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today went to bring ahgao for her swim, euodia suppose to bring grace along but she's having sore eyes so both of them ps-ed me lol and boy didnt go too, well kinda expected bah thus i didnt pin much hope also ^^


then dad went to fetch jiahui and yihui then fetch jaysea, pig and i then off we go!


jaysea vomit on cab twice!!! tmd, i have to clear up and thinking things will go better. she had been vomitting quite often.


then went to the pet farm bought her stuffs then asked the person, so jaysea had to cut down on tibits and her food brand had been changed. wtf~

and she went there and pangsai-ed on the floor and i have to clear AGAIN. omg ah!

then bring her to swim, thats when accident happen.

jaysea broke her nails and it keep bleeding non-stop. ah then bring her to marsiling then sort of clean up her wound and now she's better. so fear not, only she look depressed.


then soon i went for my "bobo-away" and yes, im back home now.

yes both jaysea and i had our hairut.

pics and caption-


yesterday night i couldnt sleep then i cook so mee and made myself a cup of nice HANDMADE mango juice!


SEE THIS EVIL BLACK DOG! make poor jaysea nails *piak* off


SEE SEE! wanna do what to her!!!


horny bastard...





this couple had both husky and shih tzu and its just nice both is boy favourite so i took their pic. the lady i dont know she come here for fashion show or to bring dog for swim one lah. tsk~



i wear until so maid, you know when im at marsiling pet shop somebody actually thought im the shop keeper! wtf~


yeah poor jaysea.





the girls got nothing to do and took my photo and take pictures, yihui look like jin soon hor? cute hair sia. hahaa that girl keep crying when saw the big dog, tsktsk... jiahui most brave lah, didnt siam or cry. hahaa so alike to me =x CLAPS~~~




funny hammy~


my poor ahgao, look so pretty~


SEE SEE!!! blood~


and yeah i cutted my hair short...



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SIGH!!!!







nah, and now im sucha PURPLE freak!

woohoo, hungry...

i learnt not to pin high hope on outing already lah, later get more disappointed only. sigh...

bye~

oh yeah forgot to mention while at the pet farm i heard the song all by myself, OMG OMG! hard to believe it they actually played this song man. SO NICE and when im at marsiling the FM played 恋上一个人 boy's song nah. hahahaa~ what a day hor? hehee (updated)

oh god, please save me! im tired but i cant sleep, oh man!

im so excited about tomorrow, so damn happy. but im quite troubled over jaysea's fur problem, wanna cut botak on 3june or after her birthday leh?


omg, my dad is sleep-talking. LOL!


okay back to topic, yup i written all those outing on my small whiteboard hahaa.

DAMN EXCITED OKAY!

well, not forgetting the vivo trip with boy. hmmm must find one day man, i wanna go to the petshop!!!

oh yes before i forget, i wanna watch this movie- zodiac. seem nice eh, its about a real life story of what killer lah.

god, i have to psycho myself to sleep already.

