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OH WELL THE TIME NOW IS 2:15PM AND IM AWAKE! OMFG!!!

nah, wake up so early yet no underwater world for me, so sad~ tina couldnt make it due to honghong going with friends, aiya told tina to mention my name then she honghong will ps his friends think she didnt mention lah~ LOL JK~!

awww i think i have to bathe jaysea soon, she stink! yesterday night she sleep on my pillow and when she got off and my turn to occupy the pillow then i realise her smell is all over! omg~

hmmm, shall update later.

tA!

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just out of sudden a problem can surface out, tell me what to do? granny side one problem now, here another one.

what can i do now? tell me?!

just that moment when everything was fine and problem surface, wtf...

dont know dont know i everything also dont know what to do lah, failure!
just guide me and lead me... omg, its the 3rd entries!

so just now was gossiping at msn then suddenly i got this idea to took pic of pig. yeah so its just pics for this entry.


couple?

jas's mum, my yuemu keep say they 天生一对，绝配 funny sia!!!

dunno why pic look like L in this pic =/
jaysea (1)
(2)
(3) gotcha!

hahaa so well in planning huh my dog?!


ah ya, i really wanna go for lasalle already! i dont care what but i gonna beg for 2nd chance. i know i cant possible go for polys already...

if i failed to get in, prepare my coffin pleaseeeee. hahaa jk~ today suppose to go RP with tina but she changed to morning then i seriously CMI so i ps-ed her. sorry =(

then suppose to go out with euodia bringing jaysea to walk but once again i ps-ed her and jaysea. double sorry =(

mid-night going out for supper with pig because hmmm wah lau machiam the 'just follow law' scene sia. LOL


think sunday going to bathe jaysea le. finally~!




shyt lah, study things haven settle. i think going to RP beg yi xia first then call up lasalle request for re-interview. hehee then i think nyp i no hope also lah although i like the school of design alot. oh i must go see still can retake private o's anot. wah lau, dont feel like studying liao --,


sigh, see lasalle sent that heartbreaking letter jiu gek xim sia.
i wanna improve my english, chinese and art liao. sibei cham...


AIYA bye, i wanna go bang wall. hahaa


我有你真好, 只要牵着你的手就知道...


yes yes! find one more solution liao, raffles design institute. wah lau! somehow i wanted lasalle the most~~~~~~~~~


sigh, the prayer at church no help at all~! no lasalle no lasalle =( today noon time tina came over to find me and i was in the mid of preparing and boy just took so long to open door for her, tsk gay sia! =x

ya then boy went home to prepare thus tina and i went to cwp to had our lunch first before meeting jas.

so jas came and we walk around before setting off to cine.

oh well, sang Kbox and i think im soper throw face, kena paiseh! then watch mr bean hmmm really funny song but the ending abit lame somehow still can laugh lah cause got mr bean's stupid face and action.

in the toilet my stupid dad called and make me so damn pissed with him and now im thinking of ways to deal with his childish mindset, must gam with pig liao. bribe her first =x


oh ya i failed to get into lasalle, jin jialat now must really go beg polys and lasalle for re-interview. tsktsk now i brainstorming for ideas to get myself look pathetic =s

oh ya today im so mad with humpty dumpty song and i sang to lessy and jas until they pekcek with me and decide to ignore me. oh well cant blame lah hor? hehehee i got my retribution too what when boy's with me =s

yeah took some pics to, lessy keep say i took pic not decent and she dont wanna take with me. cant blame mah, i got indecent face what~ LOL

soooo decent~
hmmm smelly =x jkjk


okay lah gonna stop now, many things i need to do now.

bye! meet up tina at cwp around 5plus then went to buy pork floss for jas as she need it to cook the pineapple rice.

omg, she really cooked when i said i wanna eat thai food then she suggest go eat but i say no money she say cook~

then reached her house we start the war already!
all of us were like sweating and choking especially when cooking the green curry which turn out to be the best! and the tom yam we initially thought were the best was acutally so-so~ most disappointing is the pineapple rice, tsktsk machiam eating porridge. so sad =(

i keep calling jas dad 'yue fu' and her mum as 'yue mu'. wah lau bth myself, sibei act sia when 'yue mu' came into the kitchen i at there act wash the dishes. LOL!

so when tina say next time wanna cook again jas first things is say :"tian next time do the fried rice." omg, i shoot until her heart piang until she want revenge. tsktsk~

after eating went down to vista park for abit of slacking and then went up again for dessert, goodness!

wanna went home liao then realised i left my magazine at her place then i rush up again then meet tina back at vista point. wah, can die.


walked home then pompom then boy came. now he pppppppp-ing.


hope tomorrow will be fun bah =D

my thai chef~

my chef and her assistant
the best of the night- green curry(jas nearly give up the curry thinking that no time but our insist make the night worth~!)

pineapple porridge

my cute 岳父
tadah!


okay done! gonna sleep soon, tomorrow have to wake up early.

yawns.....


TATA! stay at home in the noon then until evening time hungry sia then called jasmine and tina to meet them up.

walked around 2 hours (plus resting and cam-whore time) to the lower seletar reservoir which look like yishun dam loh~ and we 3 are like mad, running there and get ourselves smelly LOL~ and jas say her dead body still at yishun, LOL~!

while walking there is really like hell, its dark and we are scaring ourselves. omg!stay there for couple of hours. and i like wanna buy 14 cups of icecream sia, LOL stupid lame story behind it.

ah then reached home around 11plus then online i saw some mates got into lasalle and one of them is like 30 mins before go open mail and saw it so i rush down to open my letterbox but empty sia.

felt so dejected =(
but they say sure got sure got, i hope so nah.

i go cry now~ bye~ lol jk

i wanna go temple pray lah, i give postman 2 more days if dont have i wanna call up and ask liao. dont waste my time mah i still need to think of ideas how to survive leh!


yumyum~
LOL our ghost.
EMO-ing and copying L
china lady just reach singapore =x
look like yishun dam right?


okay lah shall stop here, i got no mood to blog and think too. shall wait for tomorrow, headache now... omg now gp have been psycho-ing me with food, to think that she can say jack's place and im still thinking of thai food!
shyt lah i keep wanting to eat many things, jialat~


hmmm wondering should i bring jaysea down for a walk now...

inside my mind this song keep coming out, dont know why either.

