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1) school attendance (>90%).
2) finish works before sem/year end.
3) save another 1k or more.
4) learn driving when reach 18.
5) lead a different life from 2007.
6) <50kg.
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7)change heck care attitude, explain to people who misunderstood me.
8)dont be afraid of losing face.
9)be more confident!

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A beautiful diamond needs to be brought out into the light to be fully appreciated.

In Detail
Encouragement can be an extremely powerful thing. After all, if you think back a few years, you will be able to remember someone whose encouragement helped you keep a positive attitude when times got very tough. If you feel grateful for that help, you should 'pay it forward' today by encouraging someone else to hang in there. A very beautiful diamond needs to be brought out into the light so it can be appreciated fully.


yes indeed i have, now who should i help? HAHAA! i wanna be god also leh, nono is fairy~

爷爷：做事不要半途而废
but this was told to me when im in dream after his death somehow this sentence keep me going on whenever i wanna give up...




woah woah faster 3 days gone then im back then i can play for the remaining days then soon school start... i dont know if i should be happy or upset sia, im afraid im not used to studying at such place. so unfamiliar, so many strangers.

sometimes dream can be scary too =s

jas and i wanna giam bui so we can become more 人见人爱， 车见车载 ， 马桶见了也开盖(contribute by jas), wtf lah LOL!!!
我要减肥！我不要做阿肥！
we got our p&r plan ;)


=D


suddenly feel so S-
sad, sensitive, sian, screwing, screaming, sickening, stress...

actually S is a very nice letter hahaa, smelly... so i went for 1 run of running with jaysea while gp and jas slacking at the 'romantic' mozzie feeding place, so nice to accompany me. they must be knowing i will be gone for 3 days and missing me scare i cannot come back cause later got mankalis see i cute catch me and let me be begger.

well, we crapped and took photos as well as playing catching with jaysea.

i shall save the details.


went over 888 to have our dinner and changed my lens as well, its like finally i persuade the shop keeper. sigh...


thanks jasmine lah i know you left $3 to eat only, helping me to take over the lens but believe encore are better than freshkon =D


so pics time...


contrast hair color. (i got no choice but to choose this pic than another one because jas say she look odd in the other pic but i look odd in this.)

3 depression kids.

this wasnt a nice shot but my face look funny so i posted it up.

gp chua sai-ing. =x

my ah gao turn to look funny.


i will be leaving for 3 days, 3 miserable days. its like going oversea with strangers, i feel so unwilling to go. nevermind i shall take this chance to look at more cuteboyboys and pretty girls.


guys are really not 细心 than girls, dont try to argue. instead of asking why, why not find out yourself. they really dont know what they do anything wrong but they are dumb, freaking dumb.


suddenly i understand those things fortune teller told my mum, suddenly i feel so wicked. just got those mindset on how to treat people who didnt treat me well, call it revenge or what. but fearnot i wont do it, i can control myself well ^^ whatsmore i dont have the guts also lah, hahaa~


anyway thanks girlfriends, you guys really make me feel like coming back sooner with those activities no wonder i love you all so much. =D


bye~



though together but the time interact is less, 3 days of not contacting yet you choose to play game than me. i sleep, you play; i wake up, you sleep. im not pissed just upset. this the first time i complained as well as my last time.

forget it, im fine :)


sometimes when im not okay i like to use this smiley :) because it mean 强颜欢笑 but not many people actually catch my pattern. its okay because its for myself to know but i just dislike it when people dont understand me :( finally back home and jaysea miss me like hell...


open 1 can of meat for her counted as to apologise to her, hahaa~


tomorrow going malaysia and she will not see me again, poor jaysea i know she will cry for me. HAHAA!


going to bring her for run later on then bathe her.


not in the mood to blog, so...


BYE!


some photo taken when at gp house.

jas hair color nice right?

copying xiao zhu, ahahaa!

i so cute right? see my spec 0.0


acting boyboy nah, i so cute ^^

and yesterday when i at cousin house jiahui video this.

things got better when we decided to have our own fun and i forgotten about those stuffs.

took photos, ate nice chocolate biscuit, surf net, try out clothes and more lah... gp house is really my woodlands chalet, i will go stay there often to accompany here LOL! no lah is go there use wave hoop and play with QB after she pompom.


after the playing session got out as jas's dad is here and the rain is SOPER BIG LOH! majiam the day after tomorrow scene like that. scary~

reached home and im all wet, but just bathe and played with jaysea awhile and im asleep.


i wonder how long this war gonna last and how long can i avoid this place. if i have not said my piece she will continues to abuse her almighty rank against me. anyway its okay im so used to not talking to a person for long period, see who cannot tahan first loh. but on 29 i certainly need to get what what belong to mine. she really ruin my plan sia... sigh.......... now at gp house waiting for jas to dye her hair.

so yesterday was staying over at boy's house to avoid war at my house, then had our dinner at han's after shopped at supermarket.


then today had breakfast then to yishun for our movie trip. after movie then go to the pet shop nearby to see some puppies.

was feeling so blessed until now i become pretty pissed(word properly too strong).


was having some talks i realised...


two types of guys can get you pretty sad/annoy...

1) guys who are flirts
e.g given: those who go clubbing to bua people or whatsoever you can name.
2) guys who live in the past; want you to replace as their ex-es or keep thinking of them when they are with you.
e.g given: you look like my ex(s) eh;
the way you talk sound like my ex(s);
i think i saw you before eh...


yeah wtf right?
so those who belong above let me tell you :
YOU FUCK OFF! _|_


okay this entry is type in abit of rush and with some anger, well you may choose not to read it and forget those i wrote.


anyway im very pissed.

maybe best way is to feign ignorance like what i wrote in my pm :)

HAHAHAA!



i gonna start my gossipin session again while dying jas's hair.


