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1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
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9)be more confident!

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yeah i believe many know i love mint things alot, or anything that consist of mint.
be it sweets, candies, icecream, chocolate or perhaps... even condom. LOL remember a few years back while shopping i saw this chocolate mint condom and its have been the topic between me and a friend for a few months. lol, so creative!

so this morning while im shampooing my hair with this mint shampoo i was soo wanted to get a mint shower gel and conditioner, sooo...



yeah and a purple dove shower foam!


so happy lah, this mint shower gel is a morning wake up call, it stated there.

and yeah my mother is sooooo good, she bring me to jack's place for dinner. and bought all those stuffs back. i love payday!

but i haven see doctor yet, sigh... tomorrow going already, pain one loh...



okay i gonna check out stuffs already =D

歌曲：背叛
歌手：曹格 专辑：superman

曲:曹格
词:阿丹 邬裕康
编曲:涂惠源

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

nah, not because of lyrics then i like but the whole song. ahahaa



yeah i skipped school again, this time not i want one really! my eyelid swell up liao then ya laosai until tummy very pain. dont know what freaking wrong with me, so later on im going to see a doctor.

i very know i can take care of myself.



yesterday night around 11plus back home. well, suppose that today should be lots of activity but everything is messed up.

no go school, no go aunt house, no go pub.


SUCKS.


im feeling like PMS now, BYE!


and i just realised i got so many blog account, livejournal, xanga and blogger. lol 1 life yet so many account, got so many things to write meh... hahaa
so adorable ^^

XXX


so 'CUTE'

today's 2D lesson =D

曹格's 背叛 IS SOPER NICE!


alright, im so tired now.

feel like laosai-ing but im going down to meet jas they all.


tomorrow im going school, yes im going!


hope my eyes get better =(


bye! yeah pon drawing B today, sian...


my eye swell again, this one not so big but pain. i swear i'll never watch porn. LOL jk, i didnt watch any nah~

kinda suay recently.

that day i was late for school while chionging suddenly a tree branch fall infront of me sia, lucky i slow abit if not is i kena. chua sai~

hmmm...

tuesday i went to school after deciding, then same cock up timing again. ah then meet up jas they all then walk around and back home, tina stay over. next day go out together.


yesterday went to watch secret and 881 with b.b. both touching both nice. nothing bad to comment also =D


yeah... think thats all. im just too bored =(


if my eye not recovering, i dont know tomorrow how to go out liao...


SUAY KA LAOSAI!


byebye ^^ yeah pon school, seriously cannot take it. im dead tired.

yesterday the 2 of them came then we talk until 4 or 5am then wanna jitao go school then say sleep for awhile then i sleep long while.

wake up jas say i know you wont sleep for awhile one loh...


jialat, so pon loh since i hate 3D also. but lasalle's class is once you pon hard to catch back. haiya...



anyway talk about yesterday, its kinda interesting too.
thats it.


im very tired now.


sigh, im still deciding wanna go anot leh... still got 2 and a half hour...
=s

why majiam secondary school like that sia, everytime pon then sit infront of computer thinking want go anot ar. thats funny, and often its because of skipping art class then im here thinking later still wanna go anot ar? sigh, the past make the present, the present make the future...


omg!

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line
It's time to stop dreaming about change in your life -- and start making it happen!

In Detail
It is time for you to stop dreaming about making a change in your life -- and just make it! The hardest part is taking that first step -- actually walking through the front door of that gym, sending out your resume to that recruiter, or asking that person out for coffee for the first time. The wonderful news is, you already have all the strength you need to do whatever you want -- you just have to dig down and find it. Trust in yourself, and you will always succeed!

yeah... thats about it.

maybe a little nap make everything better :) YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i finally finish my 10 designers and architects shitty. thanks to my b.b for the architects and i think tomorrow lecturer sure see the different between the 2.

my designers all those LIKE SAI LAH!

nb, damn cock up and im so pissed.



yeah tomorrow meeting jas for candies session as well as i need to buy my thumbdrive and she buying her clothes.

seriously i kinda hate home now, always giving me shitty problem.