不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论

shall update later :) (updated)

okay, nice night i had yesterday. sleep at 3 or 4 plus woke up at 5pm~ 1 word - SHIOK~


sorry for yesterday night to those whom i had given attitude =)
yeah im being too sensitive and too childish, i thought i had changed but somehow im still the same. wtf =/

but somehow i got the 'mood' to start drawing and bringing jaysea out for little walk but its just that the laziness still linger around me.


yeah, shall not blog much now. im going to continues drawing, intensive training on myself to get prepapred. muahahahaa!

okay, goodbye people...

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omg im so full now! just now i went offline and wanted to sleep then i went complaining to pig about how hungry im and to dad too just nice dad and i were hungry so pig got up and cook thai instant noodle for me and korean instant for dad. woah, nice nice nice! and now im too full to sleep...


hope tomorrow can go to beach, i need a place to let me unwind(not fart) all my rubbish. muahahaa!

dont feel like going shopping now, too broke lah~ sigh... and getting near to 'city life' is too stress for me now =/ weird~!

okay lah now i only got 1 wish is to eat thai food, which jas say she going to cook for me. and now im waiting... hahaa~

just now i was drawing some flowers for my 'future room' design then dad asked what flower was that and say what la ba hua, hu ji hua, mei gui hua huh? then i say :"不是玫瑰花, 喇叭花, 而是梦里花" LOL

and we were playing catching with jaysea's toy. cause my dad use jaysea food and rub on my face and i took jaysea toy to rub on his in the end i kena the toy again and my whole face stink sia! WTF~!

okay lah bye folks, im going to start gossiping session again =D yah, not in a very good mood nor very bad. seriously i feel like throwing tantrum somehow i know im not little kid anymore, i shall control my temper.


i dunno whats wrong, i dunno what to say now. im very very very disappointed.

i feel like the world is turning against me, all came at once. screw this whole lot of shyt, bloody world.


things isnt right from the starting, im not a good friend nor a good person.

serious, i dont have the mood of stepping out of my house. to face this world is like asking me to face shyt.


BYE FOLKS!

i seriously dunno what im doing... everything is messed up, all messed up. crying wont help, it going to make you weaker. but how can one control its emotion? i just need a little place of my own, my very own.

i begining to lose control of what im doing, i dont understand myself neither i understand anyone now. everything seem so unfamiliar to me.

since the past im like this, so now its still like this.

i dont like it, i dont wanna be like this. whats wrong with my present life?


im very very very unhappy now... very very very... yesterday went for my interview at lasalle, i think i didnt do it good as i didnt talk much and the lecturer doesnt seem happy with my presentation. i dont know what the fuck to do if i didnt get in.

somehow im very touched when boy went with me and help me to think how to go there, oh as well as jon too thanks. and thanks to those who wishes me good luck.



after that went for my lunch as during the group interview i had been complaining of hungry to some mates there. damn, so shameful if they heard my tummy growling.


and had supper at east coast with boy and jon. after the supper we went to ECP and sat there for awhile and back to boy's house.


i had a nightmare yesterday night that make me woke up and i get some times to went back to bed. i dreamt of jaysea being caught by spca.
and slept till 2 or 3 in the noon. had lunch and around 7 i went back home.

i feeling so lousy now, i think im sucha failure that cant make things right. now i thinking of going MIA for a few days but there are things that i still need to do. shall see how first.

goodbye everyone :)


IF, i mean IF i really go mia, those cant contact me dont blame me. yesterday was our first month together then we went for night safari but before that i meet him up at amk he say he going to meet a friend so i thought he was going to settle his school thing, who knows he bluff me! kiampa sia, make me walk so long and its drizzling loh! hahaa but thanks lah boy ^^J


so went to night safari didnt manage to take a decent pics of those animals because i got lousy camera phone plus my lousy skill hahaa. so only got blur pics of it.

walk for i think 2 hours plus then went for the dinner. hmmm was quite scary lah the place as in dark and got snake while we walking loh, imagine i step on it then the blood all those... eeeeeeeew~

oh ya i was looking at a lady there and i say she's cute and boy go message tina say i wanna step another boat, sibei kiampa huh him~ tsktsk.






so wanting to take bus home and we waited for half an hour or so then realised 926 only work on weekend so mean we wait for nothing! then took cab home and he came over to stay.

i think dad talk alot of craps to him ahahaa =x

hmmm so we watch death note1 for awhile and we changed to watch rob-b-hood because boy cant tahan the subtitle. ahahaa and something funny happen that make me cant stop laughing when thinking about it, HAHAA! =x

around 3 plus then zzZ liao.

today wake up then i cook noodle then use com then boy keep tummy rub jaysea but hor the position and the way i see it like... hahaa think 'curve' =s

yeah then around 5 plus we went for dinner and he took 161 home. now raining heavily sia! tsktsk...

omg tomorrow is 24 and im going for interview already, i have a hunch im going to fail the interview sia.

sigh...

somehow i hope tomorrow can go out. hehee =D

okay lah shall stop here le =D

4 5683 968 ^^J yeah, its 7am and im here blogging. omfg~


sleep around 10plus at the night then woke up around 4 or 5 and cooked a packet of noodle to feed my not-so-hungry tummy, must be sleep too much until must find something to do then go cook.

hmmm after eating nothing much to do and i went back to bed BUT cant sleep again! wtf~ lucky jaysea is around and i had soooo much fun making her look like a dumbass, muahahahaa! im so wicked~

i think my life really upside down already, jialat! gonna do something to adjust it back soon~

i tried drawing but seem like my brain and hand not yet got the mood, die liao lah how how HOW! must really get myself depress then i have the mood to draw. why am i so weird?

and yup, afternoon boy coming and then we will be going out ^^J

shall update if i got the time and the mood =p

tA! yeah, just pompom out and i smell so nice! muahahaa im totally mad~!

