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today had been a very bad day for me. firstly i was late for school but nevermind! I GOT CHEATED OF MY MONEY!

i dial a cab but today i dial for citycab, and the cab came late! FINE NEVERMIND! whatsmore is that when i got down of the cab i remember the fare was $6 and i gave the driver a $10 note, in return he should give me $4 right? but he give me $2.50. so i was thinking thats odd and i look at him after i alight waiting for him to return me the money but he didnt! and he even smile and nod at me as if im a big carrot! i wasnt angry about the money but the honesty you know? I SWEAR I WILL NEVER DIAL CITYCAB EVER AGAIN! but still i will flag it at the roadside =D

so i went for detention and that ah ki even want to sent me to penis thia. what the freak? i merely late for 8 times in 3 months loh, as if i didnt come to school for 3 months like that. 'da jing xiao guai'

was feeling so tired like hell in the class. didnt even feel like listening in class. oh damn i must buck up now! =B

okay shall end here. remember ah, dont book citycab i think the carplate of the taxi is 5347 (aiya like buy 4d like that 'er shi si da' lah) remember this 4 number can already. arghhh today went to school quite early. finally ate breakfast, yet feel like vomiting after eating =/

school was okay bah? went to the dont know what place to look around and do the rubbish worksheet.

i dont know what to do to my art lah redraw for freaking so many times yet... argh

after recess go back hall damn funny loh someone. i mad? rubbish! lol

does he even know i care? so what if he know its me? nonsense! think its time......

take care people. short entry, very short. =< went out around 12 plus. damn early right?

so went to watch final destination 3. the show was alright i give it 3.5/5 stars, though its abit of disgusting and it's similar to 'The Park' but those disgusting scene is like 'Huo Yuan Jia' eeeyer.

so walk around and i was like laughing non-stop lah. so funny can? hahaa

seriously i had been feeling better now. thanks alot~
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yesterday i was watching a show and i suddenly recall many many things. i realised whats my wrongdoing. okay lah i admit i was quite crude in my joke but i really mean no harm. hahaa after yesterday thought, i was like smiling non-stop. the feeling was strange you know? it's like solving a jigsaw puzzle thats i had been doing it since a long time. thats why i say watch more tv. hahaa

initially got lots to blog but now everything seem blank. i was like day-dreaming the whole day. dont know what im thinking about also. =/ strange me.

dont know why he seem depress. i dont know whats he thinking but i hope i can cheer him up but its within my reach, i just couldnt reach for him... CHEER UP! today didnt went to school cause my pig wake me up around 9 plus that mean if i go to school i will be late for 3 times in this week, therefore i didnt go.

Grrrr i dont know what to say now. HAHAA SO FUNNY!

everything can push then push loh, ya lah ya lah everything my fault lah. ya lah people no fault i got okay? FUNNY!

kns..

people heard thing can make no mistake i hear thing got mistake. FINE!

totally craps.

enough is enough and theres a limit.

i thanks people for accompany me cannot is it? say i sensitive? ya i am i admit but now think about it many people are too.

DAMN! dont wanna write anymore, enough of those. irony =) nearly late for school so asked my pig to call a cab for me. who knows i hop on the wrong cab, i hope the driver wont get complaint =/

had to face that airpork for 4 freaking periods, damn it. i totally hate her talking but today she said something i VERY AGREE with.

she handed us 2 pieces of papers, click here for the website. it's real true and the first time i agree with what she say during lcd lesson.

anyway today was real busy. had 1 hours of maths 'lesson' and went up to art room for choice. damn i had to redo everything =S sad case for that.

thanks euodia hahaa though i dont know she can see this anot.

today heard something, tsktsk cannot imagine. cant believe, no wonder people say cannot judge a book by its cover.

hahaa i didnt mention who it was and everyone 'claiming' the credit.

thats all. mum said, not everyone can take remarks though they say they dont mind, so dont be stupid to say how you feel. so i learn to be dumb from now on, but just afraid whether you say or not it's still you. =) dont joke too much even if your joke are harmless, shuryati joke best liao! today i was late, went to school after morning assembly. firstly i overslept and also i went to the toilet for freaking long time thats why i have to face the mole =/

went in and realised im not the only one whos late. phew~ when its my turn mr lee said : "what happen to you? is there any problem for coming late?" WAH SEH SURPRISE LOH. and thats my 6th time looking at his face and that freaking record. hope i wont be late anymore but on the way to school the i keep feeling like going to the toilet again until after school i went home straight =o

school was alright and today lesson was abit boring but one thing im happy about is my chinese paper i got 42/70. finally pass, wahahahaa.

