Sunday, October 16, 2005
^^
typed at 5:57 AM
in a few hours time i will be going to my cousin house today is her 1 month birthday.
ya im happy that you said out. =) maybe i got wrong by showing face but i did tell you all i alway show by face.
ya lah ya lah aline most happy now liao loh. =/ go out go out keep go out. see him see him keep see him. good lah hor? LOL!
think i will update after the party of my cousin one. bb people.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Finally an outing.
typed at 1:45 PM
i so depress now, i dont know who to talk to. i have 2 problems on my mind first is friends another is there there him loh. haii.
now friends go separate ways, tell you all truthfully loh I DONT LIKE. i dont understand why cant all in one? must u 2 go there we 3 go here like that? frankly i think there is some problem all of us are unwilling to change or talk about. everyone got their imperfect but just forget it mah if got problem can say mah. freak it. now we are like stranger like that, got things also never tell us when we ask. i got what thing u all also know the mah. why like that? damn it. i feel like telling you all how i feel but i know lah you all wont care one loh. later i say till to'jidong' then quarrel, im tired of it.
he just online i wasnt sure if it's him or not; he update his profile. im feeling terrible inside. -zhi xiang ai ni- i love this song it suit me to the core. haii i wanted to see him i wanted to know his problem i wanna talk to him but can i? this few days life have been to the worst. when can luck turn better. seriously no one understand me.
i wanna say out how i feel friends, give me a chance im really unhappy with something!
freak it, it's 12plus yet ........ my depression are coming :< but i will act as if nothing happen. trust me!
___________________________________________________________________ went out today. to cineleisure, heeren and plaza singapura. first went to cine and played the arcade i tell you what i hate hate hate the little girls there so what one loh i was waiting for my turn for the game and they just snatch it like that. immature! nevermind lah LITTLE GIRLs mah. after playing went for our photo taking session while jasmine and nana hide in toilet taking pics. will upload those pics in frenster after jasmine send me. headed heeren and walk around there loh. then jasmine and nana went to bishan yada yada they clone lah bo bian. LOL. then the 3 of us continues until we very sian liao then go ps. tell you all what! I BOUGHT THE 4 LEAVES CLOVER NECKLANCE! damn it! i bought it for $80!
mailto:$@&#@^#&amp;$*&^@&$%!! ok lah dont bluff you all. i bought it for merely $8, outside sell it for $30 plus loh. so happy~ i finally bought it. okok had our dinner there ermmm after that went home. on the mrt toward woodland this uncle damn it step on my toes but never say sorry loh. i must take my revenge.
okok stop here. bbl. miss me ok? i will wear my clover on ever 24th of the month.
Friday, October 14, 2005
Yeah yeah over~
typed at 5:52 AM
yuppie exam over le, now im going to get myself a nice and decent job. LOL
today was art paper. kinda of sian when doing it, after completing i feel like tearing it to pieces. SO UGLY! anyway i wasnt in the mood of coloring it. hahahaa
just went to cwp bought my food and pack it home. just ate it, yumyum after exam de food smell nicer. tina came to my house to lent sunglass i gave her my pig one. LOL yada yada alway laugh at me when my eye swell. karma =x
after she go home i read the newspaper. this new really touched and shocked me. a woman carried her 2 daughters to suicide. and she wrote 7 testaments for her husband, parents and brother. she wrote it in a saddening way ; e.g - you smile to others but not to me, you no longer smile at me in 2am, in the past when i do anything wrong you wont scold me but now u did. ( i translate one. ) and this one more meaningful ; - i love you too deeply that's why i cant tolerate it when u have outer affair. ( also i translate. ) this is her 2nd marriage and she got depression. she love the man so much why the guy have to do this to her? and crying at her demise and regret? freaking shyt! love the person when she is still alive but dont do anything you will regret. when i look at the news i nearly cried i pity the woman and her children, they dont deserve this ending. haii may god bless them when they are in the heaven.
might be going out tomorrow. i wanna work lah. now i like so freaking pissed with................ yawns. forget it.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Last paper!
