床
女人希望男人像一棵大树
男人渴望的是精神支柱

男女之间永远说不清楚互相厌恶又互相追逐
彼此可以找出千万个错误却是五十步笑百步

女人说谎保证是天衣无缝
男人说谎终究是百密一疏
女人懂得演戏是一种天赋
男人永远败在经验不足
woo......
女人认为爱情是一种付出
男人总是把它当作一种征服
女人好不容易决定开始
男人却好像刚要结束 reached home i chiong toilet liao.

then come to use computer, then chiong again...

no wonder in the morning my tummy ache so much, aka i laosai-ed.


today will be a break for me, then i'll try to keep myself busy.



brb,


sorted out. HAHAA yeah baby~

i told myself this: my first boyfriend will be also my last. i thought it was pretty easy for me to manage a relationship but in fact its hard for everyone. especially my stubborn character.

during tough time, i know i ought to be more understanding... however,when i wanna try to be more understanding some unknown stuffs happen- like something i see liao will dulan or some words heard.


well... lets leave it all to fate. i'll try to be a good girlfriend for the time being. i'll understand your feeling, you will understand my feeling. love is not one-side but both side mah... right right? hahaa




anyway, have anyone saw the advertisement - love box? the beautiful, pretty box with condom inside?

OMG I LOVE THOSE BOXES LOH!!!!!
any kind-hearted wanna buy liao then give me the BOX only??? condom you can use it yourself. LOL
*hinthint*






p/s: i think i've got a guardian angel ;)

Find your own pose!

我试着听见 试着看见
所谓的永远 永远
好象还差一点 一点
无法听见 无法看见
永远 永远
就让我说爱你
一百遍不够 还不够
让一切再从头
你放手 全放手
我不想要的自由
发现原来我也有脆弱的时候
发现原来你加我等于什么都没有
发现不知到底还要走多久
多久 多久
反正只是没爱过
试着听见 试着看见
你放了手 放了手 i believe things u cook with ur love is nice.
from yesterday night until today, of course nice lah!

the soup i cook is soper nice! and the rice not bad only a little chaotah cause i warm it too long.

later going bb's house bringing it there, hope he find it nice.

felt sorry about yesterday after thinking much. hope everything will go fine after all these period.







:) met up dad at outram park then off to doctor.
that freaking stuck up doctor said these after my dad asked him the same question twice : "im very busy, stop asking me the same question." dulan right?


then had our lunch at nearby coffeeshop.

then back to cwp.

dad bought the strip shirt from gio plus a grey jeans, SHUAI!!! i also wanna buy leh :(

and treat us to delifrance for dinner, and dad gave me $45 voucher for delifrance!!!

then i went to cold storage to buy ingredient for cooking soup, now my whole house smell yummy!!!


hope tomorrow the soup taste yummy then i got the face to bring to bb :)


thats all.
mood wasnt that good now leh... met up with tina and her peanut.

well, my side were okay nothing unexpected happen.

life wasnt good these few days.

gonna rest well now, feet swell like pig leg. hahaa!

lucky tomorrow im going for doctor.


i feel like not teaching tuition anymore...


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is it true that regarding godness/god/buddha stuffs you cant just deal with it anyhow? things wasnt that good these few days, lets hope things will be fine.

mood wasnt good also, all we can do is pray and go on.

sigh.

hope will sunshine after rain. today suppose to go for the baby's full month, but both bb and i overslept. expected hehee...


and happy birthday to emilia and advance birthday to jas!

brb!