Sunday, July 31, 2005
KTV AGAIN -.-
typed at 2:51 PM
went to see their training in the morning, did nothing! just sat there and laugh,talk and eat =x and who knows it was raining after we reach for awhile,god dont like jasmine and me =( oh well was tired and didnt want to go out but they ask me go along so i ok loh..
went home to prepare and change clothes, was on the way out i called jasmine and she was on her dad car so i ask her to lobang =x reach cwp late by 10 mins or so, cant find my cat so called him up in the end he is drawing money out =/ phew~ meet up with nana and went up to wait for benny the slowpoke.. on the mrt there ar got 2 uncles wearing white keep looking at my cat in the pervertic way.. wah piang freak us out manz! so benny reached and we went to lot1..
shop awhile before we went k-box, ya we sang again but this time much quiet one =/ maybe is because our room is damn big bah.. was quite funny inside cause benny and my cat keep bhb hahahaa.. then went to take neos and some pic when benny went to draw money..
went to a coffeeshop to eat our dinner and i remember i went there before with my aunties and parent.. hahahahaa ate beancurd.. yum yum~ so shortly after that went to take train home.. jasmine never get off at woodlands, so only my cat and me =/ on the way i asked him to go school and try to advise him i hope he will listen dont waste my saliva.. saw arthur,his eyebrow still as thick as the past and i stil hate him as much as the past!
went home and online~ hehehe end here le.. byebye loh
Saturday, July 30, 2005
ENOUGH!
typed at 2:55 PM
people.. tell me what is fate? sometime i hear people say aiya no fate the.. but i tell you guys, whenever you are feeling happy fate will let you see something unhappy.. to me fate = to JINX! just today i was planning to have a happy trip but before i went for the pool i saw someone.. someone who is linked to him.. his best friend name P**X*** alright even moron know who im talking about.. when i saw her i was like "
eh was he here? where is him? " feel so idiotic but cant control.....
just this noon before i went out i went to hi5 i read again the messages he send me.. he was REAL DUMB! i was refering to him but.................................... dummy! suck~ aRGH!
pool was alright,didnt played much.. think 3 to 4 round only.. but my money all gonez* nice one.. nevermind.. DANIEL BIG LIAR! wah piang at first we say who win must treat the lose one but he lose loh who ask him play cheat first then i play along with him lah but in the end my mac leh? GONEZ! im ANGRY! LOL.. ermmmm
oh ya something i nearly forget about it! fark the asshole guy! tell us to lower our volume.. please lah playing pool is noisy liao loh we talk loud also no fault right? asshole.. didnt realise that after i went back and think.. i still gong gong go "orh" back to him.. one word to him - FATASS!
went back to causway point and sat at the cinema there and talk.. im wondering how lovebite mark are made? can anyone show me? =x
first time aline played pool not bad ar.. many times of jasmine late, im pissed off! many time of tina last minutes pang seh, SUPER ANGRY! freak! my previous life must have own them alots alots! arghh... please change hor jasmine and tina =/
time for something romantic..
i may not be the one who can make you happy but i wont make you unhappy ;
i may not be the one in your mind but you are alway on my mind ;
perhaps you will not even think of me but im thinking of you everyday.
liking a person is easy but loving is hard,a love that you will get easily, you wont cherish it.
i hope to see you happy,sweetly in love but i will get jealous too. love is selfish.
you may not think of me when you are happy but please think of me when you are sad cause im alway there for you.
if there is obstacle coming on your way,i will be the safety net protecting you.
why i did these? because you are the one i cared for.
as long as you are safe and happy, im too.
Friday, July 29, 2005
Time for a long blog...
typed at 7:41 AM
today i shall have a long blog, i have lots of things to write though im quite busy wanting to do my homeworks..
yesterday my mum got her pay and we bought quite alots of stuffs well~ i bought the hammy holder *geez* but i believe i didnt spent alots! ate jack's place foods but i was not full,i wonder if im having av soon? awwww that's the thing i hated being woman =x
school was fine today but quite boring yea? have lots of homeworkssssss and im super tired! ermm think i shall clarify something which people are now passing around.. i never like my cat lah! freak.. i merely treat him nicer,treat him better CAUSE I TREAT HIM LIKE MY OWN LITTLE BROTHER! though he is taller then me -.- i hope the fatass desmond will stop those craps of his,i will flare up one day and give him one tight slap if he didnt stop those rubbish.. so people UNDERSTAND ANOT? arghh.. oh ya remember i only treat the guy i like as a MAN, but other guys to me are like jiemei okay?