so yesterday, as in monday went over boy's house to finish up the rest of corner*with love video. then around evening time he came over and harass my jaysea. lol

then we go out for dinner at cwp after that meet up with jasmine at yishun to sassy bar plus meet up jonathan there.

hmmm then went there and stay for some time. oh ah boy itchy hand ar, spill the cup of water on jasmine somehow i dont understand why jasmine still got the mood to sing
0.0 PRO!
and she's proud of herself because she never drunk. lol funny sia~

and the most funny plus cute part is jon's action, omfg so damn cute sia. imagine when he say contact lens he put his index finger at the corner of his eye and when he look at the poker card his head is hmmm 45degree bend down, until can smell the card. lol totally funny+cute, bth and i keep imitate him. next time take pic got new pose again~! hahaa

yup then after that went over to yishun dam, omg i finally went there so i die now also no regret. lol too kua zhang lah =x

but the place is seriously nice and the water is sooooooooooooo nice nice nice, if its noon i think it look nicer though soper hot.

yeah then went over to 888plaza for supper, dont know why everytime i drink beer i get hungry easily plus wee wee alot. LOL cannot laugh at my dad lah, now karma liao. whats go around come around~ =s

scary~

yeah, tomorrow gonna complete my portfolio liao sia, got cd-rom liao cannot play play anymore. 'cause 24march is coming SOON! countdown 3 days! ah bu neh neh sia!


eh... think thats all bah, shall update if i recall any funny incident =x

tA!

love's beautiful, so beautiful~~~ (edited)

jialat, im supposed to sleep with jasmine but i cant sleep sia. LOL
hmmm just ate medicine for headache, yeah suffering minor headache now =(


so just now i was tossing and turning on my bed for about 1 hour plus until i bth and came to use the computer, which is the only way i can get rid of boredom.


i was thinking about some conversation that i had with tina just a few days ago, i was asking her dont she think too that everytime we heard those guys doing some romantic stuffs to the girls they fancy but when its our turn we get nothing of that so call "romantic stuffs"? yeah, thinking back i did none too lah so i think god is trying to be fair? hahaa, in fact just a few years back i already have got this thinking.

i remember i asked pig before what is the most romantic stuff my dad did before and she told me is that dad brought her favourite flower- tulips to her office to fetch her home (dad bring me along too!) and reason for doing that is because my dad had some wrongdoing. so one did romantic stuff when they have wrongdoing?

tsktsk, so i suan-ed back pig by saying : " i thought daddy did the most romantic thing is when he peel off the KFC chicken skin from this set for you infront of those girls that took liking to him." LOL yaya i love to say sarcastic remarks to her lah, no choice i too kiampa.

yeah, im still young i got a long way to go before my life end. so i shall see the future with positive thinking! hahaa, trying to console myself abit nah. somehow im thinking if ever any guy that peel KFC chicken skin for me then that guy wasnt my future partner because im afraid i got the same fate as pig. HAHAA! lucky KFC chicken skin wasnt my favourite, phew~

as for today i was staying at home rotting. dad bought back nice foods for us and while eating we was watching the show of whatever charity then dad and i started calling name for the person we saw on the tv. i freaking hate people who are arrogant, so sickening!

and i was there telling dad something and i start acting again, shyt lah i love to "copy" people style now. jialat, jialat must control!

okay lah this entry seem abit too long, got to stop now. later in the noon/evening have to go boy's house, i wanna complete those unfinish videos of corner*love. bibibabiboo!

tA!

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alright im back because i just wanted to blog, perhaps boredom force it to. so take it or leave it, your choice. my blog, i type~ ^^J

thinking of some msn nicks that i saw a few years back and i came up with this- " 人总是拥有时不懂得珍惜, 而等到失去后才想着挽留... " maybe to some it sound familiar yeah?yup, dont you guys think its true? when you have it you dont cherish but once its gone and you start crying and wailing hard, you should have do this and that and not this and that... oh rubbish, if one know how to cherish the important one then this word 'regret' wouldnt be around for century as if it doesnt hold any meaning.

in the past perhaps i really didnt cherish those roles that are important in my life real hard in the past, be it my grandpa or some friends. i understand myself of not being initiative thats why most of the time people just leave me thus im trying to change and im very glad i still got those REAL important people still by my side.

oh shyt, did i just start wailing? =O

somehow over the past few years things really changed alot, maybe its because we are growing and things getting more complicated or its because we got to know more things which in the past we dont get to know. from what i see and heard, i seriously believe no one should be fully trusted nor there is this thing call 'forever', im not refering to those close to me are untrustworthy nor whatever it is(im lazy to explain). long time married couple do divorce and long time friend can become enemies, maybe this happen in dramas but isnt it true that those dramas scene took place in real life too? yeah, i watched too much dramas =s

life is too weak yet we cant do anything to it, life start with the 'born' word and end with 'death' easy yet difficult to understand. even if you give me a long lifespan i also cant get that freaking meaning of life.

gosh, too emotional now? hahaa long eassy, if any examination had got this topic 'life' i think i will get at least a B4 because of all the long meaning (somehow with lousy grammar) additional of 5 pieces of paper with full page.

anyway now im counting down 5 more days to the interview, and seriously i havent plan speech for my art pieces and to be very frank i haven even looked into my art file for those works to be pick for the interview but somehow i completed the speech for the topic. thats very great because i have at least done something and pig will stop her nagging at me now i really dont wanna regret when sec schoolmates get in and i got rejected and crying hard hard at my room for not doing it better, just like how i did when i got probation or nearly retained during sec2 yet i didnt learn my lesson while doing for o's. WTF~

alright, i seriously cant sleep now but i shall DO my best to get some sleep.

so now i shall get back to my bed and toss around =D

tata! yeah, yesterday went down to hougang and was trying to make things clear but seem nothing was verify nor clarify.




tina: i hope you dont feel dejected or what okay? i will be around for you and be your joker though my jokes wasnt that fantastic. no matter what the ending is or whatever reason or truth is heard just forget it... i dont know what to say now but i have to tell you, you still got the 3 of us being with you. i love you my lessy ^^


and now i really have to go off my com and eat my food, my com having high fever now and my tummy is really on strike now!

