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went to my 3rd uncle house yesterday. omg he bought a new ktv set, it's like those in k-box or partyworld one. YOU SEE HOW RICH HE IS? im so envy of his 4 daughters, each got their ownlaptop even the youngest i think primary school only got a freaking apple laptop. ARGH! actually i hate going to his house but guess what? he gave me an angbao of $100 but i didnt take lah, gave my mum.

oh ya i played with tina and rocky. LOL tina went blind~ oh old already...

if im rich like my uncle i will drive a bloody car when im 18! AWWWWWWWW WHY WHY HE SO RICH!!!



went to bank in yesterday cause i wont be collecting ang bao from my dad side and mum side alway she keep it, hoho bank in $230 ownself keep $22 hahaa cause all 2 dollar notes and the machine is freaking picky want red color and blue color notes only. i havent buy my giodano jeans!!! initially yesterday was going to buy but need alter then my lazy character you know lah? so i will buy it other day. muhahahahaa

okay shall end here. going to play neopet now, cant rich in reality nevermind i rich in neopet =D im all alone at home now. my mum and my granny went over to my second aunty house and im too tired to entertainvisit them so i rather come back to my home-sweet-home.

reached home and wanted to count my ang bao money but i ended up browsing through people's blog and playing neopet. but i think i got at least $200 for this 2 days. my rate dropped =(

ermmm yesterday went to had reunion dinner with my dad side relative, after that went to tampines kbox as my mum side relative were there. didnt sing, and didnt eat nor drink. TOTALLY NOT IN THE MOOD! had slight stomach-ache gosh ruin my day you know? i wanted to sing 'cause those aunties and uncles sing badly lol. okay enough of my criticism.

stayed there till 2am, saw it? 2am leh so boring and today i had to wake up so early. yawns... i hated new year but i certainly love my ang bao =D

so this moring went to 2 great- grandmother house, and had my favourite soup ; herbal duck soup. yummy~ but i saw 2 ants inside my bowl of soup =x

ya loh ya loh thats all. byeebyeee .


i love ang ba, ang bao love me too so come to my pocket okay? i will TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU~ went school today with stomach-pain and mrs heikal (think i spell wrong eh.) ask me if im okay, when obviously im not okay. yaya im late and that ah ki ask why im not in school for that sooo many days, told him im sick.

school was short today, had my worst math lesson and my boring english lesson and and physic. one word - BORING!

that fatass keep shoot me, you fat-ass stop all your nonsense go slim down lah.

had early recess and went to the hall to watch performes. xiao rui and audrey dance was awesome~! hahaa i think that one of the progamme i watched with both eyes wide open. co performe was BAD! get it? badly~~~ dont know who played the er hu totally disgrace co =x

ermmm think thats all?

ya went somerset cause tina saw xiao shuai ge and i saw triangle head when im in the mrt going to meet tina, so fated hor? hahaa then then then saw no one else. oh ya saw lots of woodgrovers.

after somerset went bugis. bought a cat shirt and a cat bracelet. FINALLY! and bought 2 more shirts with my J necklace. weeUwee~

ya ya thats all. ended.

im mad today. totally MAD!

wo wang le wo zhi ji ye wang bu liao ni. hoho im back to school today. i know people had been missing me so i went back =D

school was okay, they had mass run, i had mass walk; weekly routine.

after that was 4 periods of art, woohoo had class photo taking session in between. AND IT'S MY FIRST TIME SITING DOWN! damn thats the result of 18 students in a class, i have to sit down in the first row... sighhh

after photo taking shuryati asked tina to go 4e1 to put something so tina ask me along. that lazy teacher two things also need to people help ownself cannot take ar but nevermind im willing to help~ LOL saw him O.O i stare/look at him like want fight like that and he give me back the same look. wakakakakaa ya then go back art room listen to hanifa rubbishlecture.

english was boring, but we went outside homec room and saw tina's triangle head. HAHAA! GUESS WHAT? rachel say wh better that jh. LOLOLOL stupid lah triangle head so ... =D neh neh ne poo poo tina~ =p

chemistry was okay loh. math was terrible! that fat-ass! her look totally irk me, AIRPORK! off to hell you this fat, ugly, arrogant and short fat pig. ARGH! i know you this fat-ass dislike me since i quit co, so you try to be funny with me? lol ( quote from ah ki) PIG SUCKSSS


anyway i went to cwp after school, skipped the lifeskill workshop think i got to go for the detention after cny. sighh all tina's fault she lure to me to skip lol.