nights!


~~~

i'll be damn damn busy but with smiling face for the upcoming weeks!


AND say the game i invent is FUN!


when saw cars with P-plate must pinch people's backside and twist if dont wanna get pinch~!

TELL ME ITS FUN!!!!! today went to aunt house for data entry again. so i did it quite fast and pig came to fetch me home.


jiahui they all missed ah boy and those adults got ask why he didnt come, good to know they concern about him ^^


so before we went back something bad happen. jiahui know about tomorrow bringing ah gao go swimming outing then she wanna go also but her sis yihui refused to let her go alone so fight started when yihui shouted at my granny then my aunt got angry wanna hit her then both jiahui and yihui start shouting then jiahui got caned. sigh, seeing her get cane yet i cant do anything im still a child what and it make my heart sank.

well, next time i promise i will bring jiahui out. i wonder is this her karma or what lah, poor girl.

she text message me say we so bad left her alone, sigh... must be hating me now. sometimes those stuffs make me hate smaller siblings. yawns...


yes next week i will be DAMN busy, for tomorrow will be ah gao swimming day and my rebonding. finally i wont be laugh for bobo hair! yes yes~

and the following few days need to prepare for ahgao and mine birthday then still gonna settle lasalle thing. so busy!!!

and im so exciting to start school, please start soon!!! imagine the black and tall campus plus the daily mango ice!!! OMG!!!

oh ya tomorrow finally lijing is free and asked me out but tomorrow is freaking busy, awww what a waste man. SIGH, when can i meet them up. still got michelle. AWWW!!!

YES, somewhere 9june lijing and i are going escape. woohooo but dont make me broke leh i still need shop for great singapore sale hahaa~!

oh yeah not to forget the mango ice trip, let me find a day out bah. hehee! cannot say dont go hor! TINA, JASMINE AND JOANNA!!! settle on 5 june~

talking about sale, i need to get some new clothes and of course the guess? wallet. NOW IS GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! things will be damn cheap but of course my dad DONT cut my pay, if not i will die from proverty.




the shrek3 hair band for ahgao~


okay thanks, bye~ sucha long entry~


MAY AND JUNE IS A NICE MONTH!!! so after all may isnt a bad month.


i have received letter from lasalle that im been accepted. felt so happy, i feel like hugging everyone hahaa!



hmmm, in fact i got some feeling no not that good feeling. i didnt know that what i did can make one question its presence, im sorry. its making me feel bad =(



nevermind, just forget it. sometime how i hope i can just forget things easily and make myself happier. somehow its too tough for a girl to do that.



bye...


i care for you, i doubt you know.


不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论☆

i always love this song, its meaningful lyrics.


Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]
The Bottom Line
Bottling up your emotions is not wise today -- worry could turn into paranoia.

In Detail
Today, clean out your emotional closet by finally saying what you've been wanting to say to that certain someone. Keeping your feelings to yourself for too long is not wise -- your worries may turn into paranoia, and you could start to believe things that are just not true. Once you get your feelings and concerns out in the open, you'll be amazed at how much lighter (and healthier) you feel. i suppose may is a good month for me, i got lasalle 2nd interview and a maths test from citi. all seem so fine for me and now near to the end of the month things started to happen. FINE!


yesterday was fine, everything fine until that bill for the power came and dad start his monthly nagging. this time round pig join in, so fun!



then went for dinner with pig. bought the shrek3 hmmm hair band for jaysea.



back home another fun thing happen. so people TEND to help others to reply tag eh? my blog have NEVER had such case. fine! jasmine got it too. so this time round is our group ar? good, though its nothing bad BUT this had cause A BIG MISUNDERSTANDING . because of this and none of us even know whats going on. whatever the evil act both joanna and i did ARE NONE OF BLOG BUSINESS its just purely some inside 'prank' of us, and im lazy to explain nor i wanna tell whats going on.



and its because of this incident joanna cant sleep and she find jasmine and jasmine came to me then turn out the 3 of us slacking at mac at 5/6 am.


thanks to the unknown tag-er~ so today is my re-interview day. omfg scary, early in the morning im late for the interview cause couldnt flag a cab until 1 ahpek driver came and save my life --,

so reached there wah lau eh lots of people, hmmm i mean more than the previous time nah. so i saw benny there, hahaa coincidence sia only that he came for 1st interview.


so i was in the last batch omg lah BUT this time i feel that its much better than the previous time but during the ending the lecturer say:" what if you(s) cant get in, what will you do?" tmd, hear this i jitao SIAN!


so i wish to get in lah, if get in OMG the new campus those classmates. EXCITING!!! hahaa


hmm after interview went to eat the thai food at bedok with boy. not bad not bad~


then go his house awhile then come back and i sleep for awhile then now im awake! ahahaa


wah next week will be stressful, both CITI and lasalle result will be coming...


okay, bye! HI~


alright on the 22may we went to the SAM and walk around and brainstorming for idea on my portfolio and initially got an idea to blog so now i divert it into 1 of the piece BUT it sucks lah, i ruin it totally and i got no more mood to draw =(

why my art so sucks! you tell me~!

ya anyway yesterday went for the maths test, i think i MIGHT just get a just pass. hahaa whatever it is, lasalle i way more important to me.

anyway pics time...

majiam harry potter scene
hmmm
this is one of the lasalle-ian artwork, after looking at it dont know why but my brain kept thinking of this...

^^J
AH GAO! i tied her hair, look so chio...


anyway i gonna go do my art liao. hope tomorrow can get through it. SIGHHHHHHHH They say dog are human best friend, i agree.

Time and again, human trusted no one but their little friend. Thus nowadays people are having dog as their pet or rather little children.

So... Here are those reasons.


No matter what you say they always agree with you.

Irritate them but they just only laugh it off

And when you are not around for a moment, they'll start looking for you.

They help you to open up Ang-bao or rather they help you to collect too even though they get none of the money.

Be your little guard walking around you all the time.

Always at the doorstep and want you home so badly...

Make you laugh like mad with their silly face.

Showing concern when they sense something wrong.

Your best friend always...

When you craps they just listen and only give faces without you knowing =S

Listening to your sorrow...

Treat you tenderly when you need it.

Get upset with you.

Sometimes it's just those little action they did to make up your day.

For my dear Jaysea...

Sometimes i might just hit you so hard until tears coming out from your eyes but i mean you good.
Sometimes i didnt go home but i still think of you, i know you have been outside the room waiting for me to come home and dash to the door when you hear sound thinking it might be me...
Sometimes when im damn upset you stay with me and didnt run away and even lie by my side, i know and appreciated.


i know jaysea cant read these but who knows when we are not around and when i leave my modem on she might go switch on the com and start using, since she's always around when im using com so she might learn from there.

she can even learn from us taking tissue out of tissue box so why not learning how to use com?


just now while coming back i took the same lift with my neighbour and she told me on the previous sunday which is mother day, she say jaysea had been crying or rather wailing the whole afternoon. and when she knock onto our door jaysea cry/wail even louder. poor ah gao...


who ask singapore to be so pet-ist, not allowing pet to get inside shopping mall. IF there is Pets' day (like mother day or whatever day lah) can bring your doggy to where-ever you like then i will bring jaysea into shopping centre and i wanna take neoprint with her. imagine jaysea inside the machine posing. its always my wish to smuggle her in, but... *snap* get back to reality lah~


...


yeah so im pretty bored. having headache, ate panadol and now im waiting for my brain to get standby mode hence a little bit of craps here. NAH, this is a long entry sia...



Okay lah im going to stop now. BYE~~~~~~


//


aha i cant sleep and im reading tammi's blog, lol. she's pretty, my type of girl. still wondering why people can be pretty and ugly when we got 2 eyes, 1 nose and 1 mouth. WHY AR?! tell me WHY!

my reason for looking at pretty girls is because i wanna find out the reason why they are pretty and also find ways to improve on myself. and im not the only that do so, so im not lesbian loh hahaa~ bonana also another one looking at chiobu, si ginna =x



took from her blog