read "his" blog well... i pity him you all know? 2 weeks of relationship with the girl he like.. oh god! his life is pretty bad huh? hope he will get well soon ( his heart ) i know he wont talk to me if he is sad but i really hope i can help him in whatever ways.. STAY HAPPY~ =)
tomorrow is friday so fast another week wanna pass le.. time really fly~ tomorrow wanna pool hahahaa.. whoever wanna go must go hor~ hahahaa.. talking about basketball guys, i think now those guys are getting uglier,Uglier and UGLIER! back to 2oo3 we the girls alway sit up straight and neck as long as the giraffe,wanted to look at those handsome hunks in the basketball team but now......... i dont think any girls will be willing to sacrifice their neck become of those shrek? hahahahaa
i must buck up now, read more books ( textbooks ) im not gonna fail my sec 3 if i dont want that retard ( my tuition teacher ) to come, i must jiayou, i must not disappoint my mum! LISTEN UP! I WILL PASS MY SEC 3!!!
yesterday i told my mum about what my dad told me a month ago,remember my entry on my way to katong my dad ask me if he got a mistress what i will do? ya i told my mum after deciding for about a month or so, im afraid my mum could not take it and she will confront my dad in the end i will be suffering.. i dont want... but yesterday after telling my mum i told her i tell liao you must forget it and not to tell ah ma.. she nearly wanted to tell my ah ma but i stop her but looking at her handphone whenever she take it.. family problem is a problem everyone hated!
tuna timobi/timmy.. LOL nice name i named her? im jimobi.. muhahahahahaa she name me that,that's i name her timobi! LOL.. stupid name..
and i hate shen peh peh!!! si blink eyes! SMACK YOUR EYES THEN YOU KNOW! keep oppose me? i will make your lesson sucks!
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Strolling with my hamster...
typed at 10:30 AM
just went back from cwp ate long john silver.. =/
nana's hair attract lots of flies~ woohooo still walk on her hair.. so funny can? i really bth loh.. i think we laugh more than we eat.. HAHAA!
signed up job for jasmine.. lol i wonder the guy will hired her because of me? my smile attract him =D
bhb =xx
then walk around cwp with aline and nana.. we 3 were laughing laughing.. i think people will thought we mad,MAD!!
went to pet shop after aline went home.. saw a hamster carrier i wanna buy that~ can bring my hammy out for a walk ( refer to my title ) when they training i walk my hammy as i have a hamster chain too.. wee wee~ so fun.. $6 plus only.. nana make me wanna buy lah.. all her fault who ask her give me sucha idea!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Monday was really blue!
typed at 9:43 AM
YAWNS~
monday again =/
4 periods of art before going for our science practical test, i longed to look at the glasses i made last week but that stupid teacher didnt even let us feel it let alone looking at it.. big freak.. today we did some clay sculpture for the 40 years old ladies~ it was sooooo difficult doing it i rather choose those glasses despite the danger in it..
that stupid big tummy ah neh neh.. humph hit me sia =( my hubby =xx jk jk~ and he keeping say me sia.. angry leh.. i was soooo tired yet he still bully me arghh.. think all was quite well bah =)
after that went for my practical.. again!! that oliver hit me.. im turning dumb! i think i can cope with it bah somemore i go anyhow mix those chemical after finish my test =xx so fun~
ermm.. after that went cwp loh.. buy sweets and choco.. yumyum~ buy until $10.25 nevermind whenever i buy those things also at this price one.. hahahaaa while paying i saw one guy so familiar then i was thinking it the henry wah i never know im so smart i guess correctly =x hahahaa smart me~
Monday, July 25, 2005
Fishes~
typed at 7:42 AM
after much effort..