changed my pant, initially wanna buy cny clothes but fancy none. so EMPTY! yawns... must buy by tomorrow if not im not going out!

okay ended here.

byeeebyeeeee anyway today is the 3rd days i didnt went to school. im bored hence i shall blog about campus superstar.




let me think...

okay maybe i shall start predicting who will be out next? okay set! (but i only comment on the guys, im not so bad to predicting the girls result.)

Renfred Ng (on the second last pic.) i dont like him and i think he like to attract attention, he used to join teens model search '04. hahaa
(link up his friendster by clicking his name.)

follow by next is Lee Yin Wei, not that i hate ugly guys but i hate that kind of look. ni yi wei ni ke yi be superstar ar! &$%#&*@#&$@

ya the rest im quite okay. muhahahahaa

okay thats all, ended with satifaction. =D

i found something real retard!
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=9501530
go see go see! didnt went to school today. woke up and had headache plus yesterday night my block nose keep me irritated the whole night and making me cant sleep. arghh~

heard from my pigmum that shuryati didnt went to school too, she on mc O.O wah surprise leh.

jasmine also having fever, i wonder why so many people was sick. strange =O

watched campus superstar yesterday, yuyang make me utterly disappointed his performance was real bad and when i saw the result he wasnt out that make me go =< ya i support him but after watching his 2 performance i can see he didnt make any improving. correct?

hoho shall not talk so much on this.

think i shall end here, i really got nothing to talk about now.

anyway who's willing to help me clean my hamster cage? 5 dollar per cage? lol i got 2 cages and 2 dollar for cleaning up the floor those mess my hamster made? tina? LOL went to see the doctor just now. i hate to see doctor if not for the mc i rather stay at home and continues eating my panadol. the pills which the doctor give alway the same and he give me a 2 days mc so if tomorrow im late ah ki (mole lee) also take me lan lan. =x

having cough and running nose now, fever gone those stupid illness came. this is my first time having such a bad illness for so long. the doctor say this kind should last for about 4 to 5 days and he say im still in the middle of recovering -.- since friday till now i think for 3 or 4 days already. yawnss... and doctor say should be people in school pass the virus to me! damn stupid school rule make everyone need to go school and even if they are sick they still need to go thats why im sick now! ass wgs!

didnt have any appetite nowaday. just now went to 888 plaza eat i left 3/4 of the rice and nearly puke out cause too full already. sians i take over tina now, eat less, left more! =/ but my weight never go less leh.

after i came home i read a news report on the newspaper. it's about a mother of a sec 4 girl went to school to threaten the discipline teacher as the teacher keep fussing about the girl hair saying it's not up to the school standard and whatsmore that mother is a hairdresser so the mother wanted to cut her child hair in front of the discipline teacher for the correct standard but the D.T pass a message to the parent that she's not free and the rest of the discipline teachers also not free, therefore the parent went to find the photocopy of all the D.T photo and find out the D.T was actually very free yet she doesnt want to see her thus making the parent went furious and she went up wanting to cut the D.T hair.
wah cool right? how i wish the news is in singapore and happen in wgs and how i wish the teacher is penis thia... seriously penisthia need a case like this to make her less arrogant.

okay think my post is long enough already. heyhey! keep me update on school event okay? ya after yesterday blogging i felt more worst.

my limbs went cold and my fever hit 40.

i couldnt sleep well cause my whole body was aching all the way. every few hours i would wake up. that was bad enough...

slowly my fever went down to 39 then to 38. didnt eat for 2 whole nights finally today i felt better but my leg was wobble perhaps that's the result for the 2 nights i didnt eat.

think i will blog tomorrow. watching tv now =) yesterday i was fine in the afternoon but get sick during evening.

vomit twice and had fever, my whole body was aching and included running nose. and my bloody head was aching till this morning. i really cant do much but went to sleep early. i think i should blame the mochi ice-cream and the chocolate! damn you chocolates i shall eat you more when i get well!!! gosh~ i suddenly remember when i vomit the fluid is brown color and the particles in it feel like the mochi skin leh. =/