BYE BYE for details on our 4th month please refer to anthony chua ah boy's blog. lol


as for today we went over to marina for our dinner with jon. was pretty alright bah, i mean for me.


and on the way back saw chinn yee. well i promised her i will go back to the church again as in to thanks for getting in lasalle and TINA LOOK HERE, must go together 感谢上帝 for getting into our school. hahahaa so might be a week after i get back singapore.


well today isnt my day bah, just get so irritated with pig. think i shall not save anymore. its had been more than 3 years im going through all this, think its enough for me. throughout these years my emotional is going unstable but luckily im very happy-go-lucky. hahaa forget things the next moment but brood over same things if im alone. silly...

forget it...


hmmm well, monday girlfriends outing. awaiting...


by the way i love purplish gray hair, HAHAHAA!

BYE~ so yesterday went to clarke quay to celebrate jon's birthday.

went to have dinner first then went over 1 pub, rab bar if i never remember wrongly.
they ordered the beer tower, lol so cute sia.


hmmm they saw 1 ah nai while on the way to mrt then i keep looking out for another one then boy say if got another one he let me pinch until the skin tear off. THEN SUAY SUAY GOT 1 STANDING THERE WEARING YELLOW COLOR!

SONG BO!!!

conclusion: im lucky :)


reach home, cooked mee then sleep.

that pig still sleeping...



well anyway today is happy 4th month :)


thats all... gonna blog hopping.


is it my memory too good, why always my memory card got problem NOW thumbdrive also got problem. WTF... damn dulan liao...

im so dulan about almost everything, pms bah? hahaa SAI!

purposely but welldone ^^ was a little lazy in the noon till 4plus i get my butt off the chair and go preparing to cwp for my lunch(breads) and get my hoolala hoop actually wanna get my skipping rope but i scare i too tall for it, lol. then gp get those presents and yeah we got some paper clay!

and i nearly push gp down to let her die when i know she bought that bag for $95! nearly kill her, really... missy please save money ar, that bag for $95. if me ar i sure go jump block when i bought that out of mind.

but somehow i fancy a tee from 77th street, so when gp membership come then i chiong there liao. PURPLE!!! OMG long time i fancy a tee so much!


and i got tons of ideas for future presents and gp say whoever be her future bf also very blessed cause she also got lots of ideas. LOL SMLJ!


then eat our lunch and back under my voiddeck meet jasmine for the present making.


make until 12plus jas hungry then go packet roti prata back and then 1plus she went off while gp stay until 5plus then go.

again today we gossip tons of juicy info, and we talked quite alot over the same topic. sigh... poor girls. hahaa


so addicted to this smlj while gp keep say chua sai. and when playing the clay we had lots of FUNNY shapes. HAHAHAA!



so our final product seem a little bad, i made some for you some for myself. HAHAA!



my chio bu ah gao.

LOL cam-whore and tio caught by me. LOL! *see jaysea's face!

orh cam-whore hor. hahaa


initial

final


its so fun and lovely.

and lastly, gp you never choose art really very wasted. heartache hor? i purposely one, LOL!

okay, gonna blog hopping!

today my tummy seem funny, siao liao must be touch ahgao never wash hand then eat food.

BYE!


OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA LESSY!!!

//


im wide awake now after some hours of sleep.

guess what surprise i saw from my statcounter again? someone typed 'shuryati' and 'woodgrove' on google search and then show up my blog address. LMAO, i think i know who the person is. hahaa~


yupp, now im bored to tears... have to find my own entertainment.


sian lah i lao sai-ed 2 times again. smlj! nevermind good also leh, can slim down. oops forgot about my hoolala hoop!

World is round and full of sides. Turn here ugly, turn there even more ugly. smlj.. i had realised i have been wasting my times waiting for nothing over the past years and i certainly seem silly, while people are out there having fun and im there waiting. worst is if the person dont know. wtf...

but if you ask me any regret? no, its an experience learnt and i didnt focus on a bad guy either.


yes, you may focus and put in effort on one but be mindful if its the correct one. for now those have been waiting for nothing, stop wasting your times waiting for years and being labelled as faithful. so what? still everything will go naught and it make yourself look and sound dumb only. i learnt my lesson, so now its your turn.

after all i have found my happiness :)


and yeah, all the good guys i thought after all are not that good but tell me whats the definition of being good girl and guy?

its the same action on them. good? i need to find out the definition of being good already. im very upset with this society, the ugly side of the world. if there's more ugly things i hope it wont happen on me because i dont think i can take it also.



ahgao have been anti-goucial(狗-social), she prefer human than dog. and im very curious how she will behave when she go over boy's house to stay, will she behave like a queen just like when both of us stay over night at euodia house and she can walk around euodia house like her own house and jump around plus bark at stranger at the door. sleeping on the bed with ahboy and lick him to wake him up when his phone rang, and scratch the door when she wanna go out.

but somehow i believe she will be well behaved. only she will wail all day because she miss us!

yeah now i wanna go blog hoppinh already, bye!


//


nearly forgot about those pics!


ahgao look like godness and pig look like tpys =x

ahgao ignoring pig.

ahgao fart for pig to smell. see the silly face both got.

okay smile smile~!

XIA MI! got pig behind me!!!


LOL thats all, hope you guys enjoy jaysea's beauty.


and yeah time for my exercise and ya i wanna buy hoolala hoop and skipping rope!

i was about to brag recently i got tons of shyts because its like nowadays morning i will shyt but then just now i went to toilet and laosai, so after all its my tummy sick liao. sibei jialat... must be yesterday food lah, must be... well im back and feeling full after my dinner.

went to bugis and bukit panjang plaza with michelle. walk, talk quite alots too.

yeah since long time we had meet up, really enjoy this kinda outing :)


saw quite alots of interesting things at bugis like those funny wording cards and yeah ahgua --,



one thing i can confirm, im getting weaker and weaker. now take bus more than half and hours i feel like puking liao, go escape also like that now take bus also. wtf =/


back home and now im quite tired think will sleep early. tomorrow no data entry so i shall slack at home and yes wake up late. hahaa i have been waking up quite early this few days.


uh-huh... came back and check up my statcounter and find out someone from nyp had been reading my archives huh. who are you checking up on me! LOL



before july start i wanna get my n76, so im now trying to save my money money! hahaa thinking of changing pig phone as well, provided i got the extra cash. how nice if sky drop money...


okay, im going to rest now. bye~ i know i used to help guys alot.

whenever they say "guys are all jerks" i will go "nah, women more bitch" and i will give tons of bitchy women example.

now i say "guys seriously are hopeless case"

times and again i heard from others about how bad those guys are, like i mention AGAIN therefore mean many timeS lah.

now cases like this appear again and it happen to people around me, yeah i heard it AGAIN but its highly trustable.


i know girls did those mistake too, but after compare guys mistake are far more worst than what we girls did.




just be careful of your karma/retribution, you never know when it will happen... we shall see who will have the last laugh :)



was gossiping with my lesbians.

then this happen...