4 junks only ok?
pro bah!!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
SEE NO EVIL!!!!!
typed at 5:13 PM
yesterday meet eekoon they all for pool,was quite funny cause i saw kinhwa bro i bth liao!!! got 10 people go.. so i shall not give much detail..
today initially dont wanna go out.. but promised aline go meet her aiai so i get my fatass up and zoom~
went to eat with my mum first cause raining mah.. then i forget sam also got go sia.. then he called me i ask him come foodcourt lah.. my mum was like thought i bluff her again but i really forget! then went to find aline.. go timezone play until forget time and aline was late wor~
go orchard aline saw him then ok you all go read her blog.. LOL.. and we went fareast take neos with sam..LOL!!!
on mrt saw one guy look like vanness and we took his sleeping pic..LOL damn funny!!
went back to cwp.. YA!!! SEE NO EVIL!!! i saw him.. actually is tina saw him first then i saw lulu.. i was like ermmmm i siam liao.. haii was very sad but fated =) lucky not 24 see him sia.. if not i suicide..i kept looking out for him but eventually i gave up.. and there was this bunch of guys i think they thought we looking at them then they came up 2nd floor and we went down they go down also until outside kfc there.. if they were handsome then nevermind(gp sae de) but they.......
initially wanna go pak pool but we waited too long for him to come out from gio so forget it.. then eekoon they all come meet us up im sorry that we dua you all..LOL!! and we followed them to ktv.. i dont wanna sing at first but slowly im ok liao loh.. they sing those songs all got link to him one and once again im sad.. but nevermind lah go out mah dont sad sad right? one thing i can declare.. they can form offtune choir.. hahaha benny say de!!!!
sing until 1am.. wah then i call my dad bring me and nana home.. like that bah.. details? ask me !! =B
byebye~
Saturday, July 23, 2005
TEST TEST TEST!!!
typed at 5:44 AM
oh well yesterday i didnt went school again i still sort of headache mah.. then today went school and i was late! freak that cabby! late for 15 mins or so.. damn! then the mole lee keep question me until i was furious i just tell him 'you dont believe call my mother lah'.. then he say not your mother what blah blah.. kick him in his ass then he know! so i started my morning just like that saddly..=/
yesterday night i watched the result for juedui superstar.. derrick and kelly was in,i was happy that sebastian was OUT! FINALLY!!! he deserves that who ask him to copy sly at least copy someone style who is much better than that sly mah.. fcuker sly! and before the result was out i betted with my dad that who will be out, through i dont wish leon to be out but i betted he will be out and my dad said derrick.. so i won $50~!!! hohohoo..
my xiaobai was mass tortured yesterday.. my dad was drinking black beer then i was playing with xiaobai then my dad ask if xiaobai wanna drink beer then i sae aiya drip abit for her loh.. then who knows xiaobai drink happily and proceed to the can.. =/ and she happily drink from the tip until those little drip of beer from the tip was in her stomach.. PRO! and she didnt get drunk.. omg~
school was boring.. after school still need to go for the make-up upon physic practical.. for one whole hour! freak~ after that go canteen find aline and jasmine.. i was lucky that tina and joey was with me in the lab.. after i go down that desmond started the rubbish out.. and suddenly dont know what happen to aline.. aiya.. if she wanna tell she will tell one.. =) after that on the way out desmond keep saying the pic i take with my cat.. feel like slapping him! ahh after that went to office take my IC.. woohooo then go home loh.. and........... now time to play game.. ciaoz~
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Wednesday = moody~
typed at 3:51 AM
oh well i skipped school today.. this time round i was pretty sick ok? yesterday night i felt quite giddy then this morning headache.. aww poor me! the feeling of giddy was the same as if you were drunk.. bad bad bad feeling!!! but im alright now, later gonna see doctor cause i having everyday in the night and ok in the daytime.. funny ar?
have been thinking about my future.. what will i become ar? i have been thinking of going nafa or lasalle but base on my art skill? i think i can only go ite partly because of my result.. i think im not suppose to choose art but i was stubborn.. haii that's the end of me! maybe i will be roadside artist huh? who knows? then playing dizi on roadside also~ w0oh0o then i shall learn dizi now.. maybe base on that i can be millionaire? DREAMING!
i must really work hard now.. argh i cant say say only i must have action too.. action speak louder then words.. ermmm what else?
this saturday maybe going to play pool again.. awww i go lots of things i wanna do.. e.g. bowling,ktv,pool,fishing and do some window shopping.. and my pig haven return me the money.. if i dont get it early from her i think the money will be gone pretty soon! through i alway thought that ktv and pool were utterly waste of money but for my own entertainment sake no choice who ask singapore to be so boring leh.. haii
stupid jasmine haven send me those pic.. i wanna change pic the leh.. it's bad not to have own device that can help putting those pic into com or putting song into handphone.. so bad so bad.. maybe im going to buy a bluetooth home.. but must haven $$ first.. actually i dont mind if you all are giving me as present one.. hahahahaa.. DREAM ON!
have to do lots of things today.. e.g. changing my hamster cage which i should have do it a few weeks ago! and find out where's my sketch book if not that shen peh peh will be nagging at my ear.. argh..
just now i was going through friendster and i saw a guy whose hair was completely gold! omg.. and i shall talk about hair color now.. i think gold is very er xin especially if you dye your whole hair freaking gold.. if it's brown it's alright but gold leh.. wah piang very retard! my advise is that dont dye gold!!!