okay off to resue myself~ weeeeeeeeee


every lives is the same, its just sooner or later we meet the same fate.

tA! yesterday night went to sassy bar with tina then hmmm not much of happy ending there. and i was pretty pissed with what happen, i think nothing nice were ever happen at sassy bar. unlucky...

then went to boat quay to eat my BURGER! omfg i wanted to eat it sooooo much and i finally did.

so slack around then boy came and then hmmm yeah, talked quite alots? boy CRAP ALOTS! BTH BTH BTH! hmmm slacked till 5.30am then went to took train back.

reached home then i pompom~ now im here writing this boring entry while waiting for euodia to come...

oh ya, this morning i took this silver cab back woah a BIG BIG WOAH the uncle drive 120km/h and its freaking exciting! its like im going to have accident anytime but soper nice! the price is NICER starting charge $2.80 and when i reached home its $6.60 cause the uncle drive one big round but i didnt mention cause i like the uncle driving speed, WOOOTS!

and one thing im very sad over... yesterday pig came home and told me she went for fortune teller and the person told her: " 'my brother' if were born should be a very good son and its should be a twin, your daughter now is very good but in the future she will know some bad friends and turn bad. your family next year will have a big problem but she cant say what problem it is." yeah im very upset by the aunty words, whats the meaning of me turning bad? and pig keep ask me dont do regret things, its as if i cant think and like i got no brain? wtf?!

im very bothered now. somehow i SOMPA yesterday to tina i wont be a kpo already, it seem like most relationship that i brought to seem to have problem. im so cursed, i cant matchmake a nice nice relationship. sigh...

yeah, thats life. you always find trouble when you got nothing to do, yes i know im very happy with the present but somehow i like to find trouble to get myself upset only. so many things have been running through my mind...

if i ever turn bad, the only cause is pig. yes i told her but she dont believe, there's time i really feel like running away from home due to her consistent of wrongdoing which a mother shouldnt asked from her children. sometime she really screw my life up. really...

tummy calling for help! i wanna sleep soon...
tA!

GEMINI-
The Bottom Line
New people bring new energy to your life, but they can also be a distraction.

In Detail
New people can add vitality and energy to your life, but they can also distract you from other important things. There are many work or school issues that need your full attention right now. Be careful about accepting too many invitations or going out on too many dates -- you might not have as much free time as you think you do, and it would be a real shame to start something that you can't follow through with.

first minute of 16march and i saw this, sian...

but kinda true, i need to get serious now. i must stress myself, i wanna bitter now then sweet later. so...... i countdown the days myself, COUNTDOWN: 8 DAYS!


omg omg omg, stress liao! wanna go sleep first wake up then do liao. but first of all, i shall try to change those format of my songs =D so busy so busy~ *lying*

and to be very serious, i got to keep quiet now. i shall let things flow like water and keep it untouch, i swear i'll do it! also i will stop wailing and complaining my stuffs like nobody business to people so here is the only place =D but i dont want cuckoo to be here then give sarcastic remarks behind then i will be thankful to god. hehee

okay, shall update soon!

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hmmm pig asked me to bring my nails art to make it as portfolio as her friends told her im talented in that so shall use it to 'show off'

wah now is like war sia, cannot liao cannot liao must chiong ar!

and and and! i feel that my english standard had dropped like hell. jialat have to improve, dont know what the freak i did to my english. tsktsk...

AH hen fan hen fan! i dont know what's wrong and what to do now, its like wtf? awww of course i dont know when noone tell me right? anyway, i have no wish to know anything now =( SOPER FAN AR! ARGH~ 问世间情为何物只叫人靠呸靠不! i like this sentence ^^ (updated, edited)

went to watch the cyborg movie with boy, jon, jas and gp.
but before watching i meet up with jas to makan first then gp arrive shortly after i finished my 3in1 meal. then went to withdraw money funny lah i forgot about the machine above cannot withdraw then is when they already on the way up then i was left alone at basement in that longgggggg line waiting for my turn~


so after watching then went to kranji dam there THEN I SAW SHOOTING STAR! I SWEAR! i mean out of the 5 of us only i saw loh, damn lucky!

yupp so went home shortly. gp brought vodka and i pour my green tea into the bottle then i mix the drink, hmmm quite nice sia. jas finished it up and i think she's not alright. im waiting for her to online now. *so she was dead sleeping on her bed --,

me: 1+1x2 = what?
jas: i dont know
me: then who you like?
jas:4 *pointing out 4 fingers*

LOL! okay lah this not what she replied but is i act out infront of her to gp, i find it pretty funny mah because the person i acted is just right infront~ but jas dont kay si le i got your drunk messages loh! hahaa~

nite = mite;
liao= jiao;
oh= ni.
and i used very long time to understand your words okay! its making my brain trying to suicide yesterday night.

muahahaa just admit BAH!

yeah, everything's fine. im glad and happy, i promise no such thing will ever happen. ^^J


im trying to act decent and not fooling around okay!
still cannot take it lah, must act yi xia~

yea and my memory card sot again, think i will buy the memory card again! i dont know buy how many times already sia! hmmm buy to standby first before i buy new phone =s

yupp thats all. i really hope the shooting star i saw can bring me lucks!
bye everyone~! got to sleep early cause tomorrow need to go school early~
tA!

hmmm, cant think of any unique icon to put as msn nick. seem like most had the icon as nick, so i shall stay put with this ❤tiantian- until i brainstorm finish.

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B.A.M finally came to visit me, no wonder these few days i keep having moodswing and eat alot! wah lau, so suay suay suay!

and today i overslept and didnt manage to reach school at 11am and in fact now is 12.40pm and im still here blogging. alright im making use of the time when my hair drying and i typing. okay i got to rush now~ brb to update!

IM BACK! omg my pics all the size are each 1mb sia, big big big file! jialat jialat i need to buy cd-rom liao~!

hmmmmm i go there jitao sweat till dont know like what sia, go there i think less then 30mins and im home. didnt even pay school fees cause i dont see a need to pay them when they didnt teach me liao =s












okay bye, i dont wanna update liao~
tata~

watched the ch u show, now new target : i wanna take pics that can show one's inner true feeling! YES, ADD OIL!