~~~~~Guys~~~~~
1) Pls be more sensitive and focus more on ur gf's needs.(not sexual needs,PLS!)
2) If u have no idea how the pain feels like when a girl is having their menstual cramp jolly well shut ur mouth and rub our tummy for us.
3) Nv keep an unknown girls photo n tell us u kept it for fun.(Respect us)
4) When we give in, dont push yourselves too far.
5) When we fall sick, care for us instead of blaming us for not drinking enough water.
6) They can handle big things in life, but when it comes to relationship they're lost.
7) Dont always think it has be "like that", sometimes it can oso be "not like that".

Anything else pls update me......

Guys are not to be blamed for not being as sensitive and emotional as girls. However, PLEASE do try to understand us.

GUYS, DO NOT TRY TO ACT SMART N THINK TT U KNOW ALOT ABT GIRLS! Dunno why we reacted tt way, ASK!

lol i think its funny thats why i re-post. =x (updated)

jaysea was brought down by my dad for gai-gai session and when she came home i wanted to trim her hair since it was pretty long but after trimming and bathing i discover that was not enough so my dad and i trim her hair again.

turn out...

sibei sad.
give her some food.
she cried cause my dad nearly cut until her.
look so emotional.

i admit, it was pretty ugly. but at least she got andy lau fringe. LOL


okay i gonna prepare and go downstair for dinner, hmm think dad is treating =x

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im back!

ate at the coffeeshop and back home now.

and i got more jaysea pics!!!







okay some bonus pics~

LOL!


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for me a perfect guy will be no 嫖, 赌& 烟.
sometimes its odd why didnt i stop my dad bad behaviour and i just let him be. yeah im freaking feeling odd now.