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
POOL~
typed at 7:58 AM
hahahahaa yesterday had a great fun playing pool.. i used to hate pool but after yesterday i think it's quite alright bah.. hahahaa use 1/2 hour to warm up cause there very strange to me then after that start playing.. wahahahahaa at least my balls got go in.. phew~
played for 2 hours plus then take bus home.. while on the bus we take quite alots of pic but none were up to my expectation.. so only got 2 pic.. will upload in my friendster.. hahahaa i bought a teens magazine then on the bus nana,my cat and i were laughing those people inside.. muhahahahaa! until i flip through one page which show one pom pom hair the black black lady then got one black black girl came up the bus then our laughter once again fill the back part of the bus! hahahahaa.. i wanna play with my cat cause he bring my better luck, i hate playing with kin hwa cause he suck! i never even get one ball in when i vs him! suck right? and i play with nana also no luck =/ eeyer!
ok then went to school this morning as i promised my mum i will go school.. uh-huh then who knows it's rain.. woohoo mean i can late abit lah.. hahahahaa.. so during art lesson after drawing talk to jasmine then nana join in.. quite boring bah.. hahaha.. school is still the same~ =O
alright shall end here and play gaiaonline.. hahahaa
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Gaiaonline~
typed at 9:14 AM
oh well~ yesterday i was online for almost whole day until my mum complaint!
wah yesterday play a game which i find it quite nice and fun..
www.gaiaonline.comvisit it and add me - VampireSky
quite alots of people played.. e.g sam,hayashi,nana,aline.. w0ohoo
well harry potter book was out in the past i was the first to buy it.. now? i havent even buy it!!! if only someone will buy it for me i will thanks the person for 2 days! hahahaa harry potter and the half blood prince.. i know this book for quite long due to friendster.. haiii i want~ but if anyone want to borrow part 1,2,3,4 and 5 you all can find me k?
ah ermm today school was quite fun in math and art class bah.. hahahaa ermm the rest was like ermm no lesson? hahahaa
k shall stop here and prepare to go out le.. hehehe!! cya all tomorrow~
Sunday, July 17, 2005
It's all about him.
typed at 3:26 PM
seeing him so sad now make me feel bad for cursing them.. i admit i did curse in my heart that they will have break up but i didnt know it happen so fast.. this whole entry will be for him.. i just wanna talk about him one last time.. after i take out the 3 ear sticks i told myself i must forget him.. therefore i shall fulfil it but after this..
time flies.. 3 years since the day i know him.. though he might not treat me as someone he will confide to like how he treat others but im happy enough to have him as my friend.. in this 3 years many things happened.. mostly sad one i should say.. and all this while he had been single until recently he got himself a girlfriend and i was shock.. i was used to his single status.. i alway want him to be with someone that can let him be happy but when it come to the true im unable to accept it..
i never forget those "da dao li" he once told me.. i regret lots of things.. e.g my childishness.. if i could turn the time back i rather to keep my mouth shut and not to irritate him.. looking back if i were him i also cant tahan lah.. i know little about him and i dont even know how i like him but this kind of infatuation last so long.. im surprised.. maybe it's due to my character bah.. i know i didnt do much for him too but deep in my heart i was alway thinking of his welfare..
i remember watching his basketball match and his "catwalk".. i wish that moment will stop for better memories and his image to appear in my mind.. whenever i think of him i will get those magazine that have him out to look at it..or rather i will took his present out.. it sound stupid but to me i think that's the best way..
he is really a nice guy i can say.. as in the whole he is perfect.. for him i changed.. but thanks him i change better.. i become more understanding and mature.. and because of him i get all those inspiration for ar.. yea.. he is that great.. i thanks god for letting me to know him..