typed at 5:40 AM
tomorrow will be the last paper and my hell will reach soon.
my art simply sucks, later im going to do my last minutes job. at least a pass for my art ok? god i know u very good one dont like that treat me hor. done with 3 prep now 2 more i will be free~
my hell... if i retain my face all will drop onto the floor i remember this year or last year that upper thomson road monkey say i wont take my o level the same year with him, if i really retain i will kill him loh. and also wesley say i retain, i dont want lah very malu loh. i retain all things will go *poof* i will be dead meat. haii.
today literature was like a shyt to me! i simply lost all my pro-ness in english, see lah now no blog no chim chim english. haii when i was writing i dont know how to write in chim chim way loh. i dont know why like that leh. si liao lah. too bad what done had been done.
tomorrow art must jiayou! jia shui! jia mao(my brush)! jia nao! yawns. go to go for my brainstorming now. shall stop here and blog when the exam end tomorrow. weeeUweee~
i just wanna be unique, i hope all of you will be unique too. dont be a copy meow! :>
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
NS sucks!
typed at 7:05 AM
ya lah ya lah he really go in le. saw his pics all seem to be happy ar, botak liao still so happy. LOL
god bless he inside wont kena bully loh. actually i also dont know why i like him. hahahaa
yaya today prepared to fail paper1 and physics. =) never study but watch tv and played com and eat for whole day. good life right? but i stressed out. ironic =/
i havent even do prep 3 for my art think i gonna fail my art. if i really retain i will go die liao. i tried very hard to study but whenever i trying to read i forget the next moment. forget it. quit school like that guy who say i chaolao one. good right? good life and enjoy life but wait till im old i will suffer. yawns. singapore is so sinful. haiii
i hope for a just pass for my overall not too much right? FASTER EXAM FINISH LAH.
11/10 sucks =x
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Ding dong bell~
typed at 4:58 AM
yesterday i attended my uncle wedding dinner. had the most malu time there. got one guy whom i have know since young say i chao lao. kns! as if he look very young lydat. my uncle was funny when he wanna go fetch de bride. ask me i wil tell u how funny.
had a wonderful time but boring. k lah my com abit sot will update very soon.
today is 10/10 he will go in tomorrow. maybe. i duno.
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Exam exam exam.
typed at 1:38 PM
had my chemistry and social studies test today not bad the paper for chem was quite easy but social studies.............. maybe it's due to my lacking of writing long granny story le bah.
after exam went cwp walk awhile then go home change and go to tina house and her turn to change then we go meet jasmine and anne before we meet aline.
took some neoprint. im totally a stranger to the neoprint machine le. damn it! was quite funny bah and walk around. went to jurong east to meet them and they were late loh and go to lot 1 before going to bishan. after walking go back cwp.
on the way back on mrt aline and me nearly fall and an ah neh neh said -
ah neh neh : wah good control ar, sometime people can control sometime people cant control and fall ( laugh)
actually i dont understand what he talking about. oh ya on the mrt to dont know where an ah neh neh stand at teh pole and i was infront of him and i wanna hold the pole mah then i use my hand rub on the pole lah to feel where it is then i realise it's the ah neh neh hand loh no wonder so hairy and not cold one cause' metal is cold in mrt mah.
went cwp walk and eat loh. i really spend all my money on food sia. damn it. fat ass!
byebye i wanna watch tv le. :>
saw this from stella blog i think damn true loh!
Friends And Best Friends
*Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs
*Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom
( aiya they call my parent aunty uncle one. damn it! )
*Friend: has never seen you cry
*Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on
( ya ya! they see me cry like shyt like. all my malu stuff they see before loh.)
*Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
*Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home
( that's right i go their house just lie on the bed and go find food to eat. they also! )
*Friend: asks you to write down your number.
*Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can't remember it)
( eh i memorise like shyt liao loh. )
*Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
*Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff
( eh only jasmine do that. we aer very got 'zhe ren gan' one. )
*Friend: only knows a few things about you
*Best friend: could write a biography on your life story
( i say 3 days 3 nights also not enough loh. )
*Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
*Best friend: will always go with you
( we are seen together everytime. )
so true right?