HULLO, WHO'S HOUSE OPENING CHALET INVITE ME LEH!!! if possible i wanna stay away from home for about... 1 week!



and now im going to pompom, havent bath nor take off those makeup. ahhh disgusting!


yawns...

my 10 sketchs...


SIGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~


c'mon go go go! move on move on!






becauseofthepastyouhavepresent, becauseofthepresentthenyouwillhavethefuture.

:)

Encouragement&Understanding=Motivation





i dont know why, somehow i felt so different. as in changing.
things i used to be so anti in the past now i seem to accept, perhaps thats what the song mean "everybody's changing"


i dont know how to describe the feeling im having now.


its just seem like everything's wrong, very wrong...


i just need something, but i dont know what i want.

//





yeah, jas and tina coming :D


FUN TIME!!! yeah its 5:08pm now, why am i online-ing now ar?


BECAUSE OUR PHOTOGRAPHY LESSON LASTED FOR LESS THAN 2 HOURS! cool man, we should be staying till 6pm but our group havent decided on much so all of us go home and do our own task.


yeah, though morning was quite disappointed. but somehow today i realised quite alots of things.


had lecture then have our break, had takeaway burgerking~
then went back grass patch drew my 8 blind-sketch then to mango ice =D after that both emilia and mine mouth stink with durian smell~

i secretly burp during photography lesson but no one seem to find out~ LOL


yeah then thats it nah.


oh saw wesley outside the toilet then he asked me one question, lol really make me think of secondary life sia... was just thinking back about secondary school life at grass patch there then suddenly, yeah...


i think i found my motivation to school, but thats not going to last the 3 years. nevermind when the time up just find another motivation ^^


okay now waiting for emilia to online for the designer links, then im going to finish my un-done work.


im so sian-ed =(



yeah, the pretty baby~



yeah everyone speak english while i speak singlish, no wonder i often cant get into a conversation well with english speaking people.
SPEAK TO ME IN CHINESE PLEASEEEEEEE, IM FREAKING FRIENDLY ONE LOH!





siao liao, madness again.

AH BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! immmmmmmmm sooooooo booooooooored now!


here doing nothing, seriously i got nothing interested to do.


bath jaysea, ate my foods and now slacking in the room like zombie.


suppose to look up on 10 designers or whatever sai lah, but no mooooodd!!!!!



nehneh pok, im freaking bored.








jas where are you?!
im missing my candies session with you~





sai lah~ alright, suppose to take a short nap but somehow i really need to pee and as usual whenever i wanna pee i get up then i cant sleep again.


so after blogging i will try to complete all my works then next week i will be more relax than anyone.



tomorrow will be my giambui day again! shit lah i had been more and more fatty bombom, jialat...



and yeah, im quited contented with life :D


i love school!!!


YES I LOVE SCHOOL!!!


hahaa, good news =x


okay bye, bye, bye, bye!


oh man, i forgotten about the 'tuition' today. suppose to have a tuition to there but i went late and no works for the kids to do so i was thinking cham liao mati, si liao. then went there then realised its suppose to be next week --, what the hell...

then meet up jas for usual stuff. hahaa

i must get prepared for the first tuition, im so happy to be able to bully kids! LOL JK~ yeah had been going to school recently thats why...


and today no school! and im suppose to check up on those info school asked to do but im here blogging and blog hopping =x


and school wasnt that bad except a little boring but i got nice classmates. emilia was just like euodia, when i see her i see euodia. lol nice~


and yeah 1 more year to get together, so i gotta know them more.


ah... seriously i need to start my research.