仙女(fairy)- me!
玉女(jade lady)- tina!
天屎(sky shyt)- GP! LMAO!!! okay lah angel 天使~
神(god)- jas!


ROFL! sky shyt~


yeah, we got more hidden secret coming up!


shyt lah, tomorrow meeting 3 at bugis and now im wide awake.


people will ask why i always wear jeans but not skirt. yeah i got my reason, its kinda hard to persuade me. its like asking me to cross a 2metre barrier. HAHAA!
and i seriously dont understand why girls must wear skirt? only to show more woman like? i dont think so... i agree it look better only and there's more way of changing your style. hahaa



BYE!

MARS VS VENUS!

阿女 says (1:19 AM):
for me i prefer inner beauty then just a facade. facade fade as time pass but the inner beauty is till death.
- JASMINE ت says (1:19 AM):
but so what if you got pretty heart and very ugly face . people will still despise you . this world is very realistic !
joannaa. says (1:20 AM):
HANOR!
- JASMINE ت says (1:20 AM):
guys ... those bastard .. rather prefer pretty face !
joannaa. says (1:20 AM):
so ironic world
- JASMINE ت says (1:20 AM):
RIGHT ?!
- JASMINE ت says (1:20 AM):
hahahha.
阿女 says (1:20 AM):
its their loss to lose me the ugly one
- JASMINE ت says (1:21 AM):
...
- JASMINE ت says (1:21 AM):
what the hell LOL

yesterday we were eating chicken wings and jaysea wanna join us!



spot jaysea

uh-huh!

GOTCHA!

act shy liao.

evil grin~


HAHAHAA cant let her have the chance to grab the wings nah, scary~


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omg later i have to go lasalle alone, but my tuition grant form pig havent sign. WTF WTF WTF! deadline is today!!! and she asked me to sign myself giving me attitude again...



sometimes i really hate guys who treat relationship like a game somemore i also hate guys who rush into relationship and yet i hate guys who's totally SLOW into relationship as in ai mai ai mai like that. LOL contradicting sia.

guys...
women...

giving false hope and enjoy the feeling of being fancy by others, hahaa.

why human all so kiampa?


can a relationship be lasting and being true to each other? why older generation they can held hands from young till old, why cant us the younger generation do that too? disappointing when i see so many couple divorce as well as breaking up. but behind everything im sure theres a reason.

LOL what rubbish... you know i got this wish...


this year x'mas all of us have our boyfriends with us celebrating together.



not just the four of us again.

yes, must buck up! BUCK UP!


oh yeah end of month going malaysia... ah gao how?

sigh...





so many things in life we wished for but how many actually been fulfilled?


anyway today is father day and yeah my dad didnt treat me. ahahaa somehow he brought back lychees! MY FAVOURITE!!!

i wanna go fly kite, i wanna go ride bicycle. and ke you lun's album out already! AH my ah lun!!! Hi~

boy just went home.

let me recap on what i do this few days...



on the 15june, meet up lesbians for mango ice. so meet them up at longjohn for our lunch then went to rp as tina need to pay school fees.

we stayed in rp for about 2 hours because we are busying cam-whoring.

after that we went off to bugi already. had our mango ice and then walk around and settle down for our dinner and yeah tina went off early to change her phone 0.0

after dinner took bus back, and on the way we talked quite alot.

im pretty amazed by people jealousy and arrogant, sucha beautiful world with so many sarcastic people around. sometimes being friends with opposite gender make the friendship better, thats what i think nah.


took this photo with jaysea and im late for meeting gp. hahaa

gp the duck.

lesbians

saw me? almost every pics got me, okay?

saw me again?

lonesome. lol

model of the day.

ducky. hahaa~

ice monster.

our mango ice


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16june went for dad's co. family day. starting of the day its already start to rain, spoilt the whole event.

then slowly things start to get better.

boy went up stage to sing and got 1st with an indian lady.

we got very short session of kite flying.

went to the southernmost point of asia to look look.

short day but pretty fun.



pig with the 2 monster. the brown one is sooooo cute!

disturbing.

the singer of the day lah~

my dad got no childhood, so old still so eager to fly kite. hahaa

ooooooh there it is.

pig and i

my hubby is here to pick me, byeeee...

peacock footprint

beautiful~

boy's prizes.

after that went for lunch at vivo then back home.

sleep for a few hours then went cwp to walk around and had dinner.


then back home watch tv, sleep again...

thats the end...

thank you for watch jessie's life story.

LOL Rules of the game:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2) People who got tagged must write in their own blog and state the rules clearly.
3) At the end of the game, write down 5 lucky people to play this game and no tagbacks!

Here I go,
1. i like to burp infront of people's face.
2. when im home, i'll go and fart infront of my parents face.
3. tend to think alot, sensitive.
4. go a little crazy over purple stuffs.
5. when im bored i like to view people's friendster.
6. tend to get quite upset when people said me.(i dont show out only)
7. well, i got curly hair! HAHAA~
8. my finger are fat and short =(
9. always want to be the unique one.
10. i always want people to find out about how i feel and what i like, themselves.