i alway hated guy for saying sorry to me cause of him.. but now i rather everyone say sorry to me =) he said i dont know what is love.. perhaps i really dont know.. maybe i only know how to play.. hahahaa.. he is everyone ideal guy the wonderful mighty guy but i dont know why he kana rejected so many times -.-!!!
lastly i wanna dedicate li sheng jie song - ni men yao kuai le to him..
and now i shall proudly announce that i will peacefully forget him by tonight.. =) pray hard for me too =B
The past was fun.
typed at 5:46 AM
yesterday after meeting aline then we meet nana and tina but after awhile nana go different way =/ they ate sakae and we ate JACK'S PLACE! muhahahahaa! while eating we talk alots.. our past.... our past was pretty funny and ugly! damn it.. whoever show our past pic i shall kill that person!
all right after eating went to WESTMALL lah hor aline? she so happy there sia but jasmine,tina and me turn miserable! something happen there make us think of cheesetale! got one guy take no. from aline then the face was like.... cheesetale! LMAO! the aline reaction was like zooom~ muhahahahaa so funny! then the stupid aline was stupid enough to lose every round of daytona game =/ bodoh!
ermm after awhile went back woodland and went home to take jacket cause later we watching movie mah.. then go play again lah.. very sian sian sian! ermm 9.30 watch alot like love.. WAH! i didnt know the love was so loving ar! =/
after watching i waited for nana they all come up.. then the fat pig desmond MOUTH VERY BIG! argh.. lucky my cat nevermind if not i gonna kill him! FAT ASS! forget it.. haiii everything change.. even my cat notice.. nevermind let's not let this kinda thing affect our friendship.. i cherish you all but i hope you all will cherish each other..
this morning my dad and mum have a big fight.. haii nevermind normal for me but they disturb my sleeping time and im angry!
i just talk to him in msn.. i know he is stil upset.. but whatever it's i just wanna tell him.. i will be there for him no matter what happen, i hope he will not be sad anymore.. i will lent a listening ear to him if he find no one to talk to.. remember i will alway be right behind him.. though he might not see this.. somehow i just want him to know.. haiii
Friday, July 15, 2005
attitude owner, attitude com!
typed at 8:51 AM
well just get back from causeway point and the "pasa malam".. bought a hair clip because of tina, and a key chain of my name.. hehe.. well fine day for me bah.. hahahaa quite happy today =)
do nothing but talking all the time in school, haii think he and her patch back.. hahaa good for him =)) i think i just have to get used of forgetting him =/
my com just boom for 2 day so that why i nv blog for one day so nice of my com to boom after i blog in the morning of 12 july.. =/
ermmm causeway people are real crazy and odd =xx
ok shall end here.. byebye~ gonna read people's blog now =x
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
AHHH
typed at 8:42 AM
i wrote 2 long entries just now but my com just keep hanging! damn it.. i shall not blog too long now.. i know my entry had either been too boring or too short.. bear with me cause i have to bear with my computer too.. =/
ermmm today never go to school hahahaa dont feel like going lah.. ermm and heard that lots of things happen today.. awwww make me felt regret nehz..! and did my social studies homework,guai bahz.. hahahaa..
dont know what to give to teacher tomorrow =/ mc or letter? forget it.. this few days i keep dont know dont know feel like killing myself! damn it!
shall stop here i miss my 2 long entries!!! haiiii shall blog tomorrow~
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
should i be happy or sad?
typed at 9:28 AM
alright i woke up quite early today but i was quite late for school.. =/
thought we will go to s.a.m but who knows we NEVER GO! wtf~ nevermind but we did quite alots of drawing today.. oh well i think i must buck up if not im really dead! i think of my future and im scared,i scare that i might retain.. im not alway that lucky, i know it..
oh well i think nothing much happen today, after school went to causeway point and walk around for a couple of hours before going to aline house to cut my hair.. as i cut my hair i felt so sad but lucky i did not cut that short.. hahaa..
as i walk back with jasmine i saw my cat.. damn it why he so dao one! hahahaa.. nevermind.. haiii i went home and saw something, i dont know it was a good news or bad news to me but it's certainly a bad news to him.. ya he broke off with her.. then i find out who she is.. she is older then him by 2 years old, he didnt lies he really chose someone from 1985 to 1988.. haiii i hope he will not be sad, i hope the girl is happy with his new guy so in another way he will be happy too.. =)
think i shall stop all those fancying stuff, it will disturb me alots.. times and times the guy i like alway waiting for some girls or either im not their types! i had enough!!! i really do, i know im ugly, im imperfect but im born to be like that im trying to change i did but some are born to be there forever haiii... forget it i think in my life i wont succeed in anythings.. im really depressed but what can i do? i can only live my life happily and trouble-less to others..