Shit! i shouldn't have lied to teacher, and i get real sick now.

but thanks to panadol that make me able to blog now.

will be resting for today~

so take care people and dont fall sick okay?

byeebyeeeee oh well~

skipped school today, not purposely one okay? but im damn tired, my whole body feel like it will break anytime. i think i had not have any good rest since school start. anyway i remember yesterday while tina, jasmine and i were in kfc talking we told each other not to skip school but today both tina and i skipped school and we still say tons of reason why we cant skip school. ironic~

after i woke up i plan for the day, do my homeworks and clean my hamster cage(they had not been clean for more then 3 weeks). but when the time came i was sitting at the sofa flipping though magazine and talking on the phone. im sucha lazy ass.

now i didnt do any of the above, but slacking away. gosh~ im in love with meiji almond chocolate, i ate lots of them just now. turing into ultra fatass soon.

didnt know what to do or what to write now. i got no interest in everything i do, and i think my temper went real bad now.

i stare at people when im just a little unhappy, walk away when im unhappy with people. i dont think i do this during just year but sometime somethings i really cant bear with it. when one kept quiet people take advantage thinking that the person will be a easy target for fooling around with. freak the people! for now i think im not throwing tantrum but i got my own reason, for those who do what i do stop all your ass remark on me im not like you okay? asshole!

if unhappy with me say it right infront of me, if you say also didnt say right infront of you so please look at me when you were throwing your tantrum like there's no tomorrow cause the bad cloudy look is ON ME! freak it.

yawns... i discover when one say other they dont look on themselves. perhaps i shall start to sell mirrors so they can reflect upon it, great ideas? think i shall start recuiting members cause i think many people will buy it from me. wakakaka~

okay shall stop all my moaning and groaning.

i remember i once heard this ;-

"actually people dont know whats the use of attending secondary school. in fact during secondary school we absorb more knowledge and info of the outside world. why is that so? cause during secondary school we see most people and we can see their true color, we will receive criticism and we will know what is backstab, betray at that time. tell me do we know all those when we were all in primary school? when all were so innocent and kiddy. secondary is a place where we were prepared for the outside world. so accept it, it's for your own good.

understand it? if dont know ask me in person i will explain.

okay think thats all.

take care, folk.

byeebyeeeee school was okay cause 4 periods we were in art room =D

went off early due to the nyp open house. saw quite alots of people there but strange enough i saw no handsome hunk.

after that went to sun plaza. sat there till 7 plus then went back to civic as jasmine wanna cash in. but a big rains came afetr that so we cant walk home but took jasmine dad's car home. hahaa

reach home do my works and came online to blog. hahaa

end here.
byeebyeeee today went to school earlier then before LOL.

school was normal kinda boring?

after school went cwp. saw sye ya on the bus, she changed alots..

bought lots of stuffs at cwp hahaa.
-pencil case
-penknife
-2 cute thing to hang my phone and pencil case
-little i that sweet.
i forgot to buy pencil lead. my memory is going against me this few day.

sorry for the short post i write it in a rush.

i like dreams of the future better than the history of the past. yupp i end my day at cwp again.

today i was late for school and i dont lie so i go for detention. (actually i love going detention when i got tons of works.)

today was pretty boring? i dont know but it's certainly not that fun.

had double lesson for chemistry, math and physic. chemistry and physic went to lab to do teh practical oh well i think i changed alots i did right? i do my works and went to school everyday, i havent skip school for a single day up till now okay?

math was okay okay loh. think thats all?

yawnss...

i find out that i had been happier? i did? ya indeed.

hahahaa. today was a boring day.

first we started with pe. oh bloody hell! that thia sucks i tell you.
anyway after pe is math, that pig find out i didnt do my works =< poor me.

ya then is art, art was fine.

english, we went to continues the movie haha he so cute =x oh the movie was okay.

then went to hall for a play after chinese lesson.

after school went to eat then tina go for her detention while the rest of us went to art room to wait for her. but after 4 we didnt see her le =/

ya thats all ~

this word hint should go extinct when everyone learn to fake ignorance. bought 4 boxes of mochi muhahaha

went to eat at 888 and went to ntuc to buy things. thats all.