Thursday, October 06, 2005
I will be living in my little sea with no one around.
typed at 6:10 AM
ya change my blog, those smart one should know bah.
today teacher tell us most of us fail out english. not possible the! i english teacher leh if i fail please burn down tiantian english school. kena malu!! today school mostly free period. and chinese lesson all of us hide at toliet but jasmine and pearlyne go back cause we at first hide at teacher toilet then the china zhang come toilet and she ask them back. poor things
after school come back home very fast cause got mission. dl song lah. and my com is super duper LOUSY LOH. if i strike 4D i sure buy new com one! damn it
tina never go school AGAIN! paikia ar. tsktsk. oh ya yesterday saw teh 2 botaks on the tv liao. omg so funny! LOL chicken feet.
ok lah stop here. byebye!
oh ya forget to say today when hide in toilet nana stand on the toilet bowl then suddenly BOOM! the toilet bowl cover crack. most funny is nana say she thought is bomb. so stupid loh if bomb we all die liao still can laugh ar. LOL! funny right??
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
1943 shi jie da zhan........................
typed at 5:35 AM
yesterday night was horrible!
i had a fight with my pig. haiii i accidentally say 'you go die lah' then she get angry. actually i everytime also say u go die lah but is in canto and i say it to my friends also mah. ahd she say im more worst then my ex-aunt. ok my family is complicated. sooooooo care-less about it.
ya before the fight i switch on my radio i just dont know why i got a sense that hui you na me yi tian will be on the radio, who knows the song just played after i on the radio for 15 minutes. i jitao sad dao yao si liao wor. then tadah 1/3 of my pillow went wet. =/
i skipped school today i messaged my mum but she never reply so i went to sleep again. i already wear my uniform all those but i was pretty sick of school nowaday. im sick of every thing now.
sometime i wonder do i deserve to be on this world?
Monday, October 03, 2005
Yawns............
typed at 8:02 AM
boring boring thus im here to blog =B
wake up watch vcd and eat and here im blogging mean i havent even touch my book yet =x
asked jasmine help me make the code hor but after she make i dun understand the codes sia. i wan purple purple! si hamster ask her online she dont want. neh neh.
oh ya afternoon nana messaged me and tell me she saw gb. then he know her brother one. what world so small hor? she went for the camp thing lah i also dont know what's that. but i know is family day or what loh. siao siao. LOL
recently my entry is sooooo small that i cannot tahan also. but too bad no mood to blog also unless i got new skin and my com not so laggy then i will blog long long.
thinking of changing http. maybe deciding on : illusion_sea.
so if one day you all see this blog boo* missing then go to illusion_sea bah. =)
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Feeling???
typed at 9:13 PM
now im feeling terrible. i cant go out i cope myself at home thinking of everything and i discovered.
im not important to everyone.
why i say this? people can break their promise to me but not to the others. im unhappy but now i dont show in the past i will show it on my face but now i have no one to show.
my parents alway think it's my fault if anything go wrong. i hate being malign yet my own parent now i wince back whenever there is problem.
am i really that bad? i do nothing wrong why am i alway get treated this way. is everybody promise on me is just a lie?
i know im not important.
sorry friends if im wrong about you but yours action show.
hui you na me yi tian. i believe i will have better luck in the future but now im feeling terrible. haiii
so long since i last cried. today i cried twice. i think im not able to look at things in other angle.
shuo hao le da jia yi qi qu kan dian yin, ke shi da jia dou wang le wo zhi ji qu kan. in all of your eye, your heart where am i?
do you all understand me?
freak it.
I tell you! Friendster sucks!
typed at 2:41 PM
wtf when i go into friendster i saw a new* up there. guess what? my wish come true! friendster show who viewed my profile. CB! mean i cannot see his profile liao lah. freak it. i wanna complain lah. sian leh like that. haii
oh ya im back and this time i wanna ask for a favour.
1) whoever got alan kou/kuo's song please send me.
2) WHO WANNA BUY THE CONTACt lens?
anyway i will be back to blog whenever i feel like. no more haitus. LOL!
byebye.