AH stfu... feeling so bored now.

no brain juice to study, dont energy to draw plus now nothing for me to draw lah.


i only wanna slack around now.


sometime im thinking maths is human best friend! i dont really hate maths in fact i took fancy on maths. *shy*

no lah i mean maths is actually quite fun, sec4 maths lesson is pretty enjoy when i get to know maths more. but i hate to crack my brain, you know brain damage?



just now i got tons of crap to blog about but now i cant recall what i wanna type actually.


now i wanna type and type and type, aiya type sai lah...


what a rubbish post...

...


sometimes im wondering... (quite emo now)

that time should i choose to take art? is it really my passion? is it really what i like? or im just following?

i know i dont draw well, im not good in it. im wondering whether im talented in art or not, or is it just because of my creativity thats why hanifa will say im talented in art. bullshyt~

i really hate this habit of mine, once i settle on one thing i will continues it even if i dont really like or i know its of no good.

just like how i keep buying teens even i dont like.
just like how i keep pon school even i know it do me harm.
just like how i keep hating the day 24 (dont ask me why i hate)
just like how i keep wanting to get into lasalle with that high school fees...


so many things i keep doing out of habit, sai lah.

maybe its time to change this character of mine. hahaa!

yes change!!! 突然想尝试另一种的方式来部落格。

阿男不知道在做什么也没回应我，生气！ 哈哈哈，他回应了~


我现在要开始读书了，很快就要考试了。怕怕~


很不习惯用华文来写。。。



所以我要说拜拜咯！




哦，我的电脑有点怪怪的。难道要坏了？？？











我爱洁喜！






my photogenic baby just farted! omega!

对了！猪妈说他今天要开老爸的红酒，我看又要吵架了吧。我又遭殃了，一定被拖下水~ (updated)

its going to rain and jaysea is barking at the door, continues even after i ask her to stop.


i still cant find the missing len, tried 'digging' it out from my eye but it seem like its not there and my eye got 'no feeling of its existence' and i search over my room floor but still cant find it.
where is it????????????????


whole day eat 2 muffins pig say buying back for me around 9plus, now going to 11pm already and im still waiting...


i cant find my maths text now only can sketch around.

sigh......


alone at home and jaysea is my best partner, with her around im not afraid.


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browsing through friendster, saw quite alot of pretty girls profile. why im not born pretty? sigh... im quite envy, no is soper envy. so many advantage being pretty, at least you wont get hiam. right?

when i get to reborn i might request from god that i must born in a rich family and born pretty. this lifetime i must do alot of good deed. damn... so bloody unfair =(

somehow the definition of pretty is very wide, some may think this girl is pretty but the others may not think so.

so... being normal looking is good enough, just dont look too plastic.

hahaa, im back to crapping. omg! finally im home.

just now took cab from boy's home and the cab driver is hmmm funny? because we overshot so i asked him to drop me by the roadside and there's a bus behind keep horn us then i was pretty urged then the cab driver say : " dont need scare one this is road what, let the bus driver wait. " and he really pass me the change slowly, then when i go down the cab make me so laokui =s


hmmm seriously i gonna start study now, we study for ourselves but not for anyone.

thinking back i have got lots of regret already yet i always thought i got none.

IF only when i sec 2 didnt start pon-ing school maybe my sec 4 result wont be that bad. IF only i attend school like how i go school during sec 1, everyday hoping to go school.


IF only...


okay until 24-26 i must get everything done. if i get into lasalle i dont think i'll pon school, hahaa~


just now gp have been reading my old blog, when i got the time i wanna look back too. i know my entries have bring back lots of memories to her, hahaa! =x

okay gtg. hmmm


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omg, just now while taking off my lens and the left side is always troublesome so i took longer time then suddenly my len went missing, not on the floor not on my eyeball then where is it? wah lau eh...

&

i always hate to come home and realised so many 'surprises' my dad had given me, like eating the box of durians and eating away those stuffs my grandma had given me.

say buy 4 box of durians and he had eaten 3 box away and i barely eat half a box, what kind of father? everytime like to snatch things from me, sigh...... why i so suay.

i dont like sharing... joanna
jasmine
tina
jas and tina
me and jas, notice the person behind?

those pics are sooooo wonderful! nice background right?