byeeeeeeee~


come come spot the error~

superman
曲：曹格
词：阿丹
编曲：涂惠源
music
舞池里的大眼睛
眨不停
灯光随人影摇曳
今天晚上的心情
很微醺
就让我们跳不停
我的爱
这么多
come on
你身上的味道
让我神魂颠倒
你嘴(唇)边的微笑
让我不想睡觉
跳一跳 扭一扭
转个圈 看着我
我就是你的superman
你性感 跟美妙
我全都 感受到
让我的心跳
快跳出来了
就是现在牵我手
然后跟我走
不要管别人是否看到
你的香水很特别
香恬恬
控制了我的呼吸
我的呼吸有点急
喘吁吁
只听见心跳声音
你是溜溜的云哟
包围缠绕我的心
我就是要世界看到

im here for a quick update in case i forgot~

today school was pretty fine, finally got people want my number and i made new friends, i know many of my classmates. and i know my classmates smoke :(

first i had breakfast myself at tekka mall's foodcourt. then 2 hours break went to have a drink only with my classmates :D

meet up with jimmy for the paint then i realised its acrylic so mean i have to buy the other type of paint again. still havent pay him sia =S

my class indeed got many pretty girls, so happy sia =X


went NMS for our photography lesson then chiong mrt to bugis find gp.

bought things, sibei broke cause tomorrow i still have to buy. jialat jialat...


and i cant believe i actually queue up with gp for the stupid donut. OMFG!

okay she's now behind talking to herself, ah gonna finish up the donut then go meet jas then go for movie already.


BYEBYE! 歌曲：小甜甜
歌手：l.a四贱客 专辑：我很贱,但是我要你幸

有个女孩她叫做甜甜从小就一人住在孤儿院她从不知道自己父母是谁有多少兄弟姊妹
虽然孤儿院有很多小朋友却不想跟他们打成一片孤单的她常望着明月哼流下孤独的泪
甜甜从来无法体会有个家的感觉却又羡慕看到别人全家可以一起过年
当别人问到她的身世和背景的时候她只能说她不知道只知道她叫甜甜只知道她叫甜甜
只知道她叫甜甜长大的甜甜慢慢地忘记已过去的伤悲小学慢慢念到亭亭玉立的十六岁
不知道是从小失去父母的关系她常常渴望有一份浪漫的爱情
终于交到了男朋友是学校班上的同班同学彼此不顾一切坠入了爱河被爱情麻醉
在没有预备的情况下生下了一个女孩他们为做个纪念女孩取名也叫做甜甜
女孩取名也叫做甜甜女孩取名也叫做甜甜
love is all i want-ed all i nee-ed
but tear is all i see-ed all i feel-ed all i have-ed
how can i extendmy arm fly to the sky and reach for love
the only happiness and tenderness appears in my dream

功课和抚养小孩的压力让甜甜觉得越来越累
没有父母亲戚的汁持他们怎么可能会有金钱现实使他们伟大的爱情慢慢的幻灭幻灭
压力使他们伟大的梦想一刻刻瓦解瓦解直到一天甜甜的男朋友不顾一切无情的离开
抛弃无助的甜甜和天真无辜的小孩没办法甜甜只好将孩子偷偷丢回孤儿院
从此这个小孩也只知道她叫甜甜只知道她叫甜甜

//


have been reading people's archives and mine.

sort of missing the past, those people who bypass my life, those being there for me whenever im depressed, those who cheer me up, those who accompany me for movie or for any outing.

i realised my life have been great, i got lots of people who dote on me.
yet i gave them up, i start to get stuck-up and being aloof.

and it suddenly make me remember in the past how much i love li sheng jie's songs
WTF WTF WTF! but the ni men yao kuai le really is part of my memories. hahaa


but big thanks to those who still stay by my side nah, you know who you are and i know you guys will be reading. THANKS! :)



yeah, i have been blogging so much recently.

no choice too bored, think i shall sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow.

tomorrow will be a better day. im so bothered by tomorrow class, 2 hours of break how to survive? i hope tomorrow there will be some kind souls asking me along for break. hahaa or should i pack lunch then sit at grass patch and eat while reading my book?


anyway have to congrats euodia, finally everything changed for the better and i hope good things last.


now outside raining i can't seem to get out, nevermind tomorrow after school i still can go~


why this month things isnt right for me ar?
why ar?
why ar?
why ar?

anyway... nice song to intro again. hahaa

heard it while watching tv with jas yesterday and both of us like it.