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I HATE PIG!
typed at 4:10 AM
i hate pig and i mean it.. well this morning i intend to go out in the noon.. the pig was PRO!!! sux big time manz! she know my piggybank password and this morning she just tell me i will take your piggybank money and she just take it then tell me she take $66.. even the $6 also wanna take.. sux! and you all know what she say that make me LOL? she say she will return.. alright? since when she will return? if she will return she wont own me about $2000 plus for this 2 years!
next time when im out i wont even know how much she will take out.. now im left with NO MONEY! she is pro,smart! fcuk! im furious now!!!!! when she take the money she will say i forget to inform you when you caught it! sux ryte? arghhhh
where got mother like that one?
MY MONEY~!!! WHEN WILL I GET IT BACK? haiiii
Saturday, July 09, 2005
SPORT DAY~ AHHHHH
typed at 12:55 PM
all right today woodgrove have sport day =/
hahahaa.. wah cheer until i no voice leh you all know? i support lots of people one sia =xx
ermm today school off at 11.40 wah ji early yi xia wor~ after that went home and tina come my house bath and change into my pe shirt.. muhahahaa.. she really treat my house as her 3rd house le.. hahahaa after that went to causeway point and meet up with those "birdies" hahahaa.. lots of people cut hair le sia.. think im going to trim my hair abit le.. TOO THICK! maybe going aline house to cut.. hahaa..
ok sport day was fun~ first time e4 will come no.1 in some event sia~ ermm then when near to the end i saw some yandao footballer~ wee u wee~ shuai shuai nehz! 8,16,18~!!!! then saw ji dan and xiao shuai ge norh.. hahaha.. song bo~ okok stop having "flower eat" ermm cheer for xiao shuai ge and my cat cheer until i keep off tune when talking.. ahhh how to survive? ermm anyway i didnt went for audrey dinner.. sorry~
uh-huh.. today is anne birthday.. therefore i shall wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ hehee
haiii saw his friendster pic.. =/ nice pic bah.. hahahaa abit of sadness but i still wish him happy ending =) think i have to forget him soon but looking at more shuai ge.. hahahahaaa jk jk
Thursday, July 07, 2005
another boring day just went by~
typed at 7:31 AM
wednesday arrived~ and it's ending soon =D
ok today tina never come to school,omg sucha bad kid!!! nevermind ermm did quite alots of works today but mostly done by atika =x have to do one more so tomorrow can hand in.. woah im sucha good kid yea?
now school was more and more like a nightmare to me.. ewww i hate school,you all know the tons and tons of homework was like shyt? keep repeating and repeating the same question but im no one to say this to teacher who ask me to fail everytime? awww..
everyone wad dread tired,well im too but i have to go to school and guess what happen today? i take my dad's taxi ( he is the co driver) then the uncle ( my dad's friend ) was like trying to hint " uh-huh late again ar " damn it.. if i know i then i wouldnt flag it!!! shyt! tonight my dad will certainly nag at my ears again! *buzzz buzzz*
feel like changing this blogskin but up till now i found no nice skin yea? trying to ask for help~ ahhhh jimmy liao sucks.. so much memories!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
=((
typed at 8:51 AM
haiii im pretty moody now.. i saw his friendster,ya that girl.. it's her.. haii.............................. but i dont understand why before that he like another girl and now he is with another girl? 2 different girls alright?
i think i must forget him real soon.. it's a must!
ermm start my day in a rushing type cause i rush to school lah.. then i got abit of headache after awhile ok liao.. ermmm today shuryati never come wah i was freaking happy =D i think the whole class is happy too.. ermm quite an ok day for me..
i have nothing to blog.. think i better stop.. haiii my mind is in a blank! damn it!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
sad movies alway make me cry~
typed at 5:39 AM
AHHHH I FOUND RAYMOND FRENSTER!!! AHHHH !!!!today is holiday and i should be out so in order not to waste my holiday but being a lazy ass who know what will i do? and i woke up at 1 plus cause of a stupid phone call by my cousin about deleting her neopet account~ omg!!!