The Bottom Line
In a groupthink situation today, you may have to resign yourself to mediocrity.

In Detail
Your ideas are definitely the best ones being offered up today -- so how come no one is listening to you?! This is no time to throw a temper tantrum, as that will do little to help people take you seriously. Instead, resign yourself to the fact that although you can lead horses to water, you cannot make them drink. In groupthink situations, sometimes the best answer is not the right answer -- it's the answer that everyone agrees on.


keep quiet and look the things around silently~ today woke up quite early, a phone call woke me up lol then i cant sleep anymore. now im damn tired~

just called the ms nana and tomorrow im going back to wgs at 11am. OMG~ so damn early, can die sia! yeah taking pics of my artwork, weeets! happy happy~ charging my camera now~! MUAHAHAA!

okay i shall start my folio tomorrow hahaa, lazy again~

shall stop here and get serious with the outing planning!

tA! *edited

yesterday meet up gp before going to boy's house.

so we went to make her atm card thing then went to eat. we spent 1 hour at pizza hut dealing with so much food! and imagine the person serve the soups and drinks and asked :"2 or 3?" cause we ordered 3 set meal! MUAHAHAA!

and we keep pushing the food around! i eat until i burp about 3 or 4 times~ and the tummy is BIG UNTIL wah... then i feel like slapping my own tummy =x

omg, more coming!
are you sure is 3 sets?
see the cunning look! hiding the potatoes in process~
task near to complete~

saw the soup beside the plate? we already hide one potatoes ring inside =D MUAHAHAA!

then went to his house wah lau watch 2 episodes only! im damn lagging~! again he keep saying the same person, okay lah not as much as the previous time. LOL!

then wanna go home i walk down and was deciding whether to take a cab then suddenly RAIN! nice~ so i took a cab home, i hate taking 161 sia! so shakey cause me cannot sleep and the journey is damn damn long~ awwwwwwwwwwwwwww taxi best~ hahaa

oh many are going for lasalle interview liao, die liao i no chance le! SIGH!

serious, i this 2 week until 24 cannot go out le lah i havent even start on my folio. CHAM LIAO LAH! but after 24 im going to play till i kisiao~ WEEETS! then i have to accept fate as in lasalle will accept me anot. awwww!

shall update later~
tA!

headache now, i dont like this feeling at all... sometime life is really like shyt, why do god make people imperfect and yet still give us so much insecure feeling? everything seem like a dream too, a far too nice dream that will 'pop' when one poke the finger into the bubble. just like how fairytale end when you closed the book... there are so many people so much better than me. oh, im being over zensitive already, yes i know... i know i got nothing better to do thats why i think too much, just heck care and dont bothered about me i merely blogged(like i always do) because im having PMS okay? ^^J dont worry be happy, hahahaa

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
The Bottom Line
Your life may have some chaos in it today -- but at least you won't be bored!

In Detail
Sure, it would be awfully comfortable to have your life all laid out neatly in front of you, with no surprises and no confusing relationships -- but how fun would it be? Embrace the chaos that's in your life right now. It's stimulating your mind in a whole new way. If you get anxious about how things are going to work out, you'll be putting yourself through emotional distress for no good reason. Don't fall into that trap.

zhun or not i dont know, i only wanna paste it here. something wrong with me =s *editted~

Gemini and Sagittarius are great friends, besides being well-matched lovers. They share a deep understanding and a very similar life view, based on a general, refreshing optimism and enthusiasm. Sagittarius can sometimes be a bit too blunt, saying things without thinking beforehand about whether they'll hurt someone or not, but Gemini is a hardy sort and, like Sagittarius, can forgive and forget quickly. These two don't have time or the interest required to hold a grudge

jasmine find this, and i find it damn true! ahahaa she hitted my bull and i hitted hers but we never bear grudge.

- jasmiine ت says:
i dont care
- jasmiine ت says:
u must go blog.
- jasmiine ت says:
say we hao peng you
- jasmiine ت says:
LOL

LOL! cant blame us for this because until 4am plus and we are not asleep =s

When Gemini and Libra come together in a love affair, they enjoy a great relationship based on intellectual interests and mental agility. Dual-natured Gemini loves Libra's balance, and Libra is always entertained by the chatty, brainy Twins. Libra loves art and beauty while Gemini loves the beauty of an idea, but these loves aren't far off from one another.

Both Gemini and Libra have a great deal of mental energy. They can come up with all sorts of great ideas when they work together, and Libra has the get-up-and-go needed to put their ideas into action, a quality which Gemini tends to lack. In fact, in the birth of an idea Gemini is better at pontification than direction, but this is a valuable contribution to Libra's mental process. Both Signs share a need for intellectual freedom, which they can certainly provide for one another.

Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus (Love) and Gemini by the Planet Mercury (Communication). Libra and Gemini work well together; they combine the forces of love and communication. As Libra prizes harmony with their lover almost above all else, Gemini won't be able to indulge their love of a good, hearty debate too often; Libra would rather do almost anything than argue.

Both Libra and Gemini are Air Signs. Gemini loves Libra's energy and has no trouble keeping up when Libra is off and running with a new idea, art project or other pursuit. Both Signs have wide-ranging interests, giving them great material for provocative discussion.

Gemini is a Mutable Sign and Libra is a Cardinal Sign. Libra likes a position of leadership in a relationship. They most often come up with the date ideas, for example, and flexible Gemini's happy to go along -- as long as it's okay to change their minds at the last minute. Libra tends to initiate things but has trouble finishing them; Gemini is so adaptable, they won't mind switching gears on a moment's notice and moving on to something else if Libra gets bored.