short post. haha Updated

went to school today even though it's sat-ur-day. do cip, went to block 621 my previous block to collect those unwanted stuffs for recycle. the result was awesome, collected lots of old newapaper and finally i realise singaporean are kind. got one unit the newspapers height when stacked up was like around 150cm. omg! i got no choice but to call boonhan they all for help. thanks =)

finished around 11 plus and went back to school, who knows that oliver junus call us to help out in the end no help was needed --. groan~ wasted my energy walking around and waste my time. ya so class meet up and do reflection form and released. tiring day.
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i know i wasnt in good mood this few days and my attitude was like so sucks. i knew it and the one who suffer much is my friends, im sorry especially tina hahaa cause i keep on showing her black face.

i dont know what im thinking about and what i want, save me from agony can? sigh...

ARGH~!

i wish to lost all memories so i can forget those silly past LOL. tina you get what i mean right?

i dread going to school, i dont wanna see her! the least i wanted to see in alway around me, ya your perfect-ness bring me down. i envy, i jealous cause i wasnt perfect. =<

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i just had a row with my mum. she wanna took a bus home but i want to walk home so in the end HAHAA!

i wasnt in the mood just now; mood-swing.

i wanna find someone to talk but i couldnt find someone, i wanna cry out but i couldnt. just now while in mrt my tears was just at the exit of my eyes but my mum was there i cant cry infront of her. haiii

she didnt know how i feel, what am i thinking. you all might be saying :" you never tell her how she know." but how you all expect me to say? you all want me to say :"oie i depression lah. is that what you al expect? haiii

i'm sorry im not strong enough.

i thought i might have the fate to see in in the mrt but i didnt, i keep looking around for his view but nothing came. i wanted to give up everything that dont belong to me but my hand was stubborn, my mind too. i cant.

---------------------*GREY*--------------- You are
attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings
and express everything that's inside. But can be
selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't
like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up
people's day. You know what to say at the right
time, and you have a good sense of humour.

wo zhi xiang yao he ni zai yi qi

will you ever notice if i disappear? today school ended early like usual, and today is 13 on friday so called the black friday. hahaa whoever born today shall be curse =x

stay back after school to decorate the class wah piang eh my class like hell/haunted house loh, unlike e3 look so heaven-like. no choice we go a no-tone teacher mahh. okay lah dont backstab her le lol.

class was okay, english went to ava to continues the movie. omg 'he' is damn shuai okay? though he look abit like pig but he's cuteee~ hahaa and had chinese lesson then i dont think today classes was fun(?)

after school went cwp eat then proceed to cck for ktv session. lol

i sang like there is no tomorrow okay? I GOT TO PROVE I DONT SOUND LIKE AH-DU, UNLIKE THAT WESLEY HOR! sang lots of song, jasmine say she want chinese lesson to have ktv competition lol she wanna join. okay think i end here if jasmine blog she should got more detail inside.

oh ya i forget on the way to cck , on the mrt got one guy sing like nobody in the mrt loh, SO LOUD CAN? lol so bhb =x hahaa today is really not my day. sigh...

today got mass run and i forgot to take my mc from doctor so when that penis ask i said: "i didnt get it cause my dad wasnt free" and she said: "your dad not free you cant go and take yourself? also not he sick is you". then i replied her :"my father no go i no money to see doctor." and i think because of that anne and i were sent for detention due to no proper attire.( but too bad lah we didnt go for the detention lol wait for the teacher to catch us loh. ) continues... then we walk around the school for 2 times hahaa actually should be 3 times one =x during the walk that stupid anne go greet her, and i told her dont in return of anne silly greeting she give us that assholeinnocent look. haii older then us by 3 years and become a teacher, and whenever i saw her my mood change. i dont wanna see her lahhh

ya after that is art then my art quite okay loh look pretty and unique only loh. LOL jk jk no lah but it think my skill improve a bit le? aiya forget it.

then got social studies then to english. stay in the ava room for 2 periods, so boring can? yawnss timetable change again.