三个好人
see lah tina wanna beat me.
nice!
sweet sweet love~
ah lian sia!





this is the best i can upload, i lost count of pics i have uploaded or its left behind. too many pics.

well, today is FUN!

firstly today i spend mainly on foods is about $15, nice one. then we went to 6th floor and slack and took pics.

those pics are fantastic! so artistic loh, thinking should i add into my portfolio anot. ahahaa

anyway i received letter from CITI to go for maths test if pass then i might get into the school. lasalle interview on 26, CITI maths test on 24. ki siao! lol

tomorrow going aunt house. so well...

okay, shall stop here.

i just love today nah ^^J


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night time something spoilt my day somehow not that much. dad say 嘴巴很多, stupid everything also my fault now.

sigh.......... nice, just a short update.


woke up not long ago, having slight headache and my tummyache(i 拉屎 again) still pestering me. 倒霉到几点... BUT no fear~ panadol is always my good friend ^^

im going out to meet my girlfriends later =D
no movie but some gossiping session is good enough, its have been a month plus since i meet them up.


sometimes i feel that my blog and those recently entries are so dead, maybe its time i shall view my archives and get some ideas back. in the past even the slightest problem it also can be my entry but now thinking back, its just making a big fuss over small thing but somehow when you view the archives those become part of your memory too. isnt it? somehow it can lead to many problem too.

alright i shall stop on those whatever random thought i have and get up to prepare now otherwise im going to rushing later.




shall update later on, see you later my blog ^^J a stalk of flower from boy to pig.

so yesterday around noon time had our lunch with ahma they all then went back home. nothing much for that gathering cause the time we get together is too short.


after that went ahma house and got many tibits back, wooohooo~


then back home and i really had a VERY short nap. wake up by my dad to bathe jaysea and there i went back for another SHORT nap then prepared to go to boy's house.


reached his house then use com awhile then zzz-ing liao. damn tired...


today got back home, at the coffee house i saw dad with 2 'unknown' aunties. reached home and i told pig and her nagging start again.

oh ya i got the date for interview already. hope i wont mess up the interview already, god bless!


oh yeah, dad say he going to quit his job and going MIA for a few weeks. what the hell... die liao die liao my payday...... dad ask me to 保重 =s




bye......... yesterday went over aunt house then go for our dinner already.

so happy yesterday lah, cousins all help me and bully mr chua. hahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


cut short and post pics...


bui shui
no comment.
^^



backed home and i received letter from lasalle for 2nd interview. woohooo happy dao siao sia~

if i get into lasalle mango ice treat from me okay, girls? ^^

tomorrow mother day lunch, woohooooooooo~ Hi everybody, this is the legendary 'ah boy' that you've heard of before. Ah girl is sleeping like a pig, so here I am, helping to update her blog! Haha. I'll try my best to capture her blogging pattern and blog accordingly.

Ok so today we went to KK hospital's Delifrance for lunch, because that's the only outlet where I can find the vanilla coffee, which is something that I love like hell. Bo bian lor she has to accompany me eat there, haha.

And then we went Raffles Place SC, City Link and Suntec for some shopping, where she bought a pair of slippers from C&K, and we also bought some presents for her cousins. After that went Boat Quay with my friend for a drink, and supper at Boon Tong Kee and we're home. Poor jessie, haven't been getting enough sleep these 2 days, so she's zzzing like a log now.

That's about it, I think. I can't sleep and I'm feeling so bored now, so maybe I shall go irritate her. Bye bye~ (updated)

i tried to get some sleep but couldnt i wanna ask gp out but tomorrow she got school.

sometime im thinking how come my withheld of action can cause so many problem. why cant i show what i wanna show, why cant i say what i wanna say.

time and again the same thing happen, nobody want it to happen too.


this kind of feeling is so unable to describe.

got so much feeling but i dont know how to pen them down.





~~~



突然感觉很酸


没有心情， 不是很开心。


不知道该说什么。




just feeling so down, dont feel like interacting too. dad coming back with food soon and now moodless to eat. nevermind, i know i will get over this emotional soon.


i dont let sadness pester me for long...






too sudden... oh well, didnt go out today. i wanna be soper guai kia staying at home now cause my lao pa going to buy me dinner, chilli crab 0.0 that tina dont wanna bring me, nevermind~ LOL jkjk~


sleep till so late today, jialat night time dont know how liao. maybe shall touch 'my girl' dvd liao, so long never see my leejoonki. HAHAHAA!


i wanna go geylang eat durians! maybe next saturday shall pester my dad already, hiakhiakhiak~


sian lah, go blog hopping liao.

byebye!