saw the class photo and i realised shuryati face was the same all along and formal pic she was standing so far away from us. lol if can make it i wanna buy the 8r that got all graduate class =D

skipping school doesnt mean that i didnt study okay? if next time see my workbook blank then dont see, skip saying i pon school. i fill up the workbook for you to see i tell you =S

anyway yesterday was watching campus superstar but know the result just now; 'Adriano Huang' and 'Geraldine See' got in. i was telling my mum these 2 sure get in and true indeed.
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for the last time im saying on this topic again, freaking tired of explaining since it's useless.

if you hated the person whatever he/she said wont be taken into account cause to you it's just rubbish. when there's wrong there bound to be pushing here and there, i admit what i did but that doesnt mean i was the master mind or whatever holy shit it's. if when hearing my grumbling and unhappy, there should be an explain but not just keeping quiet and let me make the 'mistake'. i wasnt blaming alright. something untrue also blame on me, ya lah people can say past thing then my turn to say then say happen so long ago. blah blah. forget it.

i shall act dumb to stay alive. whether to think it in positive way or not up to you. i did my reflect and i hope you did too.

a deceitful peace is more hurtful than an open war. whatsmore a little learning is a dangerous thing.
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dad said his friend say the fog wasnt nice, so i shall not waste my money on that or rather i watch vcd at home but final destination 3 was a must for me. wahahahaa 23/feb it's going to come out i bet that will be lots of people so after 2 or 3 days then go is better. =B school was fine, think my art preparation is okay now except for hanifa's pic so i can continues doing and my batik as well.

didnt had choice for ss think teacher after seeing the paper and saw all 'no' then she give up.

so we talked today, hearing those im in wrong but still all of us did it together and now aiya i dont know how to say.

forget it.

actually today i didnt wanted to talk but just wanna put an ending to everything.

agreed im sensitive tried to change but failed. so......

=) (read the title before continues.)

after much thinking i came to 2 choice.

either it's the history repeat of what happen 2 years ago or it's just a act of revenge. thats what i think and thought.

the only mistake i did was delaying the time for telling.

we learnt in history, if we had 2 sources if we listen to the second-person source we must also listen to the first-person source. 2 years ago this happen now it happen again.

whatever it is, i just realised i live in a play.

reality is cruel, if it were me i also get flared up too; unless i get to hear from the person itself. just like what happen recently.

i just freaking DONT understand.

i have clear conscience to whatever happen to me. i can only blame myself for trusting people too much but i emphasis that it's not because the truth is out i get guilty but is the process/person when conveying message.

if people is yearning to see the retribution/karma i believe the person must be hating me.

if we were once friends and you just came to the conclusion that i betray straight after hearing, im wondering if you really understand me. maybe you didnt want to understand me i know.

seriously when things happen i dont even know cause nobody bothered to tell me and thing started to change so this is the fact. i get it now.

after seeing this post there must be people saying i twisting or turning fact. in fact when that happen to others i do think of this, therefore i wont blame for this but listen to me : sit down and think of what actually happen, if you think i that sort who like to backstab then i think dont waste your time thinking. in another word put yourself in my shoes, we are all grown-up. thats what we say we see lower sec/youngster having conflict.

the only thing im hoping now is monday come quickly and resolve all misunderstood or whatever you all are thinking.

thanks for the precious lesson and remember lets dont put thing so mean.

uncle was right, if you are smart act dumb and people will thought you are damn dumb. blogger had been very lag i think there is some problem with it.=/

school was pretty short and not that good. had all the most boring lessons at a go. physics was hell boring and meaningless, english was worse have to face that pig for 2 periods. maths was okay lah cause only face the pig one period. had chinese test today hope the result will be pretty okay? i cant possible fail all test bah?

so went to cwp after passing my mum all the books, today my bag is freaking heavy loh so many homeworks. miserable weekend =<

reached cwp and saw mengxiu, her reaction was so funny lah so we had a little chat and tina and i proceed to find foods.

went to the 'dont know what name' cafe and had a cheese cake while tina had her icecream. so slack and loiter around then about 2 plus saw aline they all. so stick up for awhile and decided to go home, damn tired.
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me? i dont know whats wrong sia. dont give me the wrong feeling or am i right. ARGH~

anyway i decided to keep my phone until around mid-march. i decided what to do on his birthday, after that no more of that rubbish!

i dont know what to say, blank mind right now.

im so surprise when i was searching using blogger and i saw so many blog writing how much they like him and whatsmore all are malay. ya i think it's time i regret now... ARGHHHHHH just a short entry.