歌曲：街角的祝福
歌手：戴佩妮 专辑：爱过

词:戴佩妮曲:戴佩妮

多少个秋多少个冬
我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题
就无心自扰
也曾想过
若真遇见我们应该如何是好
我想我还是会站在某一个街角
不让你看到
只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要
我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好
我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想问若不想被通知到
就把祝福留在街角

okay, shall update later. recently i seem to be complaining alot =x

im sucha scary cat~ meow~ lol

think about this...

changes in life are inevitable, so instead of whining aboutwhy they have to happen, why not embrace them? you never know- the next unexpected circumstance that occurs in your life might just be a blessing in disguise!

quote from teens back home now.

went to chill at vista with jas, hahaa she's always there for me when im down. thanks gf, no wonder i always reserve and give you my best burp.
the previous time was you now also you. tsktsk, THANKS AR next time burp liao sure store until in front of your face then burp out.

thanks for the spray too, but i didnt spray while walking until whole bottle finish. LOL


yeah i decided to take the k2 and primary school kids from jas, next saturday! hahaa at least keep myself busy. just that time i said people's life always got control by others now im going to let my life controlled too.

yeah life being controlled.

how often we know certain things are bad for us yet we are still doing it.
e.g. :
we know drinking isnt good for health, yet people still drink.
we know smoking kills, yet people still smoke.
we know stealing isnt right, yet people steal. no matter stealing of money or stealing people's bf/gf.
we know pre-marital sex isnt right, yet there are still people doing.

lol those above were what i and jas were talking about.

times and again we know things isnt right to do yet people prone to do it. what do they get in the end?


sigh...



yeah, gonna sleep in awhile. tomorrow going to be a busy day for me :)



// I AM SO BORED UNTIL I FEEL LIKE KILLING EVERYONE WHO'S BUSY!


fucked up man, why cant i just find anything to do? suppose to read up some books but i cant read at this moment, suppose to do some wavehoop but im lazy to move.


okay i shall stop finding excuses. im just plain lazy-


i need some motivate, yes yes! must find something to motivate me to schooling, to execise, to read, to be hardworking, to save, to be more friendly...


can you imagine? until now i havent really got any of my new classmates numbers. i guess im really too aloof until they dont wanna make friend with me. why they cant see im a friendly ass? i can joke to mah, i can talk alot too.


whatever shit it is, i will try to initiate a talk to any of them. if not this year i cannot make it liao... lol





FASTER TOMORROW! MY GOD!!!



superman



i dont know what the fuck im doing today, i keep typo, i keep talk cock-ing, i keep thinking, i keep doing nonsense stuffs. what the hell lah, cannot tahan myself.

sigh~


i dont know what i done to deserve this. i dont know why i got this kind of mother. times and times, again and again.


im going out to chill myself.


BYE!

AND FUCK ALL OF YOU! yesterday went pubbing with b.b, its seem so long he last went to pub.

see quite alot of stars at thr pub, hahaa~ god-father.

was kinda tired then sleeping on the bus. finally find the nightrider. reached home then moodless.


seriously its hard to trust anyone, its wise to keep your things secretive. disappointed, really. and now, im very pissed off too. always make until my life upside down, i have to think of ways myself. fuck.


before that went to aunt house for data entry again.
then had light dinner there.


and yeah b.b just went home. LOL ordered $8's dumpling. DUMBO SIA! LOL


tomorrow is tiantian giam bui day!!!
yeah~


ah, monday got school again. somemore 3 hours break.



my eyelid keep twitching sia, wtf.

feel like sharing my safebox with dad, and yes sunday going to fix deposit all my saving so none can touch it. and im going to find a safe place too.

really make me no way to go...