ya then the pig never come so math periods is sooooo free loh, cause a relief teacher came initially i thought she will be coming to teach us but phew~

after school stay back in class to help that 'chou nan ren' and weidong. lol weidong fell LOL! i help him with the chair yet he still cant fall bamboo jiu shi bamboo. hahaa but he ke lian lah his hand bleed.

after that went to art room to do my art haha. wah lau eh my art piece really pretty and nicely done loh. =x hahaa jk lahhh. ya then farther on i shall not write le. =/

saw tina's blog, dont know why nowaday people felt depress and desperate plus despo. lol jasmine and tina, buck up okay? lets find a good boyfriend slowly and mean while bright up our life with laughter and smile~ okay???

depression rocks! like how the hell rocks =( just came back, decided to do my homework after i stop online-ing.

went to school and bloody hell im late. but i dont have detention. bahs~ but when i told shuryati im late she keep asking me to go detention when i told her i dont have. act cute one hor?

ermm lesson was okay my day was okay too. nothing much happen except that stupid wesley continues saying im ah du. the pot calls the kettle black =D and math lesson was funny(?) dont know but the game was pretty lame.

after school went to cwp as usual daily routines you see? ermm no handsome one hahaa but ate lots of stuffs =x fat fat FATTER.

jasmine and nana went off first cause they going to sing. so left aline, tina and me. dont know why when we were talking about some stuff i felt terrible deep inside. i dont know why.

while walking home i feel like crying when those raindrop drop on my face. heaven can you stop crying for my grief? suddenly i think im too naive, im too stubborn. sigh~

p.s : any nice guy want a nice girlfriend? jasmine and tina up for grab~ hahaa

why cant i give up after you said no. i believe in karma.

i believe in whats go round come round.

no matter youself think that you did those were right but in fact its very very wrong i hope everyone reflection, if not we go detention and do reflection with those teachers okay? hahaa i dont want this entry to be seriously but mark my word, never DO things you will regret.

remember what ms lim( if you guys are wondering who ms lim, okay lah is me ) say just now ar. dont forget and dont ever do bad thing wor
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lets not dwell about those anymore.

i watched campus superstar just now, wah hong yu yang cute leh but i think he look like someone leh yet i forget who --. and the adriano is funny i think i support they 2 only. yawns no shuai ge one lol but that bala look alike got out im very happy. lol i seem like hating ugly one =x omg omg karma karma. hahaa and i notice that yu yang is wearing a ring at the marriage finger i think he got gf le bah? hahaa

anyway i got a wonderful pic i wanna show, a pic of sun setting.




if there is a sunset there will be a sunrise too. in life there is down and there is up too, so there is upset but there is rejoice too. but it's what you choose to believe in, whether its sunset or sunrise.

get this straight, WAKE UP! from your idea =) firstly today rain almost whole day.

and we had pe lesson right after silent reading. and that ah thia is very sly loh. i still dont like her even though she kay kay treat me very good. lol

chinese banding i didnt change lahhh still remain. =<

and english was pretty funny due to wesley. oh ya and math lesson was quite okay today. hahaa

got tons of homeworks and during 'i forget which lesson' there is lotss of bees and they were spraying something which i think might be a beehive. *omg bees*!

so after school we went to cwp, as usual we still laugh at people and we saw quite alots of people there. hahaa saw jasmine's bro and K.K. LOLOLOL movie preview =x

about jasmine bro and his friend the story was damn funny. we keep following them then i wanted to point to aline but when i point jas's bro friend turn and saw. oh freaking MALU! wah piang eh. then follow until sian then hahaa. forget it loh.

oh forget, in sch during assembly more funny cause we were laughing hahaa 'some one' face's something then lol lahh cant say out. hahaa

uh-huh then went to cold storage buy foods to eat. wah lau eh jasmine you lah. lol bought chocos and mochi ice-cream. yum yum~ and went to 6th floor to eat.

after eating went home, on the way under my block those bunch of malay guys try to provoke me. lol i shall write down ;