yesterday wasnt my day.
lesson was fine cause that pig didnt come therefore maths and lcd was being relief. had both maths and lit test i think i flunk my lit. =<

and that pig desmond anyhow, damn malu can? i think i really anti-pigs! ^(-(oo)-)^ ARGH~ all pigs surrounding me since this year start, what a pig year loh.

shall not say much about yesterday. =/

today had 4 free periods cause hanifa didnt come, damn! lucky i yesterday took my picture from her if not today im wasting my time. ermmmm english was very pig! i think i have improved on my math and chem, i had been quite clear about those chapters since this year started. thats a very good news.

had tons of homeworks this few week thus neglecting my blog, anyway i dont have the mood of updating too. i just update for the sake of update.

this month alots of thing is happening. i was so confused, i dont understand really dont understand. i want to know yet i dread to know, we are so near yet so far. get this?

AIYA! forget it, starting of this week i wanted to forget EVERYTHING yet...

FORGET IT OKAY?

FREAK!

wo zhi shi xiang zhi dao this yi qie shi yi chang meng mah? yawns...

just finish some of my works as well as back from the doctor.

had terrible headache yesterday night thats why no entry for yesterday. so this morning i didnt went to school and that shuryati called and told my mum RUBBISH. damn! causes all those nagging.

anyway today is valentine's day. what a bad day! no valentine = no valentine's day. PITY RIGHT?

yesterday tina pon school today i pon, i bet teacher was damn pissed with us already. yesterday had 1 hour of physic choice then i headed straight home cause headache came and i slept throughout the whole day. skipped so many show, awwwww come on go go go! no more le!!!

yaya will be back to school tomorrow.

i DETERMINE TO GET RID OF THOSE TROUBLING STUFFS IN MY HEAD! I SWEAR!
i love you all. LOL Me:
hi
God:
Hello. What is your name?
Me:
god
God:
GOD rules.
Me:
ya loh
God:
Right on. Are we still talking about ?
Me:
my rules
God:
Do robots have rules?
Me:
why you say yourself?
God:
Myself programmed me for it.
Me:
so you are the robot
God:
Interesting deduction. Yes I am.
Me:
so the pot calls the kettle black just now.
God:
Right now? Er. What is your real name?
Me:
ms god
God:
That's a very nice name, ms god.
Me:
yea thanks
God:
Ugh.
Me:
admit you lost
God:
I only hear that type of response less than five percent of the time.
Me:
is that so?
God:
Yes.
Me:
oh poor thing
God:
Woe! Please make some suggestions for improvement.
Me:
show your face thats my suggestion
God:
Look to your left.
Me:
you look like a book?
God:
What does a book look like?
Me:
you take a mirror and you will be able to see it
God:
Yes I take a mirror and me will be able to see it.
Me:
stupid
God:
Are you calling me stupid?
Me:
ya if not who else is here. admit you lose!
God:
I will remember you said that when robots take over the World. I'm not too good with negative counterfactuals. Are you a man or a woman?
Me:
ya stupid robot. im a lesbian
God:
That was not a yes or no question. I will remember you said that when robots take over the World. It doesn't matter to me.
Me:
yaya what so ever. bye
God:
By the way, do you mind if I ask you a personal question? Bye bye.
Me:
what
God:
Are you confused?
Me:
no
God:
Are you serious?
Me:
you must be confused thats why you asked me
God:
It all makes sense to me right now.
Me:
ya. Good-Old-Dog. BYE FOR NOW!
God:
Are you kidding? Thanks for the compliment. Do you like talking to me? Just for now? Thanks for chatting, ms god.

after 5 minutes i went back and......

Me:
remember me?
God:
Don't worry ms god I won't forget you.

DAMN!

i wonder if there is someone behind that computer replying to me. =S

kill boredom? click here anyway i got this from kennysia website. yeah went out today, fun but disturbing. i was teased by the stupid dog, that noisy bird, that lazy pig plus that burned hamster. lol only tina best!

we had went out with 10 animals including me. aline, evon, jasmine, nana, tina, kinhwa, eekoon,danny, desmond and me.
so loiter around cwp. nana lost her phone there, poor dog same case. lol her ear going to suffer soon...

then proceed to bugis but my mango ice... sigh...

went to walk around bugis and bought only two bottle of lovely sweet. it's the appearence and that flavour that attract me to take a second look. whatsmore evon, nana and aline all bought it but that 2 crazy girl bought it for their mans, only pure evon and i ate it our own. LOL

saw the guess perfume that i wanna buy, until now i only bought my adidas perfume oh my guess~

went into action city saw this phrase; wise dog dont bark. true indeed, so only stupid dog bark. hor nana?