日防夜防家贼难防 and its really 姜是老的辣, give me a few more years i will reach her level.


no wonder dad always keep his things secretive. now i know why...


okay bye.



like to pose for camera one.

bengster

MY QING AI DE CAO GE GE! HAHAHAA this pic is the best, bester, bestest! im so bored now and jas's msn is like monster, i feel like killing her now. so pekcek to chat with her.


anyway, tomorrow is free from school! and yeah im going to buy my stuffs, best is can buy the S&K couple tees and the simpson tees~ ahahaa but im quite broke now, hope to pick up another wallet =x



awww hope tomorrow outing will not be cancel and that SOMEONE will not reach later than 11plus. HAHAHAA!


okay time to go wave my hoop hoop~ then off to bed. dont blame me ah jas!


and gp go for temper control lesson. hahahaa!


awww friday got school =(


SIGH SIGH SIGH!



byebye! the more i think, the more i think im soper suay...

monday start school i go home i get sick, tuesday go school i late plus laosai, wednesday should go school but period of the month. WTF LAH!!!


nevermind, i shall take it as my retribution for doing something so evil on the previous friday. sigh, humans really cannot do anything bad sia. retribution come so fast!



anyway, yeah my class really got alots chiobus. guys i think less than 5. then got 1 girl whom i saw during my 2nd interview is in the same class as me! AHHH, shit i sound so lesbian. but i just feel like making friend with her hmmm just dont know why.



and... okay really alots of woodgrover over there, even teacher too. i saw mr neo there too. and the way he walk really very gay =S



AH, seriously i need to take a rest now. have been worrying the whole morning. time to chitchatchitchat with friends~ hahaa

BYE!


'N Sync - Bananas In Pajamas Lyrics

bananas in pajamas are coming down the stairs
bananas in pajamas are coming down in pairs
bananas in pajamas are chasing teddy bears
cause on tuesdays they try to catch their man-o-wears

zuchinis in bikinis are coming down the stairs
zuchinis in bikinis are coming down in pairs
zuchinis in bikinis are chasing teddy bears
cause on tuesdays they all try to catch their man-o-wears



LOLOLOL~


my eyelid keep twitching. dont know what will happen next~










okay saw this from euodia's display pics. i wanna eat lah, she tell em got mint flavour then very the nice lah. jidangao, anyone know where to get it?! she told me novena square or what eh but thats the exhibition. SIGH!


look so nice right? im hungry baby...... gonna find food.

bye~ 13 aug went for my orientation. things was pretty bad for me lah, was all alone then still got freetime --, lucky got 2 girls approached me. oh yeah saw jimmy there too, lol. then later now around 3 plus then saw eekoon they all.


sibei jialat. because i fall sick right after the orientation. vomited and sleep right after i reached home till 11plus then wake up.


yesterday went to school for 2 hours only loh, waste my cab fare cause i woke up late then ah chiong to school~ lucky jaysea wake me up sia. my good baby. lol

went to boy's house after that.

today suppose to go school again, but right now im at home.

fucking period of the month. barely start school for a week and now absent. called the school but no one answer the stupid phone. jialat liao loh...

yeah tomorrow no school so i have to shop for things i need.

and yeah i wasted 20plus dollar on cab, fuck...



sibei pekcek now. AH!






act fierce only...



grow bigger and bigger!



okay lah, bye! how to break the cycle?

throw a hamster in then it will run and run and run and run and run and run and run until tired it stop running then the cycle stop too.

great idea, im so creative!


monday orientation then i wonder when will school start. now i really do hope school start. its because i got too much time on hand and doing nothing thats why my mind run wild, i keep pester people and irritate them.



i think its time to stop all my nonsense.

because of my boredom my blog also been destroyed by me with my craps.


yeah, now i really feel like going for a run. maybe if i can wake up tomorrow morning i will bring jaysea got morning run then bathe her.

i wanna make my life better too, a lively one rather than what's happening to me now. gloomy and okay, kiampa =S




seriously im very giddy now, think its time for me to sleep.
shall go sleep now.