ermm im pretty sick now,running nose and mentally disable! tomorrow is art day,freak feel like escaping school for just tuesday and wednesday.. ermm as well as monday.. i hate all the memories, i really regret chosing all those rubbish! shyt my brain!
listening to suo yi now.. ermm now perfectly suit me sia..*clapclap* pussy cat you made it!
just now i was reading my cousin tagboard in her blog.. ermm little kid life is much more easier then teenages and adult life.. around her age our best present is sweets from supermarket, our age will at least be $300 and above, adult will be $1000 and above.. woah that's a big different.. i think if i have a choice from god i will tell him "
eh god please let me return to kiddo can anot? " if the god agree and i will return to the age of baby! *geez* that's great isnt it? i just dont wanna turn back to 4 or 5 years old due to some family issue!
now problem are very big as big as a gobal, i need money money!!! i hate petty father, i think i got a father equal no father to me he is just a money provider and a stranger who rent our house~ as easy as that right? haiiiiii
Monday, July 04, 2005
my wee wee~
typed at 11:56 AM
just read the "jue dui superstar" forum.. im so sad lah so many people say my raymond chua wee wee aka raymond chua gee wee.. i mean people can you all stop saying his bhb? i think the sebastian also bhb norhz.. why no one say him? why why why? freak! damn it..
anyway i made a pic.. i gonna show all of you =B
ahh nothing to blog already..byebye
Sunday, July 03, 2005
forget it~
typed at 2:01 PM
| Your Birthdate: June 7 |
Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.
Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.
You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.
You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.
This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn. |
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
true indeed!
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
too real to be true!!
| You Are 15 Years Old |
15
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
muhahahhaa!
yesterday was probably my worst nightmare( i just dont wanna accept the reality ) i cant imagine im happy in the noon and sad by the night.. i really cant imagine..
anyway i started my day moody but soon im quite okay.. thanks to nana,aline and tina.. thanks alots.. i even started to look at yandao =x ya saw one group of guys with 2 shuai gege inside.. *geez* shuai nehz..
oh well took some neos and some pic.. ermm dont know why today just feel like cutting up myself to boil soup.. no lah very depressed and feel like eating alots alots.. i just cant get used to it..
oh we went to eat ice monster's mango ice again hehehe i wanna go again!!! after walking awhile more nana go meet her aiai so we follow up and hahahaa very funny! he look like crayon shinchan.. thick eyebrow just look like the gay =x sooo i went to buy my dinner with aline and we went home.. yawn~ shall stop here and go get some fun.. =))
im alright im alright im fine im fine i just need some time to get back to my usual self no hidden sadness nor unhappy face.. i just wanna breathe again.. no more crying~ smile smile smile! oh and i wanna stop eating!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
stupid computer with stupid attitude!
typed at 9:32 AM
alright my com broke down this few days now it's better so i can online.. i just miss out 5 days entry if im not wrong.. monday we went to watch initial D,oh well quite funny and i can say those actor are cool~!!! after that i rush back home and went to crown prince hotel.. oh gosh the food there are freaking nice =D after eating we went to take my uncle wedding ring.. *geez*
tuesday perhaps is the worst day of my life.. i dont know why i feel so miserable which i dont know why and what happened and i just cried, very "malu" haiii everything change! really but it's ok i learn to let go and learn to accept.. maybe im giving up arts.. thanks tina,nana and eekoon for asking me what happen i appreciate you guys concern.. thanks.. =))
wednesday.. oh well ended we had our oral yea? teacher say my conversation good but my pronoun ermmmmmmmm like shyt? maybe..
thursday went jasmine house and played com,ok it's pretty boring..
today.. after i can online i went to look into his profile and i saw his status is in relationship.. maybe he's really in and i happy for him at least someone will be there for him when he's sad or lonely.. that's good.. =)) well before that i had a hard time ewwww... ermm those who know will know.. hahahaa..
maybe my com will broke down again so....... sms me or just call me if there's a need..
my com broke down just now,until i cried again then it's recover.. i know it's just pity me..
I THOUGHT YOU ARE HAPPY IM HAPPY TOO BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY THERE IM SAD HERE CRYING ALONE!BUT I BLESS YOU AND THAT GIRL HAPPY ENDING,I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU SAD!!!