For those ppl who are feeling-very-fugging-bored:
1) anthony chua ah boy
2) lijing
3) michelle-huiqi
4) anyone
5) YOU YES YOU! people who view my blog~(i know who view me one okay! hahaa) just sent boy to interchange.

yesterday was aunt and jaysea birthday. so went over aunt house for date entry till 5plus then boy came over. played game with jiahui they all for awhile then start to have over steamboat cum bbq dinner.


after dinner slack around then used computer, view people's profile with my cousin. then around 11plus start to cut cake with few people around cause many of them went to fetch ahma.

soon around 12plus came back home, poor jaysea celebrate her birthday alone at home crying. hahaa

yupp thats all.

pics time!



yihui

stupid pose, hahaa

notice weihui's mouth? hahaa

tian peng yuan shuai~

my ahseng dad.

my 2nd bf, HAHAA~

mother pig.



okay, bye!

looking forward tomorrow mango ice and saturday family day! woohooo!!!!


oh well, i did a nokia personality test my result is N73 music edition --,



Now if we analyzed you right, we bet we’re gonna find you grooving to the latest music tracks. Music rules your every move and that translates even to the phone you own. You are the Nokia N73 Music Edition. You are all about music, you love to rip, play and get new music over the air. wonder why im here so early? (time check: 7.24am)

jaysea woke me up by licking, stepping, barking at me! and the worst is today i cant beat her nor scold her, nevermind i shall cook her after tonight :D


that lucky girl today still got cooked meat to eat but initially should be chicken drumstick lah then we forgot to buy...

later on in the noon i need to go aunt house too because today her birthday also, but going there to type my date entry plus be part-time nanny also.

so pics time!


silly face

happy face

act only!

she know i gonna press the button then purposely turn her head away!





okay guys, say happy birthday to my jaysea!
you know... even jiahui also send a sms to ask me help her wish jaysea happy birthday eh.

QUICK! SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!






my octopus from lijing, notice the forehead? hahaa~


okay shall end here and see if i could wake up at 10am then prepapre to go cwp alone to look for present already. have to blame myself, went with $50 come back empty. sigh...... why we eat so much!!!

okay, bye~ (updated)

was going through those neos today then when i online jas asked us to write long comments since we have not write one for a long time, yeah when i mean long it means meaningful one okay unlike those crappy testimonials =x

and just nice a few days ago i thought of writing an entry for all my dearest friends but i dont have that kind of mood, since now unable to sleep i just use this time to do something meaningful~!


so here are some friends i think they deserve my effort and time writing~


AND I WONDER HOW MANY OF YOU WILL TAKE THE EFFORT TO READ?


JASMINE-

classmate when we were sec 1 till sec 2. the first impression of her was that a QUIET bunny(you know what i mean) like girl, i remembered i always call her 鬼 due to her fair complexion and i didnt realised the little joke i have made let her think that i hate her hahaa. but soon i find out she wasnt quiet but AS NOISY AS US!

during sec 3 i realised her beauty and i keep praising her as if im wooing her and making the others thought i fall in love with her, which i nearly did LOL! the tallest girl in our group as well as the most fortunate be it as family or blossom flower(hahaa), till then i realised her potential in telling jokes. for most of the time she listen to my grumble and console me with her joke like how funny her dad is and more! and those really can make me ROFL.

times and again i misunderstood her but soon i realised her firm character. sometimes she hitted my bulleye with her sarcastic joke/truth but she's lucky im not one who bear grudge. hahaa no lah i really appreciate some knock on my head.

oh last time when we used to talk on phone she's the most poor thing because i always cling on her and making her think of ways to act sleeping or whatever reason so when everyone hang i wont pester her, what a evil girl!!!

seriously, jasmine if you can get rid of the shyness of first impression im sure i'll have date you long ago. oh yeah not forgetting her late habit ah! i discover there's changes nah, not bad =D

her house is always the best place to gossip and she's fun to play with, there's once i was carrying her leg then her mother came in with a plate of apple(for us hor, siao siao) and saw us and make me go shy(lol). her kitchen is also fun to mess with, hahaa when another cooking session?


JOANNA-

first impression is that she's popular, she always got many people around her no matter where she go. last time she never tell us any problem she have, well to simplify is that her personal thing are never shared but now she improved. she can befriend people easily well because of her crappy mouth, hahaa right? i love gossiping with her because we can be wicked at times.

many times i thought about her situation and i realised she may appear to be the most blessed girl but behind the facade who know whats going on? the most thing im afraid is the problem that occured will affect her thinking but i believe behind her every action there's a reason for it.

she may be sometimes a little heartless(harsh?) in the past but now she will make such surprise that can make me/us go smiling. perhaps you guys dont know what im meaning, well i also dont know how to explain.

every year x'mas she's always with me celebrating and countdown, most year of my birthday she's there infront of the computer and beside the phone with me waiting for that 'special wish from that someone' and there telling me yes he will wish and helped me to hint him.

used to call her and let her listen to me crying and making her speechless, hahaa but deep inside i know she's trying to console me by keeping quiet and listening to me cry. thats her way of console which i believe is. hahaa, all love to conference in her phone because she's the first one who got free incoming and thats how we guys get to know more people~

used to drink to ease problem but then she's the first to quit this habit, she know whats good for her and she know how to control her life. she studies hard, she play hard and she laugh hard too! among all girls her butt is the one i envy and want most, she the kind of girl guy will want to woo. its a no wonder she got many lovers in the past yet she's tied down by one 'tree'. let bygone be bygone and welcome the lovely future! play more poker card *wink*

i love going her house to use computer when mine is down well part of the reason is because her house got QB and Bobby lah, hahaa! and fooling around with her in IRC during 2003. remember siao siao banana 6 & 10? hahaa my playing partner too eh?

now she have changed for the better and i know life will be better for her ahead! oh ya please remember to bathe the 2 dogs regularly and dont be so lazy until QB become dont know what liao~


TINA-

my official lessy on 23feb2007.

its like i know all her family members and her big brother is my favourite! LOL

well for her i can say she's the closest among all though many times she had misinterpret my meaning and we got into minor/major fight(the 5 of us) but then again we had overcome all.

many times when i pretty upset i'll tell her and she seem to know what im trying to say and things she say maybe make me wake up. most of the time she's using hinting like what to say what not to say.

i always go to her house and i made it my 3rd home, no matter at woodlands, or yishun. remember the time we pon school or purposely going late and i went to her house for video games and playing with hamsters as well as clearing hamsters dead bodies.

going for ear piercings doing those disgusting stuffs like farting while walking and burping after eating. she really changed alot, be it look or character. she have become stronger in character, habit have changed as well.

have to thanks her i know much more people and her bringing me around, both is gemini and our birthday are merely 2 weeks apart. therefore i believe our character are quite similar? yeah indeed similar because our attendance for school is so bad. hahaa

until a month before O level we realised the importance and you came over my house to stay for that period, we kept studying and revising and its like the hours of us resting is less than studying! and so you make it to RP while i make it to LaSalle, must thanks to the prayer at the church ah, so when going back to thanks them?

yes, she's also my working partner. selling icecream together as well as teenagers undergarment, paid is shared among us. how i miss those working day!