oh nonono, must go wavehoop first before sleep. my S&S plan yeah, dont forget =D


bye, my loves~ ^^ (edited)

just came back from cwp to change the thai buck. tmd, less $10.

bought ahgao's food also. SOPER EXPENSIVE, 1 can $4.20 sia. act rich loh, never check pricetag.


pig keep pester me to bring her go pub, tsktsk... wanna xian those laoahpek, must be lah... LOL



yesterday's pic -


the 3 siao ginnas.

foot licking good.

madness cause we lost our way...







today-

tadah! my sea monkey!!! growing bigger and bigger sia. soooooo cute, look delicious~







im feeling emotional now. so... its wise to stop here than me ranting again and again then feeling regret after that.

how i wish today is friday, then...


ah fuck it.
bye!


//


its soper obvious my blogskin had changed, thanks to boredom. and now im soper pekcek though its completed. i check on my title then it return to the dashboard 3 times and not saving a single shit.


lucky i got too much time on hand.


yeah yeah, for the time being till i find better =D okay today to aunt house, omfg i dont know how many times i have repeated this.


ah then get my bum off her place at 9pm. reached raffles as usual that late queen is late for half an hour, okay at least better than previous time.


before i went into the pub i keep having this bad feeling, true indeed.


sit at the most unwanted place, once settled down a bunch of old man came and disturb us(all blame you lah jasmine, always attract laotiko) lol. nevermind its not the end yet!

i think we left 3/4 of the bottle. and now we dont know when can we settle the rest --,

and 12pieces of nuggets cost $10. freaking kill us please.


walk off at 4plus am then walk FOR 2 HOURS, MIND YOU just for the silly nightrider we got lost. from raffles to chinatown(area) then to tanjong pagar mrt then back to raffles again.


okay fine, decided to take cab THEN THIS MOMENT I FEEL AS IF GOD HAVE REBORN ME!


HAHAHAA SOMETHING HAPPY HAPPEN TO BOTH JASMINE AND I, SHALL NOT WRITE MUCH DETAILS HERE BUT IF INTERESTED I MIGHT TELL YOU PERSONALLY.

IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!


we had our money backkkkkkkkkkkk~



and yes saw 2 __, so ahboy be prepared. tmd jas even pinched me for 1 she saw. alamak~



okay im so happy and i cant fall asleep.



well... later going cwp =D





//


maybe im too sensitive so when a little changes around me will get me paranoid thinking this and that. maybe im used to everything the changes so when there's changed i get worried.

yeah...

whatever it is...
im still very happy!!! hahahaa~

awww i wanna catch a movie!!! =(







how i wish everything goes fine for me.
say{4 5683 968} okay, before i go my aunt house i have to blog first. in case i dont have the time to blog later on...



alright, seriously i do have nothing much to blog nah.


feeling pretty depressed recently, ah must be PMS. ya loh ya loh, somemore recently i have been eating alot.






somehow i keep have this odd feeling, something's wrong...
or am i just too paranoid?



tell me everything's fine...


yeah, tell me...


sigh...









okay another nice song to recommand, since jeff say i keep post sad songs now i post something more positive. lol

歌曲：我还能爱谁
歌手：许志安 专辑：我还能爱谁

中文词:林夕

睡梦中的人
不了解我的累
我也不原谅你的美
它让我体会
这个世界真的有
十全十美
却无所谓后悔
会妥协的人
不明白我自卑
就像我不容许我气馁
我真的以为
要感动最完美的玫瑰
如果要奉献我眼泪
除了你谁都不能给

见过你的美
我还能爱谁
我一路的追
意冷却不心灰
我的世界
走不出你背影的范围

没有你
会面目全非
我还能爱谁
放弃其它玫瑰
这是一种愚蠢的智慧
困在只有你的堡垒
享受讨好你的滋味




okay, bye.