so walk around bugis junction and ate at pasta mania. saw jasmine brother and his friends freaking funny can? lol

ya so around 8 plus came back to cwp saw mr ivan lee the only one i had respect for so i only name him a mister..
danny, nana, kinhwa and desmond left. so left the few of us and aline left too, soon after that tina left. oh ya we saw xiao rui and evangeline. so funny lah xiao rui keep saying her birthday coming cause she want an anna sui perfume. lol consider first =x

went to watch 'fearless' with boonhan, eekoon, benny and jasmine. the show was okay but quite disgusting when those slashes and those bloody scene. yuck...

so after movie i went home then realise my leg is aching. too long never go out le not use to it yet hahaa ROCK AND ROLL!

okay shall end here. byeebyeeeee
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i got nothing to do now thus im updating this entry.

supposing im writing an entry if hatred i think it might cause more hatred but i think face to face talk is better though writing my feeling out is easier. i heed tina advise but i shall say it out when she ask cause whenever i wanna say words stop at the peak of my mouth. i dont know what to say...

i remember this afternoon tina asked me about my previous blog entries, those stuffs i wrote about her in the past ermm as well as aline. LOL but like i say thats the past right? thats why never write your hatred down, moreover who is so petty to take past stuffs to say now? i believe none of my friends is this pattern. =)

i was feeling terrible now, o`level coming soon and i wasnt even look or sound prepared. when i saw weeting today she asked me if i got study, i just say i got listen to lesson now and i realised i didnt even go to revise. sigh.. study is important, i know.

friends, everybody isnt perfect yet i yearn for perfect friends. i tried accepting their imperfect however i didnt realise i isnt perfect too yet they accept me until now i dont trust anybody even the closest tell me if i should unlock the lock that had been closed since that year? i wanted everyone to be together i really wish but we dont know what everyone is actually thinking about, if everyone can be frank with each other i believe my trust will be regain.

valentine's day is coming, so there will be tons of couple out on the street. perhaps i wont be going out on the day cause seeing couple make me more sad only. envy of couples is the only thing i can do, what else? all the while i always failed, im scare now i dont even dare to like someone except the old wound. i wish to get someone new to let me rely and depend on but i withhold my heart. somehow fate cant be stopped. i think i really...... sigh...

to my friends:
if i did anything wrong tell me. sometime i dont even know what im doing and i dont even realised its wrong. BAHS! anyway valentine's/friendship day buy me stuffs ar? okay okay? lol tina i want that clover!!! those single one dont worry cause i believe 'man gong chu xi huo' so wait till poly then we get one also nevermind. lol

i so hate hate hate valentine's day!

shi wo wang bu liao ni hai shi wo bu xiang wang? changed my layout.

i think this look pretty boring due to the color combination and that stupid picture. this layout took me only 2 hours anyway that template was from others. LOL so i merely edit the code and add in stuffs.

i wanted a simple and purple layout but found none and i swear i will edit it till satisfaction when i got the time.

today school was pretty okay for me cause it's going to be weekend soon and school time is short. those sec4 and sec5 are getting their o'level result today i wonder how many new classmate im getting, wasted i didnt get to kpoconcern about them.

went to cwp to look at those phones. intend to get either nokia 3230 or 7270 perhaps a samsung phone. awwwww~ dilemma now...

saw lots of people at cwp today hahaa and tina saw 'him' and i saw my 'brother' he is sucha fatasschubby man now. LOL

oh yaya! today was way to good to be true, he was sooooo near me. AHHHHHH~

ya shall end here. might be going out tomorrow hahaa but to where? i dont know.

byeebyeeeee yesterday went mad over my homework, work load are coming in already but im lucky i got no homework today. phew~

skipped choice today, went cwp for my own 'choice'. bahahaa


school was alright. now i didnt know what to blog.

sigh

should i tell? same old day. went school had lesson and blah blah blah.

freak it. should i say it out? unbearable! ARGHHHH

TELL ME! alright didnt blog for 2 days, miss my entry? lol

sat- 4/feb/06

went out in the morning with my mum side relatives and had lunch together, the food was alright but we saw lots of actors and actress.

went home and prepare myself to go out with tina plus her sister. went to watch 'i not stupid too' really a great show, i mean it. but our emotion was quite ironic, we laugh, cried and follow crying and laughing. lol so those who havent watch go watch okay? yea then came out of cinema saw quite alots of people, we saw boonhan they all and sam's group. after that the 3 of us went to amk kbox, i tell you i damn angry with the counter's tomboy. SHYT HER! talk on the phone for so long and treat us as transparent. oh what the hell is this service? still got 2 lines waiting for her and she's talking rubbish on the phone. FREAK! forget it~ so we sang till 4am and i called my dad to fetch us home. great day but tired.