JESSLY-

friend's of guiping but slowly we also become good friends. on the way to those shopping center at town we can shout around making so much noise, she's just one crazy and noisy one. people used to mistook her as guiping, they say got similar look. well for me initially i thought they look like but looking at them for long period of time until sian liao then i realised DIFFERENT LAH!

different class from sec 1 till sec 4, still got contact during sec 1 or 2 but soon when sec 3 to sec 4 its like we are only hi-bye friends. no more crazy outing...

2004 x'mas ton-ing at esplanade and get those know ahniang those people, that day was really fun. my usual phone heating friend, used to call them together and pour to them all my problem. jessly was the one who come up with big logic and try to make sense into me. those overnight at vista, those words.

she was one who go and work really hard for her future, and she succeed now she's in jc. well, i shall wish her lucks for her future, i can see her future glowing with bright light waving to her~!


EUODIA-

i barely know her for 2 years, she's there for me when i had fight with my lesbians partners during sec 4.

but its her who inherit to me of burping out loud and farting infront of people face without caring how people look at us. its her straight-forward character i like, to think that i used to hate her and dread her being 3e4ian during 2005.

its was her grace that make me have jaysea, and how i miss her mother's grass jelly and herbal chicken soup.
gossiping about the same person, calling me to tell me her problem and heed my advises(abit only) while i sometime call her and tell her how troubled i am, bringing our dog to walk.

both our frank character make it easy to communicate, we dont beat around the bushes with each other, we know what we wanna say and think.

short periods of time yet so much fun and things going on. she study real hard when she know time is not enough for o's and she score better point and now in poly, just that her love life isnt that ideal.

its fun to have her as my friend, really how i wish we get to know each other earlier.


LIJING-

my primary schoolmate remember those time we had fight and quarrel over little things. the promise thing using sweets. pretty sorry because of primary school stuffs i have got vague impression already.

there's once for my birthday you came over my house to stay and after pressing the tv switch you came back to sit and that moment you spoilt my birthday gift and that whole day we stay in the same room but didnt talk, even my dad came back with pratas we didnt eat also.

but for sure this girl is the most kind hearted, innocent at heart, think of others before herself. as my mum describe her as one of the best friend that i have(no offend to others). she's willing to treat everyone nice, she's a happy girl but now i cant sense her cheerfulness. where is the once bubbly character? i see only slash on your hand,its not that i didnt notice but just that i dont know how to advise you. my dear friend, why resort to that? you are always the one laughing and smiling thats affect us and make us happy rather than sad but now things changed. i know many problem in your family, seriously anything you can find me or your close friends or perhaps family to talk to.

that day going to escape with you i only want to make sure you have time to breathe and destress, i dont know how much i can help but remember this, your love one will always be by your side. take care of your mother and try to study hard as well, o level coming and i know you can make it! trust me, your hard work will never be wasted.

when we got time again we shall organise a pri-sch outing! my 10 years friend, stay happy ^^

HWEEQI-

my kindergarten mate! keeping in contact and going for meet up when we were primary school kids though different school. though not as close but the gap isnt that big either.

quite happy she tend to share with me her problem. remember there's once after our test she fall asleep in class and while everyone out already she still sleeping and we have to wake her up. kinda classic and its the most i can remember for our kindergarten.

used to be shorter than me but now her height roam up, playing at playground when we having meet up. those fun~ actually quite little things i can write cause our meet up is on and off though we know each other for 12 years(?), but cannot blame cause different school.

but stay happy with your life okay?