//


yesterday night...


its about jaysea's pose. lol

pretty babe

SO CHIOOOOOOOO!

ugly...

sweetness...

my bestfriend! im so in love with gary cao's voice now...
sucha cutie~


歌曲：少年
歌手：光良 专辑：童话

你又想起某个夏天
热闹海岸线
记忆中的那个少年
骄傲的宣言
伸出双手就能拥抱全世界
相信所有的梦想一定会实现
一切看起来都不会太遥远
转眼之间过了几年
轻浮的语言都已经慢慢沉淀
即使难免会变得更加洗练
我们不曾妥协
那是我们都回不去的从前
幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
世界尝试改变
当初的那个少年
那是我们都回不去的从前
当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
我们还是心里面
那个偏执的少年



niceeeeeeeee okay, because caoge sing this thats why i listen. LOL



my sea monkey's growing, and many many of them =D



yeah so we went to ikea yesterday, till my uncle take away his stuffs... MY ROOM WILL BE PRETTY UNDER MY HANDS!


trying to change my blogskin then i kaypo go read others blog then i kaypo go click lasalle's web then my mood went downnnnnnnnnnnn...


jas, no more friday night out liao...


no more aunt house, no more lazing around, no more late night sleep, must take bus everyday liao...



SIAN!






and im very very very very sian now. i feel like dying...


reason: I RECEIVED MY TIMETABLE!


SIGH!



okay, i go copy timetable liao. BYEBYE LAH! suppose to go ikea today but i slept till 2plus, so time not enough nah.

woke up twice to the toilet, thinking must be the coconut juice i drank yesterday. wake up feeling feverish but i suppose its the effect of the aircon, so no worried. just hope i wont fall sick before school start.




just feeling tired, things around me wasnt that good. its our own life, we supposed to rule it ourselves, but why does it always seem that other people or factors are controlling them?


im not talking about controlling directly only but also indirectly, dont understand what im talking about? think twice then you will.



soon next week will be orentation then school starting. 4 of us going shopping trip must be done fast. im so worried about my time management once school start.






ah, kitkat mint chocolate is so nice =D


my seamonkey babies getting more and more!






and me getting more and more boring...





friday going aunt house again then to usual place.





my cute cousins.


we got same hairstyle! lol


a song last time im so afraid of.

歌曲：柠檬草的味道
歌手：蔡依林 专辑：城堡

他们猜我们后来有没有再见离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终於也证实某一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错只是不适合我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿总是要过去以后才了解
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

我们都没错只是不适合亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的明天自己负责

给昨天的我一个拥抱曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你谢谢你我尝过爱的好

我们都没错只是不适合我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责
我要的我现在才懂得选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责错过的请你把握



anyway byeeeee... i wasnt the careless kind when come to keeping things, but yesterday i just lost my atm card...

so i was like abit of no mood.


later have to go to make a new one, im so worried about where's the card sia.


and later still have to take back my phone.


AND AND AND!



i saw my baby sea monkey already!


WAHAHAHAAA! shall take picture once everything settle!







bye :)






其实你很爱他对我的惩罚说你没有想他是可怜我吧 歌曲名称:他不爱我
歌手名称:莫文蔚
词曲:作词:杨立德
作曲:陈小霞
编曲:王豫民

他不爱我牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我尽管如此他还是赢走了我的心







when you thought everythings is alright then something just arise and give you surprise attack. when you thought things was just as sweet as before then you feel the bitterness in your heart. when you thought you were being loved then you realise all seem like a dream.


yeah, irony...



and something for you :)


我知道你很难过
爱一个人
需要缘分
你何苦让自己
越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真去碰触不安的灵魂
每一天只能痴痴的等
爱一个人别太认真
你受伤的眼神令人心痛
没有一个人
非要另一个人
才能过一生
你又何苦逼自己
面对伤痕
我知道你很难过
感情的付出不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过昨天是恋人
今天说分说就分手
别问你的痛
要怎么解脱
多情的人注定伤得比较久
爱若变成了刺
思念也成了痴
也许心碎是爱情最美的样子


why you majiam tio cursed? sigh, thought things were fine.




anyway wait till my phone is back, i got tons of songs to put in... lol time to sing emo love songs =s yeah im here blogging while boy sleep beside me, he's sick now. tsktsk~


okay just got back from vivo, went out with 100 and left 1 or 2 dollars.

and yeah i finally bought my sea monkey, waste of money but no choice i always wanted to buy 1 since like 7 or 8 years ago my mum threw mine away.