What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Libra relationship? Their ability to work together as an intellectual team. Together they can expose each other to new and different points of view and areas of interest, and help one another open up their worlds.

wah soper long! read till you roll your eyes.

infact i always believe in horoscope stuffs ^^J

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alright, its 2:32am now and im still online chatting on msn.


life's sometimes is too boring that we got nothing to do except gossip and recently im so into gossip and its the same old topic! hahaa


things have been in a mess too! i seriously wondered and pondered whats the matter with it?
yes, jasmine is right. i should intiate abit but i cant change my character just like that nah. time, i need time! hahaa

我希望今后都能快乐永不分离...

the nicest song! hahaa

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

hmmm im feeling so much better~ so much happier~ so much nicer~ hahaa


this 2 days i have been eating alot! imagine yesterday the time i woke up and i can eat until 3 plates of beehoon! omg, fatty bombom~

im so hungry now... jialat~ B.A.M coming soon liao lah!



girlfriends, when can we go underwater world or night safari? awwwwww
oh ya i wanna go pizza hut too =x

FIND ONE DAY~ okay? hahaa


god damn, my portfolio havent even do one shyt! shall start on it either this few days, have to bring out my cute notebook to note down what to say and blahblah~ have to call back school also. so mafan! ARGH~!

and the cat at my voideck meow everyday, so irritating! its so damn loud loh, hmmmm...


okay lah, shall update when im free~ hehee

tA!

oh damn its *3:11am now! I AM -
one who wont make first move,
one who have big ego,
one who dont like to sweettalk,
one who dont like being force,
one who like to do things her way,
one who wont admit wrong when im right,
one who dont like being pushed around,
one who dont like being suspected,
one who tough in speech but soft in heart.

yes and many more about me. i dont like people to suspect about my personailty. why cant people just understand me? am i so tough to be understand? though i know im wierd at times but i just a normal person too...


JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


SIGH... *editted

IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!

firstly the msn fault! i keep cant send my messages and now i wondering is it another earthquake attack sia! today really is an UNLUCKY DAY!

secondly, i dont understand why people cant realise their fault and instead they keep wailing and blaming others? have you ever think and ponder what actually happen that make things went worst? c'mon lah who's the one at fault? not you then me loh. if things had become like this think about it, i think its all deserving. dont blame me, seriously i consider to make peace but i couldnt bear all this afterall.


im glad pig and dad didnt make me a money face child, god bless sia!


ALRIGHT! IM GOING TO SETTLE MY LJ MSN's THINGY!

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restart com and msn back to normal! HAPPY SIA, can gossip again.

i promised, this is the most i could write.

im thankful for my lessy tina, my princess jasmine and cutie pie joanna dont mind me unable to afford to fulfill their wishes due to limited cashflow and they still stand by me.

somehow, i wont continues this bytchfit session. but serious, i doubt you can have a peaceful night. thinking what you have done? i doubt you can realise it~ im very sure you dont know that we know so much things you done, well god is indeed fair~ finally the light been out!

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE, SWEET DREAMS AND SLEEP TIGHT! while im going to start on my portfolio~ curse me if you wish ^^


shyt man! msn alright but my phone went hay-wired! wtf! so unlucky lah!

~~~

suddenly margaret remind me of my primary school bought tortoise still at her house, die lah until now she still keep then i already forget about it. jialat, when young hor shouldnt want rear what jiu buy what sia! cham cham, have to mafan her liao. guilty*


hmmmm sony phone are rather cheap, maybe changing to that bah. no choice, phone really mad liao. i yesterday sleep at 7plus morning due to fomatting the memory card, make me wake up at 5 plus this afternoon. si lah, kuku phone!


okay, shall stop here and continues gossip =s

yummmmmm
LOL lao da and xiao mei~ (updated)*editted

going lasalle later on, wah lau... feel like smacking pig =x


hmmmm... dad said he quit his job next time drive taxi then bring me to school, dont know why i hear liao feel like laughing sia. now things turn for the worst man!


ah, god bless lah. going to prepare now. i heard from pig saying that if interview they dont want you is say face to face sia, so xia suay later must act pity yi xia. then if they want me i must act gan dong yi xia. wah lau, i should take up drama de loh...


okay okay, going to prepare.

tA!

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so, today was just to register make me worried so much sia. but i seem very blur today, i know nuts about register things sia! going back lasalle on 24th for interview! omg group interview sia! scary~

i was wondering have i made the right choice choosing fashion design... when the person ask me i choose without asking nor knowing much about this course, i was pondering... yes i choose blindly, i know.

now whenever i go out i must bring sketch book! i only have 2 weeks to prepare! on mrt draw, sit down draw also. sigh... now then prepare abit too late sia~

pig ask me bring my diy tee, they ask me bring my nails art. i wanna take my batik but all need 10 pieces sia! JIALAT LAH!

so after that go to bugis for my late lunch and then walk around then gp came over then buy clothes then go yishun meet up jasmine for the thai food! wah super funny lah~ lololol

jasmine's dad brought us there then i on phone tell jasmine say "papa must bring us go, her future daughter-in-law going." then when her dad arrive he ask "who my future daughter-in-law?" i quickly point gp~ LOL! then her dad funny lah pull down window, keep call those people who drive bike keep there "uncle, uncle!" make me LOL sia!


oh ya i bought my benny wong book 2!

then walk to mac for short talk then walk all the way from chong pang till tina house, we took 1 hour to complete i think i lose 2kg of fats sia!

then walk i keep waving to those people around. got uncle go pass i say byebye then people on lorry i say byebye plus wave, i know those girls feel like wacking me! LOL! fun sia~

then while walking past the coffeeshop got 1 uncle shout damn loud and i heard him say " xiao jie xiao jie, ni men yao zou liao ar?" then i turn around see him then he act shy with me, bend down and laugh --,
jas heard him say "wa the lady all very good look." wah lau, sibei bth this type of uncle! i think he drink too much, coffeeshop uncle.

then i asked tina to blog how nice we 3 are then ask her to say we 3 are "san ge hao ren" LOL then initially wanna pose like mark lee they all in jail but no time, too late le~ if not the pic damn nice cos i remember how they posed.




from tina view
my artist view~ LOL


okay lah, done with my post!


AHHHHHHHHHHH, SO HAPPY NOW! SOPER HAPPY! dont ask me why, just that im happy! hahaa~

tA!

omg my house voideck keep got meow meow sound, lasted for 5 mins. very loud turn until very soft. eeeeew~ hmmmmm i wonder sia =x