{ ialreadytrymybestthinkingofeverything, dontblamemeforanymisseddetail. }


~~~


jasmine and guiping both wrote for me too!


FROM: JASMINE!


Okay this girl , knew her since secondary 1 . First impression of her , scary ! Very straight-forward , daring and short-tempered girl . Used to talk back to teachers during sec 1 . Then we do lots of crazy stuffs together . Always staying around after school , disturbing and laughing at people , if not go playground play our catching . So childish that time , but was fun . Miss that time man ! Hahah .
After knowing her for long , found that she's a very friendly , easy-going and playful person , not as scary when i first see her . Another one who likes to laugh alot . Her laughter is power ! Hahah ! And also her temper changed 360 degree man , become better during sec 2 ! That's good . Heh :)


Sec 3 got into different class and become not as close . But then dont know why sec 4 become close again . Wahaha . But our loitering place not playgrounds anymore . Become at cwp slacking around and gossiping . Lol ! She's a nice friend to be with , but used to be very very sensitive , that's a bad point about her . Other than that i can't think of any bad points already . But now becoming alot better , so basically she have no bad points lah . Hahaha .

Hmmm what else ? She's a great listener too yeah , we used to talk on phone for hours in the past . Talking overnight and going for breakfast the next morning . Wahahah .

Her looks also change alot , she looks cute during secondary one . Now become more and more matured and pretty already . And this girl have found her tree already uh , must cherish okay , all the best (:


Eh and also not forgetting her dog . LOL . I used to be super scared of dog . I still remember when i go her house , the dog keep chasing me , super funny . Now not so afraid of dogs already , i love her dog man ! I don't know why when i play with her dog i think of my baby cousin . Funny . Okay lah , take good care of her , i will visit her when im free LOL .
Although we're posted to different school , but we'll still keep in contact right ? Heh heh . I'll update another one for you next year , must wait for my ko ai testimonial okay :X

We'll have another cooking session next time okay ^^

All the best in lasalle ~ Take care my sister ~ (:

//


FROM: JOANNA!

SWEET! Do your maths how long I know you? HAHAH! 1,2,3,4 HIGH 5! Eh no.. 4&a HALF only. Next Jan then I sing you high 5 hokay?

Uhmms~ See you change SUPER DUPER a lot all the way from sec 1? Character wise, appearance wise.. AH~ everything. Basically is getting
prettier and prettier and more understanding and less hot tempered. Use to be the scary monster among us. She buay song you = you DIE!
Super straight forward, she won't go one big round just to shoot you. Maybe she think waste time. Aiya~ not like me so much time to spare that's
why I always go merry-go-round =X The unique and crazy purple girl. Still remember the days when we talked on phone almost everyday and gossip
about people. Ohoh~ we're so bad. Always do those bad stuffs with you like... recently ERHEM! haha~ you know, i know, they don't know. MUAHAH!


We shared our problems and flood sg together before and still do ba? Still remember those days when we drink and cry like crazy. Don't understand. Maybe still
too young to understand those love love issues back than. Now~~ uhms.. Can see ah tian is leading her happy life. HAH! Cherish your ah boy
and look forward ok?! Everything that is over isn't worth spending so much brain juice to think about. So just focus on now
and future. Don't do/say stupid things that you know you'll regret ok? Just remember we'll always stand by u and support whatever
decision you make(:


Uhmms~ my santa clause? Every year w/o fail I will spend my xmas with you. HAHA! I want prezzi alr.
Really creative person I should say. Draw and draw and draw. That's her passion I guess. Super loves pets and will spend
lots and lots and lots of money on her pets. Eh~ consider being her pet lah. I think being her pet is heaven leh.
You'll get free shrekie ears to wear also sia. HA! Used to be super hot tempered and emo easily. But can see it's really
different now although she still likes to think super much into nothing. A really sensitive creature, if she sense something
amiss she will get very suspicious and start her thinking session yet again. TSK~ I wonder what's in ur head man!


Always there to listen people whine about their life and tell them what's the right thing to do. Very matured in thinking hor?
Matured until always think so far always. Hmm~ though she gets really buay ba at times she's crappy lah. Her buay-ba-ness
can make you go LOL for hours. NO TIAN=NO CRAZY LAUGHTERS~!!


She's fierce, she's scary, she's a monster!! You won't want to see how angry she can get. When she blow her top I think she
can fight with the volcanoes at thai. HAHAH! So scary~~~ Ohoh, I think I must spend more time to mo ur di more clearer coz I
almost failed your test right? EH BUT hor I top still leh. MUAHAHAHAH!

Just wanna let you know, you'll constantly be on our mind. Stay in contact from now till we become ah ma ok?! Take care ^_^

-end!


and this thing i realised is that i always go different way with my friends. like during kindergarten they go zhenghua while i moved to woodlands and enter admiralty primary. then after primary school they go christ church while i go woodgrove sec, now they go poly while i go lasalle.

always different, or is it i too unique? ahahaa!

sucha long entry. enough le bah, happy reading!


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just online and gp show me this-

'TIAN'TIAN'
Posted 11/10/2005 00:51

* ya 3e4 next yr.

CHOY LAH!

stupid mouth i wanna go lasalle by 2oo7 u dun curse me with ur stupid mouth so many ppl curse me!

afterall i still get into lasalle by 2007! sometimes looking back, you really did go along your wishes. hahaa~!

just came back frm cwp had our dinner and forgot about aunt present and we left with no money.

i wanna buy many things lah, decided what to buy le... ho, everything's fine. afterall its just a testing thing --,


YES, tina gonna transfer the si bai de li li si to my thumbdrive. WOOOHOOOO!


and im soper high now!!!


i keep playing the teddy and sotong softtoy, jialat!!! and jaysea saw me playing now she wanna play with it too, si liao mati!!!


just now i was using the scissor and i cutted a very little skin out, though little but pain. why the fook im so careless, lucky no blood or what.



by the way, lesbian partners thursday mango ice trip alright??? INFORM ME IF YOU GUYS CAN ANOT OKAY!!! hahaa

BYE!!!

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spot jaysea!

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can see?


THERE!


shake head~


smile~

lol dad saw me posting jaysea pics then ask i put on blog ar. ahahaa! funny sia, blog = photo album still ask me i got put caption. (updated)



watch this video lah, soper funny. though i manual clicking and no sound but just clicking through i already find it funny.


a few minutes ago im still wondering, now i realised i should really stop it. clicking on archives is pointless cause what happened is already past.

yeah, time for a goodnight sleep now.

bye...

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yesterday i was just browsing through the web i saw some rich kids profile thus i was wondering why i wasnt born rich. it kinda make me envy with the good life and good family. this morning i woke up with much zest but when i saw my phone's message i nearly go jump down my block.

times and again, one after another. i wonder thats a joke or seriously some problem occur, i seriously regret not saving earlier.

i doubt i will be getting my payday...

problemsss, headache, mati...

sigh...

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happy new year?

yesterday neighbour's kids came over and played with jaysea cause they going oversea soon and for 3 years. then the eldest took my phone and video jaysea, not bad ah his skill. hahaa





or was it because my jaysea is photogenic?

the way my mother talk is very classic.

very very... xian leh says (5:31 PM):
trust me my sense very accurate one cos i m god de wah shen
阿女 says (5:32 PM):
find what money out of de way?
阿女 says (5:33 PM):
LOL hua sheng not wah shen
very very... xian leh says (5:34 PM):
i put properly in the passbk and the money come out abit. trust me i m god. priest of beauty, hahah
very very... xian leh says (5:46 PM):
U CHECK FOR ME BREAD ENOUGH MY SISTER ALSO VOMIT BLOOD LEH
阿女 says (5:46 PM):
i think enough
阿女 says (5:47 PM):
LOL vomit blood.
very very... xian leh says (5:49 PM):
YA somemore fresh blood red red is becos tat day ah mah cook liver for me
very very... xian leh says (5:49 PM):
lol
阿女 says (5:50 PM):
LOL
阿女 says (5:50 PM):
got oily anot?
very very... xian leh says (6:00 PM):
no of cos no cos tat day ah mah fried with no oil
very very... xian leh says (6:00 PM):
hmm must ask ah mah to cook again to "bu"back the blood
阿女 says (6:00 PM):
LOL
阿女 says (6:00 PM):
this time must put oil
very very... xian leh says (6:01 PM):
cannot cos i got alot
very very... xian leh says (6:01 PM):
lol
阿女 says (6:01 PM):
can sense

shhh, she doesnt know i got blog. hahaa, funny pig =x just another random thoughts after talking to my mother a few days before.

as she was saying when she and dad just started out dad would buy her present during her birthday but as time pass dad start to just give her cash, whats the use? so slowly my mum is used to received cash as present.

gifts-

at times we received many kind of gifts but most of the time different gifts got different meanings.


flowers-
yes its lovely to receive one but being a practical person i think of the consequence. its like flower are living things and one day they will wilt. you can keep them as dry flower to display but think of the ending phrase, one day it will still return to the mother nature. right? for me i only buy flower for 2 reasons, firstly the person havent received them for long another is because i run out for idea of what to buy. as simple as that.

photoframes-
its quite lame to receive an empty photoframe but if one took the effort to put in picture its quite meaningful, isnt it? i used to dread the idea of giving photoframe but now when i thought of giving photoframe as present to others i find myself hardworking. you have to wash out the flim and find one really very nice photoframe then wrap it tadah~ beautiful and meaningful present isnt it? because nowadays people rarely use flim nor wash out those photos because all are inside computer. so if you receive photoframe from me, count yourself lucky! hahaa~ and not forgetting unique photoframe, one photoframe change my idea of dread to fancy.

cash-
practically yeah its great to receive when you are poor but think twice, meaningless.


its like everything got 2 sides, good and bad it depend on person and yeah many factors too. giving a sock is also present but it depend on how you give and how special it is.

just like yesterday i finally bought a plain ring but i engrave my name, i always want a plain ring but i want it to belong to me only so i wanna have my name on it. but how the hell i know the person engrave it inside the ring...

what the hell~

sigh...



yeah that day i went to vivo i bought this special keyboard.



soper soft lah, wanna use it but i got not enough usb port so just keep it first and also the usb is too short. awww special right??? they say when woman is having their period there's tendency of getting moodswing, i thought im not that kind but afterall i realise i am.


i get fuss up easily, and get angry over anything. seriously im VERY MOODLESS NOW, perhaps add up the insufficient sleep.

but i dont think thats my excuses, maybe there's reason? whatever lah, dont know.

now anything can get me fucked up easily, so i think i shall stay at home and hide myself for tomorrow maybe the day after tomorrow i'll be better


i just need to shut myself.


im very unhappy now.

SHYT BYE!