*walking toward my block.*
- a girl was waving a gesture like saying no to me. then another guy was shouting but i was on the phone so i couldnt hear him and i thought they were talking to the malay boy behind me.-
*under my block already.*
one malay boy our school one : hey my friend want your no. ( then pointing to one charcoal boy. )

me : hahaha funny. ( then walk away. )

haha so funny right? freak. wait i see him in school i sure stare him till die. LOL

oh ya i forget to say i saw julian hee bro. haha at first is tina saw him then say "eh look like julian hee hor? but is fat version." then i see liao i say eh ya leh. lol but who know julian hee was walking pass me and he was talking to his brother. LOL! oh my goodness!~

okay like that only. byeebyeeee

lol this is funny -

GEMINI
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners
Very Good in bed. Lover not a Fighter But Still
Punch
Your Lights Out .Trustworthy (wah seh i trustworthy leh! true!!! lol i know im violent but... and im a great listener. true right? )

SAGITTARIUS
Spontanious. Horny. Sexy. Funny. High sex
appeal.
good in bed. Rare to find. Energetic. Good when
found. Great kisser. Loves being in long
relationships.(TRUE! because jasmine alway horny one. lol )

PISCES
Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy,
DAMN IT.
Very high sex appeal. Freak in bed. Kind. Humble.
Trustworthy. Has the last word.(ermm for guy i think it's quite true except for those sexy one lah i dont know. as for girls part, ask aline. )

AQUARIUS
Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being
in long relationships. Extremly energetic.
Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.(hahaa must ask nana le. lol ) cant sleep, and boring cause this entry to pop out.

let me ask you guys one question ; how many of you hate the sound of the rain?

okay i shall answer first, i hatred it.

its raining heavy outside now, the sound is utterly unbearable. i dont know why, but i got this strong feeling of lonesome and sad. i say, the sound of the rain is lonesome and sad thus making me feel that way too. i shouldnt be hearing nor should i be feeling these.

in the past i like to walk in the rain 'cause i thought that rain can drain my unhappiness away, like how i pass motion. but nevertheless did i know that it bring more sadness to me hence im starting to hate rainy day and listen to the stupid rain songnoise.

i dont understand why the rain lasted so long? is there so much griefs? or you are crying for me?
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okay lets get this straight, my entry wont affect your feeling so i want you guys to stay happy and love yourself like how you all love me okay? =D

im not under depression nor am i feeling desperate. lol those were just my feelings, people send sos i send messages. lol okay craps.

i have been lack of topic to write thus making those rubbish out. hahaa perhaps rubbish is good? ya lah ya lah for myself only.

sometime im asking myself "am i mature? how mature people behave? im sure they got their childish side." so am i right? i seen those so-called 'mature' acting like little kid but i dont understand where's the limit to over-kiddy?

YAWNS...

oh well shall update later on my mature topic. im too tired to carry on. stay tune okay?
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decided to give up on the mture issue. lol

now then i discover that neopet got alots of place to go. AHHHH explore! this is the second time im writing the same entry -.- due to some problem in my i.e just now and everythings gone~ stupid pig-site! whenever i go there my com sure lag one sia. ass-pig

okay i wrote im a good girl, im really one okay? i did my homeworks and i just get to online. im trying to restrict myself from online-ing the whole day and ignore my works so i keep watching tv. hahaa isnt it the same? lol

the only homeworks i left is chinese hahaa im leaving it till tomorrow in case i got nothing to do for tomorrow.

my life had been pretty boring for me, dont know why also. the only things i can do is online, go school and watch tv. ( oh ya plus talking on phone.) i can barely get fun out of those boring stuff, am i right? let say i go to school and i got tons of homeworks from those caringheartless teacher, wah lau eh like that mean i cant go cwp laugh at people and get some life there and i cant even watch the tv. yawns... how am i going to stay alive?

let say i got lots of free time, i can go out or either online. when i online what i do? first i will play neopet follow by blogging and browsing through webs. it's so orderly loh, do i look like a robot? finally i can play gunbound cause nana got her new com and play the lamefun o2jam,oh my god my life had been more colorfulpurple. thus i shall thanks they all. thank you all for brighting up my life. lol CRAPS! okay lah i admit that those are craps that come out of boredom.

so if half the page is fill with craps then i shall add more. muhahahaa

i got this feeling, a lonely feeling. lol i want a boyfriend lahhh...