~~~

now channel U playing wang zi bian qing wa, nice show man the song is NICE~! i think i can watch 2 times sia hahaa.

dunno why i just love this lyric~ hahaa

peter>看着八垒米的格子
一格一格闪烁的画面
微弱的暗影闪动
老旧放映机转着过去
墙角沾满着灰尘
照着暗暗的光线
周围是空无一人的宁静
失去你的线索
找不到幸福下落
爱情碎片怎么拼都是你的脸孔
只好任由眷恋空气中游走
双手还戒不掉拥抱你那份冲动
在夜深人静的时候
好想要对你说
nara>孤独的缺口
没你填补就不能活
不要离开我
直到下个世纪末
孤独的缺口
没你填补就不能活
不要离开我
直到下个世纪末☆*^-^*☆
peter>rap 快let me try
don't be shy 别走开
你难道看不出来
不分日夜的思念有多无奈
看那些情侣女的美男的帅我不喜欢
我曾经也像他们充满初恋般的喜悦愉快
甜蜜的回忆一直浮现在我混乱的脑海
tell me why 你为什么会走开
你为什么不回来
让孤独的感觉成为我的另一半
把他当成一首歌一直弹
失去你的线索
wo wo wo wo..
合;every time everywhere
every breath wish your kiss
i'm falling in love
everyday every night
everything you will see
we're not lonely at all LOL yea came back home damn early sia~!


today this entry must be very exciting for boyboy! lol
yesterday night he keep saying XXX and he keep acting XXX, wah lau bth sia!
LOL i know one day he sure together with XXX one, i know i know~ then keep act cannot breathes all that, wah lau too much thing sia! lol whoever(lessy) keen to know please meet me up, i sure tell you all EVERYTHING! LOL

okay lah see, im not so zek ark hor.
seriously i cant recall all sia!

jasmine, boyboy treat you as idol liao. he keep laomao~ LOL!

this morning received a sms from bh, thought he send wrong person but he actually asking me to go back school --, he already started study, sian lah i 29points dont go back hor abit bhb sia. hmmm he say school until so good, abit feel like going back le =x nevermind tomorrow go lasalle see see first ^^J


while taking bus home, i was quite tired so i sleep awhile then this little boy sit beside me keep smack me! wah lau, i keep awake sia then his granny ask him dont but he still smack me to keep me awake, SUCHA NICE BOY! LOL


okay nah, shall update if recall anything funny =D

tA! yesterday around 10 plus sleep till today 2 or 3 plus. wah, bth bth bth so pig!


oh well intend to go lasalle today but my laziness... think this friday going to beg them accept me bah. pig dont want me to retake and keep want me go SP because got people to "take care" of me mah, my cousin there --,


really is go lasalle liao lah... how sia? people got course still so picky why i cannot be picky abit? =(



hmmm... later going over...


oh well, tina blogged about that se pekpek now my turn to dig out those long ago pics!

mentos sour mix
pig head teacher
LOL
so cute!
CUT~!

okay done! actually got more but those pics cannot be posted cause...

MI MI!

hahaa

tA!

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
The Bottom Line
There's no need to be Machiavellian. Hold on to your values and ideals.

In Detail
Just because everyone around you is cutting corners or taking shortcuts does not mean that you should. There's no need for Machiavellian behavior, and you know it. Don't follow anyone else's bad example. Now more than ever it is vital that you hold on to your values and principles, not only in your work but also in every aspect of your life. Look objectively at situations, and judge people by how they act -- not by what they say.

why ar? why sound so true again? =x yesterday went over his house watch 1 eps of xiaozhu show and guess3. then near midnight then zzZ...

and he went for his hike this morning.. =(

lol poor gp lost her wallet, she can cry hard now...


NOW IS I WANT TO CRY LOH!

We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.

N.N.P! i so sad!!!


nevermind try to appeal for nyp those design course or i either retake or go lasalle which everyone is so against now! AWWWWW

I SO FREAKING SAD LAH! but i dont know why i still can laugh --,


siao liao, damn xia suay! everyone thought i can go SP one, now...

SIGH!

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accompany tina for doctor trip, then had my 3 in 1 lunch. lol siao liao lah, think i got something wrong with me. then home...

took a really short nap, cant really sleep much. thinking much...

why all this happen to me nah? im really so damn suay? i know i cant appeal for poly and now i have to go for lasalle, which i now think its a bad choice somehow because of all the remarks made. die, i really dont know what to do now...

AHHHHHHHH, smack you upside down! stupid god, you really answered the prayer they made for me? nonono, i dont want lasalle now...


AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! oh im so pissed now until i cant fall asleep!

just now i was hungry so i get my butt up and cook something to eat then i on my phone THEN i went to charge it THEN THE PHONE WENT BERSERK AGAIN! 1 day 2 times, nice plan!


feel like throwing it away man, so pissed with it. now i format it and i have to input everythings again. n.n phone!



omg omg omg! have to save for new phone now, AHHHH! ponder over phones now...


everyday got new problem one leh, PISSED! (updated)

oh well i noticed i changed alot, as in for the worst! i dont know whats wrong with me, dont ask me why either. still brooding over what i will become, its sucha madness! god bless me! but for sure, i believe nothing's wrong with me~



noon time uncle and granny coming. nice! got nice food to eat le =D


BORED! i dont know what to do now. perhaps im just a sickening bytch =)


SIGH! i really got alots of stamps =(


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sleep at 8 plus, played game with boy on msn and chatted then tio kan by dad ask me to auto abit 'cause i on the light from night till dawn and he was sleeping with light on after switching off com went to disturb pig and jaysea. eeew~

woke up at 6 plus and eat, ahma all go home liao~ =s


sian, im bored now!

TA! (updated)

woah i just wake up only man!

sleep at 7am plus then pig keep asking me if i wanna go, i really wanna go but too bad lah too tired and i know i miss alot of GREAT FOOD! wah piang i feel like dying... hope pig can da bao abit for me to eat =D


hmmmm euodia messaged me telling grace hurt her leg, now grace like lah cripple cannot walk properly. hmmm i must look after jaysea liao, cannot history repeat sia.

okay lah shall update later!

tA!