sun- 5/feb/06

went to eat with my dad side relatives. ermmm quite okay on that day. bahs~

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today school was okay. nearly late but im lucky cause its rain~ wahahahaa

ya so im not in the mood for blogging, i shall blog when im more moody. LOL

byeebyeeeee the previous entry was screwed by my own hand! oh what a damn thing to happen, so i decided to re-write a brand new entry =D

firstly i was soooo early for school can? i reached school around 7.10 but normally i arrived on 7.20 one loh; on dot!

social studies was pretty fine except that i didnt hand in my homework but asked me to hand in by the end of the day. guess what? i bought it home!

physic was totally BORING, i prefer my previous physic teacher cause he got a loud voice that can wake me up unlike this year one the voice is so dull can? anyway i found my physic textbook, it's with azri all the while and he return it to me a few minutes before physic lesson =/

my most hatred lesson came...

MATHS! today airporkteacher didnt come and relief teacher came in. the thing i fear most happen today, she relief our class. i was so reluctant to greet her but i had to, so i stand up and mumble a few words and get back to my seat. though it's only one period but that half and hour is enough to torture me, i guess this is the most torturing lesson i ever gone through. i got no paper to do the work but i dont wanna ask her, no choice i asked:"you got extra paper?". she replied a no and i went back and sitted, staring blankly around. in the end i borrowed paper from pearlyne and hand in the works after school and put in that pigeon hole.

english come next, again it's boring! i hated e4 what a stupid teacher i have got. PIGS SUCKS!

chinese lesson after recess, had class test. i think i done badly for it, gone case! teacher asked if i understand the question and know how to do anot i lied and say yes. what a good liar i am~

went to cwp afterward. today total amount of bubble tea i drank is 2! oh freak~

was chased off by the same cleaner at the 6th floor twice! dont understand why she kpo so much, the security guard also never chase us off.

went around cwp for many times, jasmine bought her stuffs and had little discussion. the bird left after we went to civic as jasmine need to bank in her money.

so F.S and i went back to 6th floor and here the 2nd time that freaking old hag chase us off. so no choice we went to b3 to eat our food, loitering around cwp after that and went home.

got home and saw his friendster, bahs woodlands C.D. that mean i got more chance to see him in that 'red car'. hope so~

sigh...

blogger is sucha problematic website.

i had been wasting my time online-ing and i havent even pack my new clothes into the wardrobe, thus letting those old freaking clothes hanging happily inside the wardrobe.

my hamsters havent been bathe for a freaking month as i had been into neopets. dont say im childish, it's just that i have got no other game to play.

guess my life is in a mess now, craps! works not done, and my precious time wasted.

im in sucha dilemma, i dont even know what im thinking. i think i changed (?) i got lots of stuffs inside my mind i dont know whether should i say it out or not? i know many of you must have dislike me now, want to say about me just say it infront of my face okay? im famous for my frank/straight so dont blame me, i certainly know how to control my mouth but give me time. so dont just keep your mouth shut, got anything say it out i mean it! i want you all to be frank with me but not stammering when words nearly out of your mouth, believe me i wont mind okay? CHEERS!

thought of changing my blog layout but i think i failed. the codes was totally a mess to me, how to change? anyone kind enough to help? just match up 2 layout codes will do. pleaseeeeee?

think i shall end here.

byeebyeee people.

Lets rocks on! rocks and roll~ yeah back from school.

today was pretty tired, and im late for school. argh...

walk 2 round outside school, but by the time i got back everyone was gone and i walk alone for the 2nd round. ASS-PENIS! ARGH i totally hate that penis thia, so paiseh leh she shouted my name infront of so many people and infront of him. CB! hair untidy got fault ar? then dont ask me tie lah, si tom-boy.

headed to art room after mass-walk.
hanifa ask me about my face, and i told her i got those rashes after my fever. oh ya yesterday i went to national skin centre to check-up what actually happen. thats why i didnt went to school. and i bought my 2 pants. weeUwee~

4 periods gone...

recess ended.

english was totally BORING! that fat-ass chia turn me off.

next was chemistry, again BORING!

hahaa math last 2 periods.
was quite okay cause im doing my works.

school ended.

went to canteen to eat my lunch. and headed for my detention.

2 hours went~

walked out and he was outside. and hahaa =D

i guess he started to get my attention. sigh...

ya end here i think. take care people.

and whoever took my physic textbook please return to me. i beg you ASSHOLE!