The Amazing Live Sea-Monkeys® MAGIQUARIUM™


yeah then bought my wavehoop(yeah after so many years still got!) and the freeze bottle, spent near to 50 over there.


ate ben&jerry and the chicken rice, DAMN NICCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! or is it i too hungry =x


well... oh the japanese shop too bought 5 items there! as well as going candy empire~


and thats all for today.


friday went to aunt house for data entry then to the usual pub with jas.
that night i wasnt feeling well, tired and pekcek but then the night was funny. boss was joking, and the usual guy was laughed at =x

and i didnt realised i look like a table --, lol lah hor jas? we had fun time gossiping and well... HAHAA!

really had a great laugh over there.

and back from during dawn.

noon time to 888 to sell off my n73 =(

and yeah i got my n76 to repair because i couldnt receive files via bluetooth and i can get it back by tomorrow! so excited about tomorrow cause i can get my phone back as well as hatching my sea monkey!!!


tuesday going ikea as today didnt go. then either wed or thurs going shopping with gfs, hope you guys can make it okay?!


friday usual place =D


uh-huh, thats all.


thanks tina for the plan she sign if not i have to waste more money on that phone, she really make me save alot. to thanks you, give u a kiss when see you. LOL! dont reject me~~~



thanks lessy! okay im back! omg, mac's big breakfast once a while is fantastic!!!



and yeah im feeling so sleepy now.



and jas, please fast fast buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


wo deng ni~














okay thats what the new im talking about.

trying to be tester, if i say good then its really good. jas have been tempted to buy too, so gp dont choose SE anymore come to nokia~~~ this really suit you~~~ lol


bahs, im broke now until then...


bye. im going to see any new stuffs ^^ yeah couldnt sleep, i just cant wait for tomorrow. its not the new thing i get but its the feeling that you had waited for so long finally everything gonna settle tomorrow ;D

oh and yeah i cutted my fringe again! hahahahahaa~

just had supper with jas under my block then chatted till around 12plus then waited for 901 then i went home. reading those magazine i bought, counting those money i need to spend then headache over why cant tomorrow come quickly then i have to calculate again.


going bishan with boy on thursday to buy my microSD then just now saw U-weekly intro those food at j8, ah-ha perfect timing!

friday going aunt house for data entry again then think i will stop working for her already, yeah might be going pub after that =D


sat going vivo plus ikea with boy, i really need a rubbish bin!


soon, school starting...


its like i dont know whether to laugh at my foolishness or thanks god for it? 3 years ago i decided to go lasalle saying its my passion(yaya okay, i shall be the one who know the real reason :x ) then tell everyone im not going any poly i just want lasalle.

now, sort of regret. i cant have holidays with my friends, next time work have to pay so much back for pig's cpf, NEED TO TRAVEL SO FAR! as well as have to face the fact i might become weirdo, LOL.


haiya, whatever it is everything had already been finalize no use kpkb also right? so i shall shut up now.



anyway i want a tuition job too lah, though my 29point can be quite scary. but teaching kids seem so fun, at least i can teach a K2 student right?

sigh...

i wanna be teacher lim!!!


im waiting for my uncle to remove their things which they already stored in my room for like 1 year? ah-ha then i can have the room 'big' and clear, i wanna revamp my room lah!!!


sigh, so many things to do.


and my giam bui plan... siao liao every sunday i MUST really stay at home! so i can go jog and bring si gao out.


good, now what i need to do is motivate myself~


tiantian lim, you can do it. go for 49kg!!! dont wanna be ah bui, dont wanna be 28, dont wanna waste money on buying big size clothes, lol.


good! my save and slim plan~ wahahahahaa



craps --,