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oh well, im bored and alive thus update nah.

thinking of something and i just laughed! 男人味 funny lah, cant stop thinking of it~

oh sunday my family coming over for foods! lolol
just ate aunty's curry, soper full~ weets nice man!


oh again they 3G my phone, lucky pig at home. always wanna play this kind of thing leh, bh not funny lah~ =x


oh, just now xiao zhu damn cute nah! weeets~

okay, girls crapping time!
seriously, i think being a bytch is so fun! but let me learn how to lies and be hard-hearted first ^^

TA!


seriously you know what happen? i dont know why, you are that $.$? anything you can cheat but not own moral and friends. i dont know what come over you, you are just so hard to understand. now you know why? SHYT, im damn pissed with people who can cheat own moral! what for we study so much? just to cheat money? 奸商! we did give you chance to come true/verify with us but no you didnt, yet you cheated us. what for? dont blame us for being cruel. :)

(edittedS)

today went to town.
went to fareast the gp finally bought her pony~ then went out saw that steven lim, wah lau xia si wo sia! he ask me to trim eyebrow then i say trim liao trim liao then he say i very familiar if i never hear wrong ar. then i start to act the video clip he said averil accuse him that video with tina.

WHATS WRONG!


LOL

then went to play pool at cineleisure. i sort of emotional for awhile, yes just awhile...

so... think thats all bah? shall update if i remember any.

pics talk~

Y(-.-)Y off~
proclaim lucky star
all star
super star
awww~
i dunno whats wrong with us...
while waiting for tina, madness~
les partners
awwww~~~~ ^^
i love you, you love me~
finger licking good~


alright, give me some time i need to think straight~

SIGH! this month isnt a nice month for me, i just need something to brighten it up for me...

hmmmm...

tA!

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oh ya i bought cousin's pens and i saw this HUGE baby taz in the more than words, tsk going to save for that plus 11st girls out. must save at least $170 for the taz! omg omg omg cannot anyhow spend liao, they say buy for jaysea to bite ar then i say i bite it myself =s

oh i today i think i very kiam pa, in lift people talking i reply then go out people talking i reply again. siao liao sooner or later i sure kena beat up =x

saw the advertisement for retaking o's, from 12 march to 24. hmmm shall see if i REALLY wanna retake anot, abit lao kui sia! lasalle really not the place for me?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


tA!

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dont know why, i just got the rush to post this :

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
The Bottom Line
You're holding on to some grudges -- and they're holding you back. Let them go.

In Detail
Some negative energy from your past is affecting you right now, and it has got to go! Deep inside, you are still holding on to some sort of grudge or regret, and you need to work to release it. Today, think of that person in your past that you're still angry at. Realize that you have moved on and that he or she doesn't affect your life anymore. So there's no need to hang on to these residual unpleasant feelings. Once you really understand this, you can be free.

hmmmm...

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
The Bottom Line
Don't like your social life? Mix it up -- explore a new venue with your friends.

In Detail
Today you may be uncharacteristically unaware of what's happening outside of your immediate circle of friends -- in fact, if the walls started falling down today, you might just keep chatting happily with your pals (luckily, there won't be any big crises like that to worry about). Together, you and your people are capable of creating a new reality for yourselves. Don't like your social life? Mix it up a bit -- explore a new club or a nearby town together. There is real power -- and comfort -- in numbers.

its had been a long time since i notice friendster's horoscope. nice! (updated)

today went out with pig and my 2 girls to admiralty for facial =s

my face here red there red, so ugly!

hmmm then suddenly 1 message and it really spoilt my day. forget it~

today certainly not my day, i thought its a brand new month and things will go smoothly but... not! my memory card hang on me and to think while walking under the block a cig butt can actually nearly hit me but lucky i U-turn if not my hair will really cibaboom!

so they came over my house and played awhile and off to vista to slack awhile and talk quite alot. why guys thinking cant be pure-er? omg tsktsk~ then talk alot about perfect guy all those. i think i really find a perfect bf le, hahaa.


yupp think thats all nah. im still thinking why am i so unlucky today?

SIGH!

我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边


When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when
u run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through
her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes
full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, "
after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your
chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers
forever.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

When a girl is mean to you after a
breakup
she wants you back, but she's
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever




WHEN A GUY:

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a
few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves
you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without
you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

LOL true???


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suddenly i got the mood to post up the lagging pics. aww suddenly got this thinking, who cares about the future? jasmine lao mao~ LOL!

dunno why i had been so vulgar and bytch this few days, see those pics and you'll know.

soper disiao =x

stupid people talking.

i know i very kiampa =x

disiao-ing~

lao mao~ lol

i dont like decent pic nah.

stupid face =o

BAHS!

pee more~

F.U

see i already say im very vulgar.

aww go home go home stop taking pics!

told you all many pics liao. lol

im trying to be disturbing =x okay now is 6.50am and i think i sleep for around 2 to 3 hours only because i woke up around 4 or 5 plus with nightmare --, wtf can? its like im sleeping and i know it yet i know i keep tossing and turning around and i was like doing things awake but im sleeping. its had been hell for me! =s


oh well forget it~ oh the jump track video that time i saw is real, live! lol the newspaper verify it. oh, god bless me! hahaa


im so hungry now, later shall munch on my hot dog bun. hiak hiak hiak~


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oh yesterday night meet him up for the movie and its like we only get together for 2 hours --, soo short... blame the stupid rain, at home i can point at the sky whenever i like 'cause thunder wont strike me~

so we watch the protege, it find it both funny plus disgusting no wonder is nc16 =s
ah he keep saying the little girl in the show very cute and being the bhb me i said :"then my dad must be very honour to have me as daughter." okay lah i think is sort of what i said, i forgotten nah. lol



hmmm, are you happy? ^^J

*jasmine pronounce LMAO as lao mao. LOL! ah jasmine you die, i really blog it out~ hehee

cousin called my house phone tons of times until i pekcek pick up the phone and answer very loudly : WEI! then she scare ask me wake up then call her --, she call me to ask me help her buy pens. my sleep~

oh, im going to eat and sleep already.
tA!