lololol

whenever i walk on the street i will see lovely couple and those guys will carry the girls bag wah lau ehhh make me so envy can? or either they look so sweet and their action make me even more envy. perhaps thats the reason why i wanted a boyfriend so badly. oh ya plus im alway carrying a heavy bag around so i want a guy to help me carry. hahahaa im serious okay? im not joking. you all should know guai kia carry big bag and common sense tell you big bag are heavy. sigh... base on my look how am i going to get a boyfriend when this world is realistic, so i go for plastic surgery. LOL jk i wont go and get my nose to break when i fall or my boobs to burst when i jump too much. lol personally i think those guys are too much, they pick girlfriend like picking nose. lol so picky loh, they want their girl to look pretty, gentle, smart, must know how to do house work and even cute. tell me lah where on earth will this perfect girl pop out? ( maybe got this type but please lah wake up okay? you think you look perfect? ) and you all take girls as maid ar? wah piang eh... see lah cause me to be single till now. guys drop your standard abit hor? lol


sucha boredsome entry. Updated

omg! so fast one week past le.

today was a short day and i find it okay okay loh. but i hate shuryati!

i never late for a single day in this week yet she called my mum up and told her i have been late since day one. what the...

anyway my day started with a mole -.- okay today i was 'so called' late ( the backgate closed 2 mins earlier ) so in the end i wasnt counted as late lahh but bad impression leh. lol when i was walking to school with aline, evon and nana they all stopped their cab to let me hop in but cause i was with aline so i ask them go ahead but in the end... lol i know i late first one =(

so after that was math lesson, the lesson was pretty boring cause' i hate math =x but it ended quite soon. then next was chemistry and physic but were boring but i fall asleep during english lesson =x for a short moment only i cannot tahan lahhh too tired le my eyelid was damn heavy you all know? after that was break and chinese. sad case! next monday we were be re-banding again. yawnss.

after school went to cwp to gossip. lol we are long tongue aunties cannot blame lah hor? aline left then followed by nana thus leaving the 3 of us and we stayed at cwp till 8pm? lol when we were at 6th floor something funny happened. damn retard hahaa

okay think thats all. g-o-o-d-b-y-e-e-e-e-e-e LOLOLOL
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im bored! hence my update is here =D

suppose to be playing o2jam the stupid game but i got bored of it hahaa so fast, imagine you keep playing and you keeping turning into the no leg monster how will you feel? so i decided to give up *waving white flag~*

tomorrow i will be doing my homeworks and im going to re-copy those notes i last year copied, due to the messy handwriting and rotting the condition of the books i think it's best to move those notes to a new home. lol and also i wanna do those maths practice. as my ex-tutor said "practise make perfect." craps =x

i had been feeling terrible this few days, dont know why also.
my mum had been home everyday and whenever im typing out my entry im so afraid that she might pop in and know i got a blog, that's the reason why lately my entry had been sooo short. lol understood?

im wondering whether there are anyone fail their o level and join my class? this class had been pathetic, we got only 18 classmates and its very bad you know? cause whenever teacher is asking questions and there is only 18 students so i will alway suay suay tio called up. ass right?

yawnssss im so tired right now. i suppose i got alots to blog but now i cant think a single abc out of my mind. hahaa

Love is in grave, rest in peace Love miss my yesterday entry? i think you all miss it alot huh? LOL

yesterday was sucha boring day. first was the lesson, that pig came to teach us math. i think my life is evolving around pigs, firstly my mum secondly my english teacher thirdly my math teacher and lastly i forget who le. LOL

i went to buy fighting fish but i pity my fish alotsss. i brought it to alots of place and when i went home my dad said its' injured. LOL poor fish right?

after that went jasmine house to dye our hair to blue black. freaking sia lol nana got dirty green ppt hair. LOL the effect was damn good i think we wont get caught again. hahaa
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today was quite funny during english lesson. when jamie pig ask which girl/boy got kiss with the opposite sex before i straight away shout out " rachel help me sign!" lol then teacher say "so rachel is one any others?" i think im like damn bad manz, but accidently one mah....

art was freaking boring! i think i started to hate art again =x and i was soooooo tired today. yawnss.. i think penis thia change alots sia look so gentle LOL i was freaking shock! =O and ya i gotta curse and swear the person who took my math textbook! knn steal my wonderful cute book. you cb kia!