~~~

poor euodia, whoever took her belonging and make those mess of her things are certainly a sickening bitch/whore/slut whatever ugly name you can think of. cant believe this kind of person exist, if you pick up peoply stuffs why bother to 'decorate' the toilet with it? why cant just walk to the control station and pass to the person there? AND WHY MUST TAKE PEOPLE IC? if this happen to me i sure get pissed hmmm no is fucking pissed. well, i cant do anything but to pray/hope/wish her stuffs to get renewed with sponser, hahaa and also i pray/hope/wish the girl who did those thing go out bang by car, eat fishball noodle tio choke, eat fish choke by bone, walk into toilet and slip but aiya best is meet a bastard ^^

yeah also dont be careless and leave your things behind lah hahaa, like i always say whatever happen need 2 hand to clap.

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yeah wonder & pondering is there a need to have past? sometime i really dread listening or sighting past events hmmm perhaps not mine or maybe yes? whatever~ 不知者无罪，知道越多对自己也不好。


just like the teddy bear i won today the slogan on its tee "This Is NOT The Life I Ordered"
imagine you got this wonderful thoughts of how your future should be but it turn out totally different, yeah yeah blame yourself only.


yaya full of thoughts today, sickening......
i know thats the main problem with me, thinking alotsss of rubbish yet still get affected. call it sensitive or or childish, aiya whatever lah im trying to quit this habit. really sometimes its just so irritating, how much of assurance one need? hell loads? HA!


shall go koon now. hahaa~ just back and now im very happy thus im here to blog about this 2 days events!

well as you guys know i held a bbq and yeah there's the photo!

7 JUNE 2007

3 tones of hair color.

my chicken sperm from gp and jas, can help me ton after i start school. hahaa

granny, mother and daughter.

the june babies!

jaysea and my cakes! woohooooo

9 JUNE 2007

today went to escape theme park with lijing and we had lots of fun! lucky i went today cause i nearly cancel it due to my eye swollen AGAIN, wtf right!

firstly we meet up at cwp and head to tampines then took mrt to pasir ris then bought mac then took bus then head to escape already. eat our foods and we started playing.

played 3 rounds of flipper, 4 round of go kart, 1 round of children roller coaster, 1 time haunted house, 2 times of pirate ship and those 4 times of those $2 games AND YES I WON 2 BEARS!!!