~~~

wah lau, gp is my 神! while typing this entry we msn-ing and she suddenly say black sheep which is my title and she also mention leejoonki out of sudden when i just typed above. my 神~

神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神神

this few days, this song had been inside my mind =S

歌曲：本来
歌手：同恩 专辑：做自己

打印预览 词:阿怪曲:林松锦
下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

yesterday while on my dad cab, listening to 933FM. those songs played brought so much memories to me of the past few years. buy 4D also not so zhun wtf sia, BUT past is past. hahaa~

歌曲：决定
歌手：张峰奇 专辑：婉君表妹

打印预览 我拚命追求幸福的想法
一句话一个动作一个细节都希望
你能够会发现我的存在
想要给你我傻傻的爱
我始终握住幸福的钥匙
一行泪一个眼神一丝微笑都希望
你能够会了解爱的存在
决定给你我满满的爱
走调的钢琴忧郁的声音
空心的吉他孤单的旋律
别让爱孤寂暂停了呼吸
凝结的空气有你的气息
想告诉你我多在乎你
你是我的决定
不用言语我们的默契
只要用心去聆听
想告诉你我多在乎你
你是我的决定
暧昧游戏不适合维系
说好要陪你相约厮守在一起

shall post up a quick update before my dad come back, my blog seem so dead nowadays. WEAK!


alright...

watched spiderman3 and slacked around at home, bring jaysea out for walk. think nothing much happen this few days, quite sian lah.


but today quite alright for me, went to CITI early in the morning lol actually around 9am lah for the open house. quite interested as its also sort of design except that its for interior and landscape. so went off and had mac- big breakfast with pig and then went home after bathing went to aunt house for 2nd round of data entry. hehee had some extra cash but actually also not extra lah just nice for me before my next payday.


oh yeah, today took wrong bus again. AND problem is its 960 AGAIN. tmd, same bus and same story again. N.N!

finished work around 9 then meet up jon with boy and they ate at newton after that went to the nelson's block then went yishun dam then to jalan kayu for prata. my tissue prata got ahneh's hair, damn disgusting. dont know why i also so suay kena this kind, last time also now again.


then went to hougang and my dad came to fetch me around 2 plus. had some talk with my dad as pig keep say i care about caisim then no talk to my dad, okay i hinted him my birthday coming! hahaa!


back home and i pangsai liao, shiooookkkkkk~ no more 便秘 HOR! lol


hmmm... many things gone through my mind this few days, as one got nothing to do they tend to daydream and think alot. really have to kick off my habit of slacking.


okay, shall end here. run out of idea when just now i thought i got tons of things to write.

bye~

oh yeah before i leave i must say this... i got cousins thats as cute as me xD

that tiko pek and 2 innocent girl
so cute like me xD
hmmm okay lah also cute like me
both cute like me~

lol so bhb!

that bias anthony chua didnt took pics of jiahui! BAHS! nah didnt get to dye my hair, shall do it end of may together with the rebonding liao. 'cause aunty say if wanna dye purple or dark red then can do with rebonding cause dont know got what chemical nah.

so yesterday went to clarke quay with boy. hmmm then nothing much nah.


today will watch a movie then tomorrow gonna go my cousin house for data entry again. though boring but for the sake of my pocket, no choice. blame who? blame my dad, wahahahaa!

okay shall end here.

bye! yesterday had sort of fun? hahaa went to sing but i didnt sing much and then went to eat.

alright lah not bad. later going to dye hair liao, woohoo! but after that i'll be so broke cause my dad really cut my pay =( N.N

still need to buy mother's day present, i think i cant survive till next payday liao.

so many up coming event.

going aunt house for 2nd time data entry as well as dinner.
11may going for mother's day celebration

oh ya yesterday i received a letter from what CISI or what lah 5 may got 1 dont know is what. think im going cause there's a design course =D got hope liao although i still prefer lasalle...


and my friendster got more and more unknown viewers, its like within half a day 5 unknow. siao liao lah... must be the name...


okay i gtg, shall update in the night? if possible.


bye~