after school was cip progamme hahaha julian hee sooooooooo handsome loh. LOL im targeting him =x cip was like selling ice-cream hahaa anyway it's to pass my time too. =p

i got nothing to blog now. sooooo boring........

byeebyeeeeeeeeee oh well im damn tired now, yesterday i slept at around 3 am. i cant sleep but i was smiling all the night lol cause i think of him =x

so this morning i was late when meeting those aunties, late by 10 minutes or so. so we rushed to jasmine house to meet her but by the time we reached i was sweating like i just got out of bathes. lol

but we wasnt late for school initially i dont know why but slowly during assembly i know why. school had change the rule and also change the time to 7.20am but i see no different between 5 mins.

ya our form teacher is mdm shuryati and she's quite good lahh it's like we are taking over last year' 5n3 LOL!

oh ya our pe teacher is penis thia but lucky im restricted from pe, phew~ im soooo lucky. actually school sucks! i was caught by that wont grow slimmer teacher and my hair was soooo black yet she caught me! ass you! dont make me dye my hair grey i tell you, fat ass!

after school went to cwp to buy my stuffs and my leg was in sucha pain, my foot bleed! im thinking that should i wear slipper to school tomorrow or wear back my addidas? LOL lucky my pig wash it today. on the way to cwp, in the bus i saw a girl i think is eunice the top student my heart sank. LOL dont know why today keep on sighting those girls that got link with him.

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so fast im in sec four. it's like going to 4 years le, i remember he once tell me this " four years later then tell me what is love." oh freaking god i still remember hor! but forget it this is a brand new year right? soooo i shall say farewell to the memories of him that remain in my mind for those bloody years. goodbyeee~ J`

okay lahh shall end here. byeebyeeeeeee *wave hand* good bye my freedom.
*hand open* welcome wgs, zhu ren ning hui lai le, ning zhong yu hui lai le.

sad case!

i dont wanna wake up early and go school!

anyway i spend my last day of 2005 meaningful. i saw him and hahahahahhaaa...


byeebyee people.

im going to be a nerd soon. the first day of 2006, i got a new year resolution.
- be more hardworking
- pass my o level with purple color
- get those fats off my body
- be more happy
- like no one =)
ya that's all, nice one right?
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yesterday went out to cwp with jasmine and tina, initially i should be earlier but i called the two of them and they say they will be late so i stay at home and watch tv until dont know who called me then i went down then when i go out suddenly drizzle then downpour -.- damn it i have to risk the rain so while im walking toward cwp my shoes slip off my leg but i didnt know and i continues walking -.- dman malu sia got one uncle behind me ahhhh.

reach cwp went to withdraw money and buy my ear stud cause i lost one of the side. after that i went to meet him, yaya he give me a blue photo frame( luckily other then purple i like baby blue ). i remember i once said people who give a photo frame was a lame ass but he wasnt cause the photo frame he give me was sucha cute one. he said he made agar-agar for me initially but i wasnt around so his family members ate it. wasted! i want that for present, if i know i wont go thailand!!! =<

so after meeting him we went to watch movie~ the chinese tall story nice show actually cause its funny, i tell you huh huh huh~ lol during the show we heard people laughing loudly and we wasnt quite happy cause the scene was like quite touching but they laugh little did we know its evon they all -.- lol.....

after watching the movie i discover that my comb lost! damn newly bought one leh but abit dirty le cause that time x'mas those spray were stick on it. =x so i went to buy new one. i bought new purse/wallet and a bracelet. wah seh my money~ *flying toward power9*

ya then went to vista park but got alots of people there so we went to jasmine house to countdown --. we played neopets and talk plus played cushion war HAHAHAA! around 5 plus my dad came and fetch tina home. after bring tina home my dad and i went to buy breakfast at 888 plaza and i saw evon and her friends hahaa. so went home after that and sleep till 3. 8 hours of sleep wasnt enough all that stupid sms fault =x

anyway i bring my hamsters back le. grow fatter abit hahahaa and i really have to say ek's mum really is a welcoming one. hahahaa i love my hamsters =B

okay lah shall end here. if i remember any parts i will update.