AND THE MACHINE IS NUMBER 10, HAHAA LUCKY NUMBER!!!

really have to complain about the service of the guy from the go kart seriously attitude, spoilt my mood. argh... but never its fun with lijing hahaa!

and yeah, at escape ONLY ar we already saw 4 t__b__ and i continues to pinch lijing until she mention the 3 colors then she pinch me once cause i miss out a kid --,


took neos and HAHAA lijing bang her head while going in with LONG LONG BANG! hahaa she asked me not to write but i said i will~ so here's the sentence.

so finish all then i took 969 back woodlands, wah lau sian i stood for very long period of time cause there's accident =s



firstly lim i won for her~

my secondly lim i won for myself. hahaa

no doubt, i won 2 bears!

hehee!

had the nice icecream, woohooo~

i came back with all this! well, the blue sotong from lijing and the rest is things i bought =D

had so much fun, 10 years of friend. while going out with her i feel like we are back to primary school, no gaps at all after all this years of no meeting up. yeah shall organise more outing like this!

stay happy okay? ^^

well, B.A.M visiting already wanna rest early =s

BYE! have not been sleeping well last night cause i thought the bbq was quite a failure, i neglect my friends and some of my relatives.

i shall not update now, kinda moodless now.


anyway thanks for those who come plus those presents i appreciated and lastly sorry for those neglect.


tomorrow going escape with lijing, looking forward ^^


bye. yeah firstly happy birthday to me! hahaa and thanks those for their wishes ^^

so later on there will be a bbq BUT poor jaysea, she's the only dog eating the cake cause euodia couldnt make it and therefore grace cant appear.

3pm meeting them to marsiling to get jaysea stuffs.


this morning which is just now when i wake up, my memory card went hay-wired again! wtf... this time really must n76 liao =(

okay shall update later. bye! yup tomorrow bbq i hope to see those i invited, yeah!

hope it will be fun =s

tomorrow must take alots of pictures! muahahaa~


ah gao's pics!!!







okay bye! sian..............









not going out today already nah, eyelid swollen... suay~

nevermind after recover i will plan another outing, so fear not! hahahaa~


bahs!



MY SMART AHGAO! WOOHOOOOOOOOO

hahaa


Click here to view my house omg im so full now, just came back from 888plaza with dad to buy my lens and had our dinner.
its seem like im the one who finishing the dishes, lucky im a god! ahahahaa~!

went to buy anything and whatever then went to m1 shop to check out the N76 then saw eekoon there. hahaa, shyt lah im so into N76 now!!! tried to psycho my dad =x

u see ar n73 is sucha perfect phone except lag only now i can hardly find one as best as n73, now came n76. its not easy to find perfect phone you know? that time when i lost 6230i ANOTHER perfect phone i already so sad. how how how? and the price is pretty cheap lah. sigh......

http://www.nokia-asia.com/nokia/0,,82183,00.html?model=N73,N76&status=new
somemore you see. that time jiahui say i used to change alot phone why now stick to this, then i say its not easy to find a perfect phone. hahaa its almost the same between n73 and 76, im psycho-ing gp and tina now =x hahaa!


but if lasalle need laptop then how? jialat...
how nice if sky rain money, sigh...

from 7-9 june i had to go back the shop to collect the remaining 2 lens, wtf... all the day booked, hmmm must plan time. hahaa

hahaa whatever~ anything loh.

good, today i save money again. HAHAA!




jaysea's photoshot again!







bye people!

yeah jaysea again, she didnt smile today AGAIN! and whole day poo and pee 1 time nia, dont know whats wrong with her.


had pizza for dinner, the variety meal box hahaa not bad not bad. quite full until i feel like poo-ing =s

then watch 'guess3' WOAH i saw 1 guy look like chen-i, oh man!!!

阿本


maybe photo dont look alike but when i saw him on tv i thought it was chen-i sia. omfg, shuai~


hmmm okay, shall update again.

yeah i dont know why im so happy sia, hahaa strange.

okay, bye!


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yeah ya i cant sleep. switch off com went to bed then lie down but sit up again and went to pour myself a cup of warm water and stood by the window looking at how cute jaysea clothes hanging on the bamboo pole 'cause tonight i wash it for her. then sit there for a few mins and here im siting in front of the com typing...


why my girlfriends all sleeping? sigh...

actually im pretty tired, i dont know im mentally awake or mentally tired sia. i both feel like sleeping and awake. What the......


AH what crappy post.

BYE (updated)


uh-huh... jaysea finally smile after pig came home, 原来我的魅力不够大~

i cant sleep now lah, my tummy on strike now and i heard drum beating. both my instant noodles and hair are running out 'cause i had been eating it quite often.(nvm treat it as saving $.$) just now dad wanna dabao for me im still not hungry yet BUT when he came back then that idiotic tummy started grumbling. wtf --,

i think the monthly reporting coming soon lah,keep feeling hungry for no reason.

so tired now, my eyes is half closed i think i'll be sleeping soon.

i heard snoring BUT wondering whose snoring is it when jaysea and dad sleeping behind me =x


dont think tomorrow(2june) i'll be out nor going lasalle to settle those stuffs already, nevermind stay at home 1 more days without washing my hair =D stink all those freaking mosquitoes away~

mozzies go away, come again another century~
little jessie want to sleep, mozzies mozzies go away~

okay i shall end here and update again, too bored you see? hahaa

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my parents have been asking plus saying some stuffs making me to be paranoid. at first i just hear it and forget it but later on when i start thinking this question really keep dangling around my mind. wtf...

perhaps im sensitive, and im thinkig whether one behaviour reflect on the family situation? i had seen cases like that so its possible lah, hahaa...


yesterday i was combing my hair then i suddenly look at the comb and realised i merely drop 1 strand of hair! its so easy to identify my hair now, hahaa dad cant accuse me of dropping hair all over the round. BAHS! so i say unique hair color is GOOD! its easy to identify, hahaa...

oh yeah, look out for this phone N76. seem good sia!!! freaking god, im going nokia webby already~ HAHAA!


i think im having fever soon, the whole body is sort of feverish. argh...

and now, im hungry again. gonna find my dad to dabao food already!

BYE! shall update later =x well, im so bored!




and its jaysea photoshot again!

i notice, jaysea didnt smile like usual after her injury. poor jaysea


she look just so pretty, cute and innocent right? all of you wish her get well soon! i wonder how she celebrate her birthday in this state. oh yeah pig and i had booked her birthday cake, cream in PURPLE color. HAHAA!

dont say my dog poor thing or what okay, she color blind what cant see also. BAHS~

gonna read newspaper and get some sleep with my ahgao. hehee

BYE!



hmmm, its our hundred days! hahaa